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I desperately need some encouragement. I just hit the 6-month mark and things are still not good. I feel just as bad as I did at one month. It absolutely SUCKS!! I barely have enough energy to get up from lying in bed. Still close to zero motivation. I tried to work and only made it 1 1/2 days before telling the boss I was distracted and couldn't concentrate due to my impending divorce. They bought it but that is absolutely not the reason. I look forward to the divorce. It's because I can't concentrate at ALL.


For the record (don't think I ever said), I started with Rx'd Percocet back in 2010 for 2 yrs. Switched to Tramadol (the pharm company lied to doctors saying it was 'non-addictive'. Yea right!) Turns out it was and I was unable to continue around 2016 or so when it became a scheduled drug. Then, believe it or not, I started on Imodium and Dextromethrophan (Dxm). That combination, used every 4 hours/ 7 days a week, lifted my spirits and did it's job (as nasty as Dxm is nasty/yuk!) But once I stopped puking it up, it worked well. Imodium by itself works if I took 10 at a time w/ a total of 40-50 a day. Not heart healthy for sure.

So anyway, I feel like a dumbass on that combination for like 5 years. I know many don't think this is a serious as say, heroin or cocaine.......and I have no experience with those. Never even smoked weed in my life. So I have a total of about 10 years abuse. I just can't image those drugs being any worse for withdrawal. And the last 6 months have been total hell on Earth for me. I think if you were fighting an enemy army, and you could slip some drugs into their food or water supply for 6 months and then suddenly take it away, you would just walk all over that army and they'd have zero will to fight.

I am determined to win this. I will NOT use anymore. But my daughter is graduating from a big-time college next week. I have to at least be able to be human for that. I think I'll be alright. I can suck it up. But I seem to only be able to concentrate on any task for like 10 minutes before I get irritated/frustrated and have to do something else. I am, at least, sleeping 7-8 hrs a night.

I have tried:
1. Vitamins
2. Exercise
3. Meditation
4. Distractions
5. Visiting family/friends
6. Tried to travel down to Miami to vacation but only made it one hour down the freeway before turning around and coming back. I have the money but zero motivation..........for ANYTHING! I understand that P.A.W.S. can last from 6 months to 2 years. I was REALLY, REALLY hoping it would only be 6 months. I might can make it another 6 months, but 2 years is a daunting thought. I really thought it would be a gradual recovery...........like I would be feeling a little better each day or week......or even each month. But it's not seeming to be that way for me. :cautious: I hope I can wake up one day, magically better. I would pay a $100,000 if there was a magic button, I could push to feel normal again!!! Ah, if only, right?!

Please, anyone that has made it through to the other side (final relief and recovery), please post. I could use any good comments. Thanks.
 
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Albert E. said:
I desperately need some encouragement. I just hit the 6-month mark and things are still not good. I feel just as bad as I did at one month. It absolutely SUCKS!! I barely have enough energy to get up from lying in bed. Still close to zero motivation. I tried to work and only made it 1 1/2 days before telling the boss I was distracted and couldn't concentrate due to my impending divorce. They bought it but that is absolutely not the reason. I look forward to the divorce. It's because I can't concentrate at ALL.


For the record (don't think I ever said), I started with Rx'd Percocet back in 2010 for 2 yrs. Switched to Tramadol (the pharm company lied to doctors saying it was 'non-addictive'. Yea right!) Turns out it was and I was unable to continue around 2016 or so when it became a scheduled drug. Then, believe it or not, I started on Imodium and Dextromethrophan (Dxm). That combination, used every 4 hours/ 7 days a week, lifted my spirits and did it's job (as nasty as Dxm is nasty/yuk!) But once I stopped puking it up, it worked well. Imodium by itself works if I took 10 at a time w/ a total of 40-50 a day. Not heart healthy for sure.

So anyway, I feel like a dumbass on that combination for like 5 years. I know many don't think this is a serious as say, heroin or cocaine.......and I have no experience with those. Never even smoked weed in my life. So I have a total of about 10 years abuse. I just can't image those drugs being any worse for withdrawal. And the last 6 months have been total hell on Earth for me. I think if you were fighting an enemy army, and you could slip some drugs into their food or water supply for 6 months and then suddenly take it away, you would just walk all over that army and they'd have zero will to fight.

I am determined to win this. I will NOT use anymore. But my daughter is graduating from a big-time college next week. I have to at least be able to be human for that. I think I'll be alright. I can suck it up. But I seem to only be able to concentrate on any task for like 10 minutes before I get irritated/frustrated and have to do something else. I am, at least, sleeping 7-8 hrs a night.

I have tried:
1. Vitamins
2. Exercise
3. Meditation
4. Distractions
5. Visiting family/friends
6. Tried to travel down to Miami to vacation but only made it one hour down the freeway before turning around and coming back. I have the money but zero motivation..........for ANYTHING! I understand that P.A.W.S. can last from 6 months to 2 years. I was REALLY, REALLY hoping it would only be 6 months. I might can make it another 6 months, but 2 years is a daunting thought. I really thought it would be a gradual recovery...........like I would be feeling a little better each day or week......or even each month. But it's not seeming to be that way for me. :cautious: I hope I can wake up one day, magically better. I would pay a $100,000 if there was a magic button, I could push to feel normal again!!! Ah, if only, right?!

Please, anyone that has made it through to the other side (final relief and recovery), please post. I could use any good comments. Thanks.
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I would think that 6 months would be more than enough time. I've stopped heroin and I was better much sooner than 6 months later. Low energy and lack of motivation sounds like it could be depression. Maybe talk to your doctor?
 
Albert E. said:
I desperately need some encouragement. I just hit the 6-month mark and things are still not good. I feel just as bad as I did at one month. It absolutely SUCKS!! I barely have enough energy to get up from lying in bed. Still close to zero motivation. I tried to work and only made it 1 1/2 days before telling the boss I was distracted and couldn't concentrate due to my impending divorce. They bought it but that is absolutely not the reason. I look forward to the divorce. It's because I can't concentrate at ALL.


For the record (don't think I ever said), I started with Rx'd Percocet back in 2010 for 2 yrs. Switched to Tramadol (the pharm company lied to doctors saying it was 'non-addictive'. Yea right!) Turns out it was and I was unable to continue around 2016 or so when it became a scheduled drug. Then, believe it or not, I started on Imodium and Dextromethrophan (Dxm). That combination, used every 4 hours/ 7 days a week, lifted my spirits and did it's job (as nasty as Dxm is nasty/yuk!) But once I stopped puking it up, it worked well. Imodium by itself works if I took 10 at a time w/ a total of 40-50 a day. Not heart healthy for sure.

So anyway, I feel like a dumbass on that combination for like 5 years. I know many don't think this is a serious as say, heroin or cocaine.......and I have no experience with those. Never even smoked weed in my life. So I have a total of about 10 years abuse. I just can't image those drugs being any worse for withdrawal. And the last 6 months have been total hell on Earth for me. I think if you were fighting an enemy army, and you could slip some drugs into their food or water supply for 6 months and then suddenly take it away, you would just walk all over that army and they'd have zero will to fight.

I am determined to win this. I will NOT use anymore. But my daughter is graduating from a big-time college next week. I have to at least be able to be human for that. I think I'll be alright. I can suck it up. But I seem to only be able to concentrate on any task for like 10 minutes before I get irritated/frustrated and have to do something else. I am, at least, sleeping 7-8 hrs a night.

I have tried:
1. Vitamins
2. Exercise
3. Meditation
4. Distractions
5. Visiting family/friends
6. Tried to travel down to Miami to vacation but only made it one hour down the freeway before turning around and coming back. I have the money but zero motivation..........for ANYTHING! I understand that P.A.W.S. can last from 6 months to 2 years. I was REALLY, REALLY hoping it would only be 6 months. I might can make it another 6 months, but 2 years is a daunting thought. I really thought it would be a gradual recovery...........like I would be feeling a little better each day or week......or even each month. But it's not seeming to be that way for me. :cautious: I hope I can wake up one day, magically better. I would pay a $100,000 if there was a magic button, I could push to feel normal again!!! Ah, if only, right?!

Please, anyone that has made it through to the other side (final relief and recovery), please post. I could use any good comments. Thanks.
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Not sure if others have mentioned this, but Imodium is a powerful opioid and has a bitch of a WD period on its own, and PAWS can last a long time, but never has for me personally.

I'm guessing if your daughter is graduating college you're no spring chicken.

If you're no spring chicken, AND you've been using opes for 10 years, your balls are likely still snoozin away.

People don't talk about this enough, but opes absolutely wreck your endocrine system.

That will cause most of the symptoms you describe as well, and the opes could have been masking changes in your body that naturally happen anyway.

If your heart and liver are okay, or you don't mind seeing a doc, I'd see if they will give you a squirt of Test.

If you find that your life miraculously goes back to normal the next day, then you have a new game to play - raise your testosterone. Opiates basically shut off the LH signal, so it's highly likely that's a factor, especially If you are over 40.

If I was experiencing what you are describing, I'd go find the biggest beefcake roid guy at the local gym, get a bottle of that T400 and some oil needles along with a cycle of HCG to run afterwards, and I'd turn my asscheek into a pincushion.

I wouldn't run the T400 long term, guys do it, but it makes the problem permanent. As an experiment to validate whether you have an endocrine issue however it's a pretty solid plan IMHO.

Life sucks in general, and it's worse without drugs. That you never get over, but you can and will get your joy and motivation back.

Am with you brother, keep going. You're not the only one in that race so don't fucking give up.
 
Albert E. said:
I desperately need some encouragement. I just hit the 6-month mark and things are still not good. I feel just as bad as I did at one month. It absolutely SUCKS!! I barely have enough energy to get up from lying in bed. Still close to zero motivation. I tried to work and only made it 1 1/2 days before telling the boss I was distracted and couldn't concentrate due to my impending divorce. They bought it but that is absolutely not the reason. I look forward to the divorce. It's because I can't concentrate at ALL.


For the record (don't think I ever said), I started with Rx'd Percocet back in 2010 for 2 yrs. Switched to Tramadol (the pharm company lied to doctors saying it was 'non-addictive'. Yea right!) Turns out it was and I was unable to continue around 2016 or so when it became a scheduled drug. Then, believe it or not, I started on Imodium and Dextromethrophan (Dxm). That combination, used every 4 hours/ 7 days a week, lifted my spirits and did it's job (as nasty as Dxm is nasty/yuk!) But once I stopped puking it up, it worked well. Imodium by itself works if I took 10 at a time w/ a total of 40-50 a day. Not heart healthy for sure.

So anyway, I feel like a dumbass on that combination for like 5 years. I know many don't think this is a serious as say, heroin or cocaine.......and I have no experience with those. Never even smoked weed in my life. So I have a total of about 10 years abuse. I just can't image those drugs being any worse for withdrawal. And the last 6 months have been total hell on Earth for me. I think if you were fighting an enemy army, and you could slip some drugs into their food or water supply for 6 months and then suddenly take it away, you would just walk all over that army and they'd have zero will to fight.

I am determined to win this. I will NOT use anymore. But my daughter is graduating from a big-time college next week. I have to at least be able to be human for that. I think I'll be alright. I can suck it up. But I seem to only be able to concentrate on any task for like 10 minutes before I get irritated/frustrated and have to do something else. I am, at least, sleeping 7-8 hrs a night.

I have tried:
1. Vitamins
2. Exercise
3. Meditation
4. Distractions
5. Visiting family/friends
6. Tried to travel down to Miami to vacation but only made it one hour down the freeway before turning around and coming back. I have the money but zero motivation..........for ANYTHING! I understand that P.A.W.S. can last from 6 months to 2 years. I was REALLY, REALLY hoping it would only be 6 months. I might can make it another 6 months, but 2 years is a daunting thought. I really thought it would be a gradual recovery...........like I would be feeling a little better each day or week......or even each month. But it's not seeming to be that way for me. :cautious: I hope I can wake up one day, magically better. I would pay a $100,000 if there was a magic button, I could push to feel normal again!!! Ah, if only, right?!

Please, anyone that has made it through to the other side (final relief and recovery), please post. I could use any good comments. Thanks.
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The only other thing that comes to mind is kratom, which acts as a weak opioid. That seems like a better option than the Immodium and DXM combo, but it can also become addictive if you're not careful. If used prudently, I think it may be worth a shot. Kratom is actually related to the coffee tree. It gives you a boost in energy but the effects only last for a few hours, so you'll want to keep redosing, and that's not a good thing. It's possible to develop a physical dependence to it. People have used it successfully to reduce opiate cravings, but it could be a slippery slope.

There's also obviously Suboxone, but that seems like overkill. However, even in low doses it has some antidepressant properties. But taken long term, it also causes dependence.

For your energy and motivational issues, adderall may even be an option. But again, there are potential pitfalls even with that. I feel for you, I really do. I wish I had better advice, but just don't give up. It's probably best to start by getting a full physical just to rule out any potential physical causes. As the last poster pointed out, it could possibly be an endocrine/ testosterone issue. It could also be a thyroid issue, which is also part of the endocrine system. I'm guessing it's not those things, but they have to be ruled out. Just be honest with your doc and tell him/ her the situation. There's no shame in that.
 
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hideout said:
hey @Nas47

u joking?

cold turkey from 200mg substitol? really?
man i am om 800mg daily since 2018 and i tell u omce i missed the assignment
and that next night was horror really hardcore and i cant believe u made it out .. respect
did u had this hardcore severe diarrhea that was crazy and did u really had no medication?

thanks lets stay in contact
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You should consider switching to Polamidon. Depending on how fast you metabolize drugs, you can miss your dose for up to 48h without suffering wd. The half life is even longer than methadone. Polamidon has a half life of 36h whereas Methadone has a half life of 24h.
 
Here's a dumb question.

How long do the anti-WD meds last? Like Naloxone, Bupe, etc? I think I had a bad patch of meds, and had no euphoria, little pain relief. Got my refill for my normal pharmacy, with a supplier Ive had before (5mg Oxy), and even an increase in dosage, but deal God, they feel like nothing at all.

Im not WDing, so they must be working but I feel like....nothing is happening. Im going to have the other bad meds tested, and see whats in them, but until them ,I dont want to jack myself up and take too many. At least if I know it will pass. Its my second day back on normal meds.

Just want to say, that I think this is a great community and for those wanting to stop, theres always somebody online, willing to be there so to speak. Youre doing good!
 
sorry for necroing the thread, but...idk. im nervous. i started posting back here in 2016, as i had discovered ecstasy...and thought i had found all lifes answers...nope..i ended up getting addicted to percs, big time....at this point, i dont even care about the good feelings, i just dont want to be sick...i did the withdrawing thing a few years ago just to see what it was like, and it was Rough. and that is why im scared...because im taking way more...im supposed to take 4 10 mgs a day....ive been easily taking 10-12 a day, out of boredom...now ive found other things to occupy myself, and i want off. will it be way worse than last time?? thank god i have access to otc and prescription medications for comfort, and the ability to hole up in my room for a week, but still. very nervous. and sad. i have zero self control..and im so ashamed to admit this...but the main reason i am doing this is because ive been nipping my husbands....i feel so guilty, he maintains a tight control on his usage, he has damage from an accident as a teen, and hes so careful, which means hes got lots of extras..still though, i never thought i would steal from my own husband, i feel like a total scumbag, and its got to stop...i dont even crave them anymore...im just scared of the bad feelings :/ any advice/encouragement will be appreciated! crazy how i found drugs later in life though. never touched a thing til i turned 42.
 
Hello I’m posting because I need help and don’t know what to do. I’ve been using street fentanyl for about 2-3 years everyday. Now I use .2-.5 grams a day. I have also been on methadone for over a year now my dosage was at 169mgs, but it’s dropped to 135 because I don’t want to risk the heart issues that the doctors claim that happen at dosages over 150mgs. I thought I would be able to stop fent when I got on methadone but the doctors started me on such a low dose it didn’t help so I kept using to stay well. Now I’ve been struggling with trying to stop the fentanyl and just be on the methadone but it’s been so hard mostly because of fear from past withdrawals going cold Turkey(didn’t go through with it and started using after day 3 because I didn’t want to feel that way anymore) I’m afraid of having to feel that way again. But now i want to try to cold turkey fentanyl and rely on the methadone but I’m scared of getting those withdrawals again. I also have mixed feelings about methadone because I don’t want to be stuck on that and I’ve heard it’s hard to get off of and the WD’s are horrible. So at this point I dont know if I should try going cold Turkey off of both or only doing one at a time. I’m just at this point where I’m sick of it and I dont want to have to rely on anything to feel normal anymore. I just would like for someone to give me their thoughts about it and the best way to go through with this. I’m willing to try other medications that aren’t any type of opioid to try to get through the WD’s. It just sucks cause I don’t even think I could find the time to withdrawal and I’m just so lost right now. I’m a full time engineering student and so I have to keep up with my work, currently I’m doing my gen Ed online but I still have to spend a lot of time doing homework. So this also makes it hard because I have to try to plan my withdrawal around my schooling and I don’t know how I should quit. I speak to a counselor for 50 minutes on the phone once a week through the clinic and she’s some fresh out of school counselor who’s probably never touched a drug before and doesn’t know what addiction feels like and the first half of the time is the usual how are you what’s been going on how’s your use type of thing then she tells me I just need to stop using then the rest of the time is spent waiting for her to write it all down then maybe for the last 10 minutes she reads out of a book and so I have no guidance there and I don’t know anyone who’s gone through a similar situation to help me through it and give me advice. So I’m coming here hoping that anyone could give help me, support me, give me advice, or just any type of help. Thanks.
 
I have been on 1-2mg of buprenorphine (no nalaxone) daily after being on 30-90ng of oxy daily for a few months. It has now been 35 hours sinse my last buprenorphine dose and the withdrawals are setting in. I took 4gs of red vein meant da kratom made into a tea this morning (5 hrs ago) for the withdrawals but didn’t feel much of a difference… (recommended by a friend) I’m read to start back in the buprenorphine and stabilize but I’m worried it will send me into precipitated withdrawal… do you think it will after only one dose of kratom? Would I be better off going back on oxy for a while? Let me know. Currently stuggling but getting through it.
 
Hello members of this opioid withdrawal megathread. Posting this here as we at Bluelight have been advertising a research study aimed at opioid users in the USA, but we've received very little interest. We wondered if we could get some feedback on why that might be - it could be you haven't seen the ad, or that you are in scope but not interested in what they are offering.

Bluelight admin would appreciate if you could check out the Drug Studies thread here, and let us know your thoughts. Thanks a lot.
 
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