Just had my second really high dose lsd experience, just beautiful. I don't know how strong my tabs were but I took 16 over the course of a day at a european psytrance festival. First took 6, then 2 more an hour later, then just kept eating it to keep it going. I'm tentatively calling it the greatest day of my life. It's strange, on low-medium doses, I get a bit edgy, the trip is more mental, my thoughts are a bit out of my control and I can spin off in directions I don't really want to. And I often see the weirdness and awkwardness of people at doses like that. Like seeing my loved ones faces in a quite uncomfortable way, and not feeling very sociable at all.
But at this massive dose, I went passed that. Acid can take you out of yourself, and when you take enough it sort of does the same but brings it all back into you. So I felt completely myself, on the ball, able to talk to anyone and handle my shit perfectly, in fact I was so joyful and happy I was talking to strangers and having amazing conversations, laughing and bring hilarity into all my conversations, and formed some true connections of love with people that day.
I think the thing with acid is that at a certain dosage it gets a really euphoric push. If you dont take enough, it's just trippy without the euphoria. Take a high dose and your whole existence fills with gooey psychedelic love. Everything was oozing, music sounds INCREDIBLE. It felt like 60's acid, that classic image of what acid should be like. Every moment was joyful. Stomping to psytrance in the sun all day, the music swirling around me and giving me such a satisfying hit of pleasure with every beat, shirt off, bare foot, in love with everyone and felt more free than I ever have before. The festival vibe had a lot to o with it, the love and energy on the dance floor of an outdoor psytrance festival is unreal. Literally the nicest people ever, 4000 people over a 6 day festival, not one argument, no problems, no conflict, no dicks. Everyone was in love.
I've often felt nostalgic for the 60's, a feeling like they were doing something really special and now it's over. But this festival and the massive dose of acid on the last day especially showed me it's not dead at all, it's more alive than every. We're changing the world now, leading by example rather than trying to force anyone to change. It's growing and it's global, people all over the world are abandoning what society has offered them in favour of something beautiful, we just want to love and discover truth through music, psychedelics and love.
I dosed at 1 in the afternoon and was still tripping in the morning (managed to sleep though!), no side effects at all, my body felt refreshed and cleaner than ever. I spent a good part of the night gazing up at the stars, I could see the milky way, the stars glowing and throbbing, and I shed tears a couple of times at the beauty of existence. I've never felt so blessed as I did that day.
I'm still glowing from it. I feel something really beautiful in my heart, it's the purest love I've ever felt. I cried again this morning from that love, looking around me and seeing the festival people, I just loved them all so much. That festival was without a doubt the greatest week of my life, that was my first festival, I feel like i've found it now. The 'it' of On The Road, of 'i'm gonna make it,' I found it in my psytrance tribe, we have it, it's growing stronger, I have a renewed love of humanity and all the thing's we're capable of