Hey myco, glad to hear your finding success with kratom. Keep in mind though that the higher you dose the more sedating the experiece will be. If your looking for a 'pick me up', dose on the medium/lower end and save the recreational doses for whenhou want to relax... as I'm sure you already know by now an empty/semi-empty stomach makes a world of a difference.
With that said how's your mental health since starting kratom? I find that kratom improves my focus greatly as well as providing a nice antidepressant/anxiolytic effect (at reasonable doses), probably the most functional recreational substance I cam think.of...too bad that for some reason my body just flat out rejects kratom now. I can't even take maintenance doses anymore withoutbeing thrown into the most uncomfortable, antsy paranoia state. That's not necessarily a bad thing though, it keeps my use in check... something that no other opioid would do.
My mental health is great when on this stuff and it does exactly what I thought it would.
I mean, of course I'm still not going to ever take it more than 2-3 days a week, but I can really see how this stuff could be medicine.
It's 100% unique.
It really relaxes me in a therapeutic way that no other substance does except Klonopin, but when I say that I don't mean they have similar effects but only that it's the only other mind altering substance which doesn't really do anything too "extreme" to me but helps with anxiety.
While the other day which had been my first day using it, I only used bali at night, today was my first "full Kratom day" in that I started the day with Green Malay and moved on to Bali.
Now I'm on Bali and I guess you could say I'm "nodding" just a bit, kind of pleasantly sleepy, but on the Green Malay, especially with coffee, I felt energized and just overall optimistic and positive.
Now the high feels kind of like a 25mg Oxycodone experience kind of, except doesn't mess with my coordination.
My tolerance seems to be higher than most as I'm finding that my sweet spot tends to be between 2 1/2--3 Teaspoons which I guess is between 5 and 7.5 grams.
Somehow when I made the tea the other day it must not have been very strong though because that had 12.5 grams in it and I didn't feel like it did so I don't know when I'll try to make tea next as toss n' wash is working well for me.
I don't think this is going to be the kind of thing where I am going to be constantly craving it on days I don't take it.
I think it's more going to be something I'll think about on days when I'm feeling unmotivated or pessimistic.
More like "hmm, if I was on Kratom I probably wouldn't be feeling so negative right now".
It's really unique.
I'm just so impressed by how "un-drug" like a substance it is, despite it having such bad withdrawal symptoms which if it didn't I would consider it the softest drug out there, even more so than coffee.
I think there's probably so much potential for it to be used medicinally.
So yeah, I'm already a big fan, I just need to make sure I keep myself in check and don't use more than 2-3 days a week.
I kind of wish I had a white strain to try out, but I didn't buy one.
I also didn't tell you that there's a vendor I talked to who made his own "brown" vein by putting a red vein through a fermentation process.
He said it feels like a mix between a red and white vein and said he'd mail me a little bit for free when I said I couldn't afford more, but now I wonder if he really will.
Anyways, I like this stuff, and also find it suppresses my appetite a lot except I also find it constipating, but then again, it's an opioid so that makes sense that it would be.
Thanks for introducing me to this stuff and giving me so much good advice.
Now I am just hoping I took it early enough not to mess with my sleep tonight because the other night it did, so I am going to have to figure out how early I should take it so I can sleep well cause I found even the Bali kept me awake, though it might just have been that one night, I can't tell yet for sure.