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The EADD Mental Health Support Thread

Your your right bluebell! Must be something wrong with my mental health to consider going near his a hole!

I'm feeling ok today, I'm having a good day for a change! Just found a few lovely people because of this thread that I can confide in, i've been really isolated recently and it's good to get a few things off my chest!

I think I'll be posting in this thread a lot!
 
Since my lsd and ket binge i aint been the same :(

I am on the mend tho :) Im not just shouting WANKER at random strangers anymore, just family and friends :)
 
Mailmonkey said:
This thread's terribly off topic.

can someone tidy it up please.

It must be neat and orderly.
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Yes, c'mon you cunts - Let's have some topic acid.

How am I feeling? Been beter but have most definitely been worse.
The physical ailment is causing mental ones and stress is high.

I think quite a lot of members and substance users do so because they're trying to escape from something, blunt emotions, doing so in a self-destructive manner etc. etc.
Escapism has been a massve part and purpose of my substance (ab)use.
It's very much possible that I'm talkign utter boe locks with regards to my assumption of others.... A mass of utter boe locks.
I'd rather that be the case than the former :)
 
Yeah, escapism's a big factor in certain kinds of drug use.

I think psychedelics are unique in that they can be used for escapism (some more than others) but they can also be used to confront your problems head-on in a fresh headspace, gaining a perspective which is absent from everyday life. An everyday life which (lest we forget) is absolutely chock-full of artificial stresses and influences - even toxins in food and the like - which have an effect on your psyche equally as profound (if not more so) than any drug.

To see sobriety as intrinsically 'good' and 'natural' and intoxication as 'bad' is ultimately as big a folly as using drugs as your only way of feeling good.

Bluebell - =D
 
found MXE has benefited me massively, puts me in such a positive uplifted productive mind space, prefer the afterglow to the actual effects. more of a tool than a recreational drug, so unpredictable though. was tempted to do some tonight but think i'll save it
 
^ coltdan i rely on ketamine for depression one dose weekly,
I went on a 3 week break as i started an antibiotic, in case of unsafe reaction but i have to take these for 28 days in total.
I gave in the other day only to find my ketamine seems to barely hit me at all. 200mg would near hole me usually. 300mg made the room slightly wonky?
No massive afterglow or therapeutic saturday, stressed bout this problem with my prostate, family problems bad atm too plus im being put in the firing line for reuniting family , OH fine ill sit indoors on my own then , and talk and see noone then? I fucking hate having to side with people and all that shit....


7 more days urghh.

Ffs i wonder why the k wont work as well with taking the doxycycline. . .
 
Dsd, I find k to be a strange one, sometimes it will take me 750mgs to hole and other times I can hole of 300mgs and it could be the same batch, it's weird!

Colt, I'm glad that mxe is working in such a positive way for you mate! Good for you!

It's very interesting that k and mxe and I presume some other dissociatives in small doses have such a good antidepressant effect! Does anyone know if there has been any clinical trials using k as an antidepressant? Actually never mind, I can use google! :)
 
Also dsd, I'm sorry your having health problems mate, hope you get better soon. Take care
 
Does anyone know if there has been any clinical trials using k as an antidepressant? Actually never mind, I can use google!
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i wish i could be registered as a horse at the vets to recieve 100mg IM ketaset S Isomer stuff weekly...

Would really make my life so much easier,
If only.

Thanks acidtek, well a very helpful message was in my inbox today.
some people are very helpful and enjoy helping others, I like to think i am one of these people but today as i say i might just have the answers to end of this 4 year problem with my prostate.
 
for me i find the afterglow antidepressant effect of MXE only seems to become apparent in high doses. the days after i feel very "on the ball" , in the moment, motivated and productive. its almost like it induces some kind of manic speed like effect, its like a kinda smooth natural stimulant with no negative effects. feel clever, sharp. extremely useful. took me a very long time to actual experience the afterglow though, no idea why it suddenly triggered, very odd. seems to have so many useful qualities, read so many reports of the way its benefitted people. so much potential. the other night i popped 10mg valium, 30mg MXE, felt fucking amazing. upped the dose by another 10mg of valium and 20mg MXE, it was like a combo of euphoric drugs, very clear mind set, absolutely beautiful experience. wrote a little report on the MXE megathread... best experience ever. kinda still glowing from it. also strangely if i drink booze on the afterglow i feel stimulated as fuck, destroying the need to do mephedrone and various other dirty nasty shite when im out. beauty. infact its helped me stop doing mephedrone, haven't touched it for months. cant praise it enough
 
Tried MXE for a bit but it lost its magic fairly quickly, I quite liked to bump 20-25mgs but something changed probably after I mixed it one night, foolishly with MPA and got allot more than I bargain for.

Somehow I've manged never to do K, apart from maybe once when I had some pills that were supposed to be K (well they were supposed to be E but you know what I mean) I'd like to give it a go but it would mean making connections I could really do without despite them being good "old" mates
 
And Coltdan, when your on a strong afterglow, you are able to do things quickly and so easily,
You just walk around for days after doing stuff like a pro?
 
I so happy for you mate! That's really good news! :)

You could always post in this thread if you are finding things stressful or need to get some things off your chest! And your always welcome to fire me a pm and I'll support you in whatever way I can :)

Ps I'd like to be a horse if the vet would do that for me, the k that is, not turning me into a horse I think that would be beyond thier expertise!
 
yeah sam walk/rush around like im buzzing my tits off on something for a few days, sharp and precise, like ive gotta get stuff done with urgency. driven. stimulated. cognitive abilities seem sharp. need to do a before and after IQ test or something and see what the out come is. its probably just a delusion of sorts but who knows. awesome stuff. becomes such a different animal when mixed with things though, never mixing it with alcohol or mdma or mephedrone again, thats probably why i hadnt experienced a glow and had such messed up times on it previous,
 
SamhainGrim said:
Yeah, escapism's a big factor in certain kinds of drug use.

I think psychedelics are unique in that they can be used for escapism (some more than others) but they can also be used to confront your problems head-on in a fresh headspace, gaining a perspective which is absent from everyday life. An everyday life which (lest we forget) is absolutely chock-full of artificial stresses and influences - even toxins in food and the like - which have an effect on your psyche equally as profound (if not more so) than any drug.

To see sobriety as intrinsically 'good' and 'natural' and intoxication as 'bad' is ultimately as big a folly as using drugs as your only way of feeling good.
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There is just no way I would drop acid at the mo, maybe it would do me some good but I suspect I'd end up in a worse place then I'm in now. I wouldn't touch a psychedelic in my current mental state, it would just seem like I was looking for trouble.
 
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