Mental Health The Rant Thread Vs. Really? How Does That Make You Feel?

I’m kind of pissed off today, kind of disgruntled. I don’t like being angry it’s not my natural state. People piss me off sometimes !!!!

but, oh well what are ya gonna do right
 
Okay so I'm 38 and about as low-key socially as it gets, like my circle is more of a line, me and my single daily-life friend/on-again off-again weed dealer, a nineteen year old kid I worked with briefly earlier this year. He's exactly half my age, archetypal wook/dreadneck-hippy with enough maturity to be genuine beyond his years - usually. Only known him six months, got love for the fucker, but I had to tell him about himself earlier yesterday afternoon. Long and short, I got too little time or patience nor the luxury to deal with people who don't follow through on their word. I put trust and planning and action or inaction in on what a man tells me he's gonna do, and that shit needs to match up at least most of the time, and when you start seeing patterns of that not happening, there's an issue. Made all the more maddening when a person lauds your every word, your vast experience, always talks about myriad business plans to take on with YOU, yet won't move or follow through on shit, which not a big deal - until you've been paid to do so. Nicely. And didn't. Then, there's an issue. Probably a good thing the heat was handled over mobile first lol, but i think the face-to-face was constructive, that i may have gotten through. That said, we'll see.

Well, he turned out to be a fuckass motherfucker as well. Like a for real no backbone two-faced piece of shit.

Social circle > social line > dot.

Bet.
 
I want to go out and walk around in nature to clear my head but, can’t really walk around with these broken toes and sprained ankle. I been through way worse so that’s not the issue. The issue is that I took off from other stuff to do that this month to try to reset but now I can’t, just kind of stuck inside.
 
I had the idea to drink a bottle of tequila myself outside, then I wound up taking a strangers meth. 4 days later I'm still high, what the fuck is going on?

Seriously, how is that normal? If the sore is still in my nose, does it make sense I'm still high?

What if the sore never goes away? What if this never ends?
 
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The same people who call me a "man's bitch" for being raped after a break up are meth poisoning me pretending my tourettes make me a real racist
 
There is nothing but evil

I know all the things happening to me are because I didn't live alone with animals

I deserved intelligence and humanity. Its sad
 
My new "boyfriend" I hated ruined my relationship with the love of my life and I had to move somewhere related. What is so difficult for you to understand, that that was the decision of a loving animal. Why do you sit there and complain and repeat your nonsense
 
Sociopathy is repulsive. If I was worthless I'd just admit it. They sit there and are actually retardedly adamant I am retarded enough to believe in thier bullshit. Well it wasn't going to happen
 
What is so hard for you to understand that I lived my life as myself and its sick and wrong for you to constantly demand I did the "wrong" thing
 
There is nothing but evil

I know all the things happening to me are because I didn't live alone with animals

I deserved intelligence and humanity. Its sad
There is much more. If you're feeling incredibly vulnerable & self destructive that's all you'll see - sure they're is 'evil' and really malevolent things; in life & also the potential within us - what's important is that you strive to keep yourself well, fighting strong, balanced - that you can strive to maintain your stance & integrity, in a very, crazy world. 💖🤟
 
No, just evil...only evil. You ever realize everyone you ever met was a completely worthless piece of complete fucking shit then have them sound torture you that your personal decisions were "wrong"

Someone gave me an abcess I'm fucked if the free clinic doesn't have a pharmacy
 
I really wonder how well meaning, feeling people are doing things "wrong"

It seems to me hurting other people is "wrong"
 
I had my brain completely violated by utter verbal trash and not a single freak who heard it will admit what was wrong

I genuinely believe I am profoundly hated for feeling emotions and living in a gaslight
 
People are obviously blacking me out and putting cheap poisonous meth in my system that is extremely painful.

I have a painful abcess on my ass cheek and huge bed bugs are hurting me at night

Everyone around me is a stupid, violent monster
 
People are obviously blacking me out and putting cheap poisonous meth in my system that is extremely painful.

I have a painful abcess on my ass cheek and huge bed bugs are hurting me at night

Everyone around me is a stupid, violent monster
Can you go to the hospital to get help? I hope things can get better for you
 
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