I think everyone is just different when it comes to drugs man. But pbuilder is prob right when he says an opioid just won't be the same once you've had a solid physical dependency. Do you take any other drugs?
These days not many.
Phenibut and sometimes Dexedrine and of course I like to drink sometimes but that's about it these days.
Of course I've done plenty of other stuff but at the moment for various reasons, either because I can't find some of the drugs I used to use, or because I don't want to use too many substances or other reasons I don't need to list etc....those are the main ones.
I think he is right also, but I still want to know more about Agematine and Memantine, whether they can be bought OTC/online and if they can make a much lower dosage feel like a higher dose, and if anything increases the duration of Kratom or if MAYBE more time off might change things.
I mean really I just like Kratom and the opioid + stimulant combo and want something else like that but what else is there that isn't super addictive??
I like Oxycodone a lot but i'm lucky I don't have access cause I'm sure it would ruin my life if I let it, I LOVE shrooms, favorite drug ever but I can't ever find them etc.
There's also a lot of drugs I won't try either because they mix bad with the SSRI I'm on (Lexapro), because they are too dangerous or too addictive, or because too little is known about them and I'm not totally comfortable ordering RCs yet.
I've just been really digging Kratom and don't want it to come to the end of my use, but it kind of has to be something I barely ever use anymore probably.
I'm sure I'll sneak doses in here and there and see what I can get away with and sometimes pay for it but it's not going to be something I can binge on anymore that's for sure.
I like Phenibut a fair amount too so I can use that, but not nearly so much as I like Kratom.
There's lots of RCs and weird drugs people here try that I'm just not sure I feel comfortable with yet as so little is known about them and I'm on an SSRI.
I have A LOT of curiosity about MXE in particular, but again, all I have to relate me to it is hearing strangers on the internet talk about it.
I've never actually MET anyone who's used it, and that kind of distance from a drug, especially an a RC, is hard for me to psychologically break through at first if that makes any sense.