tentram
Ex-Bluelighter
i decided to get PLUR tattooed across my chest while in thailand drunk n on xanax
could have been a lot worse. like walking away with a 2 for 1 - Hep C for free.
i decided to get PLUR tattooed across my chest while in thailand drunk n on xanax
oh dear. i hope thats a joke?
could have been a lot worse. like walking away with a 2 for 1 - Hep C for free.
no im not jokin mate
i could have woken up with hep C i havnt got myself tested after the tattoo due to my phobia of blood taking it just freaks the fuck out of me.in the next few weeks im going in for a blood test just to be on the safe side tho.....
Yeah. I watched setup of my mate and his kit, fully sterilised needles, gloves, dettol used, Surgical markers used for freehand work.
I was celled up with people in remand who had hep C, I carried my razor around in my top pocket. The screws really didn't like that. But fuck them.
I have a question regarding the degradation in the quality of the high associated with the abuse of mdma. I have used mdma on and off (as it has been available) over the passed 7 or 8 years. I usually did not "roll" consecutive weekends, but I was young, naive and had not yet had the fortune of coming across this fantastic website. I probably broke the "3 month rule" far more than can be counted and occasionally indulged a couple of times a month. I had several long breaks (3 months- 1year) over the course of my use. Around 2-3 years ago, I happened upon a surplus of the substance of a moderate and low quality. None of it was especially potent but I did use it 2-3 times a month for two months with multiple redoses throughout the evening. After what I had was gone, my area experienced a pretty ruthless drought, and I have been forced to take long breaks being able to find very little mdma, occasionally consuming methylone and a very few occasions pipes. I have since purchases a test kit from dancesafe and test everything before making a purchase. Very recently I had the opportunity to purchase some lightning bolts. I consumed one of them 2weeks ago as I was told they were pretty strong. I felt a bit of a pleasant body buzz, and my jaw was definitely clenchy. My eyes were wiggling stronger than I remember with mdma (to my knowledge this is my first experience with mda). Although I felt little above a mild stimulation, there was not much rush, and nearly no empathy. I believe I have a bit of tolerance, but nothing I thought too extreme. The following weekend was a very special night for me, and happened upon some mdma powder that tested on the marquis with an immediate fizz and purple to black within 5 seconds. Although I knew better, I decided to indulge again for the second weekend in a row. I ended up taking roughly 140mg start dose and about a 100mg redose about an hour later. The come up was not nearly as intense as I remember good Molly having. I felt slightly more "rushy" and noticeably more empathetic than with the bolts, but nowhere near on the level of what I remember a "good roll" being like. So, to the questions. To those of you who have "lost the magic" what parts of the experience diminished? If the abuse hasn't been long term or consistent, is there a possibility of restoring most, or some of the experience through abstinence and/or diet? Is it something that can be remedied through long breaks and larger "starter-doses"? Thank you for reading through my post, as well as for your responses.
Missinthizzin.
you should take 5-http its a precursor to serotonin meaning you will have higher levels to release maybe giving you that magic your missing.....
I have a question regarding the degradation in the quality of the high associated with the abuse of mdma. I have used mdma on and off (as it has been available) over the passed 7 or 8 years. I usually did not "roll" consecutive weekends, but I was young, naive and had not yet had the fortune of coming across this fantastic website. I probably broke the "3 month rule" far more than can be counted and occasionally indulged a couple of times a month. I had several long breaks (3 months- 1year) over the course of my use. Around 2-3 years ago, I happened upon a surplus of the substance of a moderate and low quality. None of it was especially potent but I did use it 2-3 times a month for two months with multiple redoses throughout the evening. After what I had was gone, my area experienced a pretty ruthless drought, and I have been forced to take long breaks being able to find very little mdma, occasionally consuming methylone and a very few occasions pipes. I have since purchases a test kit from dancesafe and test everything before making a purchase. Very recently I had the opportunity to purchase some lightning bolts. I consumed one of them 2weeks ago as I was told they were pretty strong. I felt a bit of a pleasant body buzz, and my jaw was definitely clenchy. My eyes were wiggling stronger than I remember with mdma (to my knowledge this is my first experience with mda). Although I felt little above a mild stimulation, there was not much rush, and nearly no empathy. I believe I have a bit of tolerance, but nothing I thought too extreme. The following weekend was a very special night for me, and happened upon some mdma powder that tested on the marquis with an immediate fizz and purple to black within 5 seconds. Although I knew better, I decided to indulge again for the second weekend in a row. I ended up taking roughly 140mg start dose and about a 100mg redose about an hour later. The come up was not nearly as intense as I remember good Molly having. I felt slightly more "rushy" and noticeably more empathetic than with the bolts, but nowhere near on the level of what I remember a "good roll" being like. So, to the questions. To those of you who have "lost the magic" what parts of the experience diminished? If the abuse hasn't been long term or consistent, is there a possibility of restoring most, or some of the experience through abstinence and/or diet? Is it something that can be remedied through long breaks and larger "starter-doses"? Thank you for reading through my post, as well as for your responses.
Missinthizzin.
If it was me I'd be more inclined to have the 150mg MDMA first purely because after two hours of taking the 300mg bk-MDMA I think if you then had the MDMA the peak would be a little nullified. I don't have much basis for this though, I've only mixed the two on a few occasions but in my experience having the MDMA first and the bk-MDMA second was more magical.Can anyone divulge any information on:
lets say u got 300mg MDMA & 500mg BK-MDMA, what is the best way to dose these together. I perfer the MDMA high but have had nights where the bk-mdma would extend the mdma high and not vice versa. In my experiences the BK allways gave way to the mdma high.
thinking of, bomb 300mg bk to get things started, two hours in (peaking) drop 150mg mdma.
Has anyone else had any similar experiences they would like to share, Im looking for the safest way to combine the two.
i could have woken up with hep C i havnt got myself tested after the tattoo due to my phobia of blood taking it just freaks the fuck out of me.in the next few weeks im going in for a blood test just to be on the safe side tho.....
To much weed fucks things up for me, and clouds the euphoria of the MDMA.
Not sure why thats just what I've experienced. Every time I smoke before taking the roll it completely changes the type of roll I have. And who the fuck refers to marijuana as yarndi lol.