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☮ Social ☮ The PD Cosmic Space-Train: SOCIAL UMPH in Full Spectrum

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Swerz said:
you implying you don't already?
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Haha I ran a red light that I thought was a stop sign. I stopped, looked both ways and away I went. The other people in the car were yelling "What are you doing!!" so I hit the brakes and they said "your already out there GO GO GO" so I hit the gas again. :D

Then one time I was leaving a place at 2am and there's this red light I had to turn left at but it won't change unless it picks up the sensor telling it there's a car there but the sensor wasn't working so after 2 minutes of sitting there with absolutely no cars coming and the light still wasn't changing and still had the walk sign thingy so I just went on through it.
 
I hate to count the amount of traffic infingemnts I've had. I am one of those people that should not drive ever at all ever! :D I always find myself looking for stupd thngs while driving, keys, phone, lghters, ppes and then I realse I've switched for lanes and driving into oncoming traffic.
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Well not really, but yeah, yeah, oh.
 
holy shit, not sure if any of ya'll are Tool fans, but I just figured out what he's saying during part of third eye, and it blows my fucking universe.

Prying open my third eye.
So good to see you once again.
I thought that you were hiding.
And you thought that I had run away.
Chasing the tail of dogma.
I opened my eye and there we were.

I opened my eye and there we were...
 
I took some zolpidem today, for a change.

it was fun, kinda. Somehow. not like I remembered it to be. weird. not trippy at all, just giggles. you know when they say they do something for shits and giggles, well this is the stuff that just gives them giggles.

oh well, on to zleep for me >>
 
nah, but I did have one of those lovely "oh shit my teeth are falling out" dreams a few nights ago...I checked to make sure they were still there when I woke up
 
Laika said:
Fall be Kind > Merriweather
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Holy shite! Thank you Charlie and Laika. I hadn't heard about this yet. <3<3<3

Another panorama :)
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IGNVS said:
its a nice 70 degreese f outside :D <3 florida in the wintertime. actually, anywhere can be good anytime, its all a matter of perception.

still havent done any illegal drugs, or smoked any cigs, or taken any mind altering substances for that matter (tylenol etc...) for three months now.

its a very interesting perspective you develop when you dont have the desire to do drugs

even all of you "responsible" users sound like slaves when you talk about drugs :/
not to be a buzzkill or anything -_-

nonetheless my life is great, ive outgrown alot of issues i couldnt see past, and i am starting to not be afraid of developing actually meaningful relationships with people where i dont hold myself at the center of it all. i totally didnt even see the way i used to be to the people around me, and how i influenced people, until about 2 months after i had quit.

im not just floating through the world like some observer, im actually here, in it. i can feel REAL emotion, with justified cause and effect (opposed to drugged out/ self centered dillusions).

i also didnt realize that i was actually abusing drugs until looking back on it. we talk alot about drug use vs drug abuse here, and we get a good definition, and the talk is great, but when it comes down to reality i think alot of us abuse drugs. also ive realized that drug abuse isnt nesesarily the problem in and of itself. its a result of deep personal issues that manifest through multidrug use and obsession.

sobriety has been quite the psychedelic expereince, without any sideffects
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I feel ya man, were essentially in the same place. But I've used about once or twice in the last month.

I feel like such an ass sometimes though, seeing my friends still using and reading on bluelight. I can't help but see it the way you do, like some people are slaves to chemical alteration. I've learned a lot in treatment, but most of the things I've learned were picked up on my own by not having a clouded/delusional mind all the time. But it's definitely made it much harder to deal with having my closest friend being a heroin addict. It's so obvious the way dope has wrapped itself around her throat :(

On a lighter note, I had a dream that I was a cat. I was a cat, roaming around seaworld at night. At one point a little youngin' jumped into a big tank that held an orca whale. One of the trainers freaked out and then dozens more kids jumped in, i believe terrible things followed. Then I left the seaworld grounds some time later, and met that best friend of mine. Also a cat. The details are blurry but eventually I tried saving her from a raccoon attack and got completely mauled in the process. :(
 
^Dude I had tickets to go to furthur in SF for New Years but neither me nor my gf have enough money to make the trip, so we're staying in town. :|

You still goin? I was looking forward to meeting up, sucks man how shit works out..
 
that show was a few days ago , I had friends that went to the asbury show , they ate some nice doses and got in for free. I spent that evening with another Bler on 2c-e , it was a pretty epic night regardless

I'm sure our paths will cross someday Roger and Im looking forward to it :)<3
 
^Oh, well I had tickets to the Bill Graham Auditorium on the 30th and the 31st, so I guess our paths wouldn't have crossed after all. :D But yeah bro, definitely some day, perhaps when festival season rolls around
 
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