foolsgold
Bluelighter
got a sample of this coming around thursday or friday hoping it can replace 2-dpmp for my research needs
Alright mate sorry its been a while! I wrote you a PM but it got erased when I tried to send it and it took ages to write so I didnt have the patience to remember it all and re-write it again. That post should explain how things have been going!
Its been a long vacation already, its gone a bit further than just laying in bed unfortunately, I have tried that a good few times, theres a lot of crazy shit that has/is going on. I have intense physical as well as mental withdrawal effects if I try and lay in bed and try to stop using it, it happens every morning if I've actually been to sleep and during the day if i don't maintain re-doses. Nasty stuff, believe me.
Nah man, I have only ever had 450mg. Out of which I gave away around 50mg's and dropped 100mg's on the floor. So I only took around 300mg's of EPH ever - spread out over 2 weeks. I don't intend on buying it again.
I was waiting for an answer to that question I asked you for like a month or so. But I've made up my mind on the issue already.
If you remember what I asked you, here's what I've decided: Not worth to fuck myself up on god-knows-what-crap. So I won't be buying speed & all of that shit. I'll just stick to the occasional MDMA and some tripping. Maybe coke.
Edit - additional observations
Noticed i was sitting with a tensed back and neck muscles which i've read described as an after effect. Didn't notice it until i relaxed and realised just how taut my back was. Not a biggy, this is usual for most stims for me but thought it warrented a mention. I think i'll dose 2mg of Etizolam prior to the football to deal with the tedium and potential dissapointment
6:10pm
I have modafinil as well as EPH but I'm hesitant to combine the two since they are both stimulants to a degree though modafinil is very mild. If you do so perhaps lower your dosage of EPH for the first trial. I might give it a go next time I have an all night study session. I'll let you know how that goes.
I will never do any stimulant without having benzos for crash tbh. Ethylphenidate especially, once it starts to wear off I get unbearable agitation, even the slightest inconvenience will tip me off (after long 500mg session anyway, but mine are always long coz i have 0 self-control on stims)
i can't wait to smoke the shit out of this substance
Just thought I'd add:
It burns quite a lot when snorted and I saw some comments about pH, so I tested it with litmus paper and found it to be around 6-7. Both a solution and crystals on damp paper gave the same result.