+1
My pain levels are actually
lower when clean from opiates than dependent on them... at first, the opiates work magnificently, but then tolerance always sets in around month 2-4 and makes them almost useless. This is
with sticking to prescribed dosages, never chasing the opiate high, using NMDA antagonists like DXM, Zn, and Mg to try to prevent tolerance increases, and dosing only once a day (usually... it's twice a day these days due to serious pain flareup).
I seriously hope nothing is seriously wrong in my ankle, the knee I can handle, since it is a simpler joint to operate on, but Jesus, ankle OATS and other surgeries sounds terrifying. I don't want to be immobile again.

I just want to live my life like a normal 22 year old already...