Yes as a matter of fact all I ever want to do is lay down in bed. It's hard to get to sleep but once I do the withdrawals are gone for a short period, which is usually my main goal-to fall asleep. I have trouble tossing and turning, restless leg syndrome, my clothes feel too tight even when they're not, loud noises irritate me, basically everything you could think of. I don't want to be bothered by anyone unless they have a remedy to help me feel back to normal. The worst experience was when I checked myself into an impatient rehab and was stuck there detoxing off suboxone for 30 days. And no, it never stopped! I didn't know at the time excersize was very beneficial, but even still it was hard for me to even get out of bed. I refused to go to the manditory groups, I rarely ate lunch or dinner, I passed on showers, you get the point. I felt like a 90 year old woman. I have been on Suboxone for eight years now and it's been a nightmare. I have a three year old and I'm a stay at home mom so when I run out I feel so bad for her bc I can barely move and keep her entertained. It's like the bare minimum. On a brighter note, all the things I've been reading on Kratom has certainly caught my attention, so I ordered 5 ounces off a really good vendor's website (Kraken Kratom) and just got it this afternoon. I ran out of subs and couldn't afford the refill so I had to resort to my old pal H. I did that and then waited about four hours and tried four grams of a red strained Kratom powder called Super Indu. My tolerance is super duper high so I wouldn't say I feel so much high as I do zonked out like I need to go to bed. I will say I've had no cravings for suboxone even during my waiting period between the H and the Kratom. Today was a good day for me bc I did not put any piece of suboxone under my tongue. It feels like I broke a cycle and I would be so blessed if it stayed this way. For us long time suboxone/methadone/opiate users one day without taking it is a huge accomplishment. Whether you're suffering or not, it's a step in the right direction. I would love to help people get off this stuff and break free of these chains whenever I do this myself. I wouldn't wish those long drawn out withdrawals on my worst enemy...who knew a human being could feel so much pain and suffering from self induced past mistakes.
Ps: I do recommend those of you long term or short term users trying to quit to go get a few ounces of Kratom and try it. I don't know if I'm allowed to post vendors here so to help you out just go to google and type in too 3 online Kratom vendors. One of them has "Happy" in their title. That's the number one vendor so far. The one I used was very inexpensive and good quality and showed up as number 2 on the top vendors list in the US. Also the red strains are said to help most with opiate withdrawal. We're all in this together so let's help one another out please. Best of Luck.