OK, one of my best friends got paralyzed a year ago, and gets (90) 80milligram OxyContin pills a month. He got really addicted to them and has now weened himself off of it and just takes norcos. Meanwhile, he keeps getting 90 a month, and just saves them. A month ago I tried my first one. I LOVE cocaine, and I love snorting drugs. (weed + cocaine = my favorite,but now I get drug tested, and haven't done either in a YEAR. But I found out, they can't and WONT test for OxyContin, so this is my new "weed" lol.). Anyways I got the OxYConTin, I took off the coating, and just scrape off a tiny bit of powder from the pill, snort it, and it feels good. He gives me 3 a week for free to just enjoy (I usually get cash for 2 of em, then just do one per week). This is the thing, I have snorted as much as 30mg, but I just get really tired. Yeah, I feel SUPER chill, and this stuff is easy to do every day (i snort 10mg a day, and on fridays I do more), and I just feel 'chill'. But there is no euphoria, nothing that makes me go "WOW omg this is SO good". (like with coke, sometimes I just crave it because I know one line, and I will feel like god). This is just different. This seems to be the cleanest + best opiate (from what I read) so maybe I am just not an opiate person?
I only do drugs to enjoy them, I don't really take them to 'escape'. But I really don't see how it is possible to get heavily addicted to this. (I am sure if I took it every day for a few months I would. But this isn't something like coke, where it makes u feel godlike, it just mellows you out and makes u go to sleep.)
I HAVE felt withdrawls from this (minor, only for an hour or two) if I do 10mg every day for a week, then stop. I used to do tons of coke, and never felt sick or anything (only snorted). I would get a half ounce, do it in 2-3 days, then wait a month, and do it again. (I like to binge I guess).
But now I am very fortunate to have a friend that just gives me 240mg of OxyContin a week, which is a pure synthetic opiate. I just want to take advantage of this and feel everything it has to offer. I just don't get how people would crave this stuff, its good, its chill, but I don't feel godly, and honestly I just get really tired and go to bed when I do more then 20mg. (granted I sleep like a baby)...
Should I just snort 40mg in one line or something, would that give me some rush + some orgasmic/euphoric feeling? Or is this basically a "chill" drug. If I got heroin, and snorted an equal amount, would I feel any different?
P.S. I think I have nodded before, but do you just go to sleep? So basically heroin addicts just sleep all day? I'd like to be able to play games and watch TV on this, but I just get so tired I close my eyes, and just have lucid dreams while I am half awake. (this has only happened a few times, but maybe I just need to do more?) I'd like to enjoy this drug and stay awake somehow, but is that how u enjoy opiates, you go to sleep?
I just wish I enjoyed it more, I get these for free and know I am lucky because they are usually 60$ a piece around here, so should I crush it up and use it as a suppository ? I doubt ill ever IV anything, and if I do not in many years. Maybe its because I used to do a TON of coke (only once a month, but i'd binge for 2-3 days), so thats why I don't get euphoria from this. But im reading erowid reports and people said they snort this and its "OH MY GOD" so good, maybe im just used to hard drugs so that's why. But how can I get the most out of this without IVing. Ive never eaten one, but I feel that would be a waste.
Thanks!