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The EADD I'm Fucked Thread V. Post Lost in the 5th Dimension

headfuck123 said:
I know the feeling mate ( well not with the h but the general fiendy vibe). Been through a few 8ths of k recently, tolerance is rediculous and not worth the hassle so gave my last g away but ended up hunting them down to get it back but it was gone (k that is). Was so tempted to snort some bupe but have an appointment with my gp regarding a preposed benzo taper so not the best idea if they drug test me. Plus the combo is rather dodgy to say the least.

tempted to get the 2-fa out but ive been sleeping most of the day and I have shit to do tomorrow so i need sleep. fucking hate being stuck in fiend mode!
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Ha, funny that. K is probably the only drug I've been enjoying at the moment without any problems really. Strange, as I used to be a total dissociative fiend. I'm currently scheming on making a naughtyweb order to my parents house under a false name due to the desperation of my opioid withdrawal issues, wondering whether to order more opioids to taper/detox at a convenient time, or to get more k and just follow through this detox. My head is a bit of a mess at the minute, really struggling to decide what I want to do and its getting to the point where I'm going to have to commit.
 
My friend, with a gift of a dilly stopped by yesterday. So now I'm recreating with a glass of wine and and a mild opiate buzz. Not bad for a Monday.
 
ordinary mind said:
Ha, funny that. K is probably the only drug I've been enjoying at the moment without any problems really. Strange, as I used to be a total dissociative fiend. I'm currently scheming on making a naughtyweb order to my parents house under a false name due to the desperation of my opioid withdrawal issues, wondering whether to order more opioids to taper/detox at a convenient time, or to get more k and just follow through this detox. My head is a bit of a mess at the minute, really struggling to decide what I want to do and its getting to the point where I'm going to have to commit.
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Not that I know a whlot about opiates other than bupe or kratom but id advise just riding out the wd with ket if that seems to help. You know your only fooling yourself by aquiring more opiates unless you are in really deep that is then a taper would be a good idea but as i mentioned Im not the most educated when it comes to opiates so maybe someone else could chime in. Best of luck!
 
headfuck123 said:
Not that I know a whlot about opiates other than bupe or kratom but id advise just riding out the wd with ket if that seems to help. You know your only fooling yourself by aquiring more opiates unless you are in really deep that is then a taper would be a good idea but as i mentioned Im not the most educated when it comes to opiates so maybe someone else could chime in. Best of luck!
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Just seen this man, I've actually got a whole load of posts and a thread dedicated to my current situation. You are right in regards to getting ket and just going through with the detox and being done with it being the best solution in an ideal world. I wasn't really thinking when I made that last post though.... I have a lot of responsibilities, not to mention I'm trying to ride this out while not alerting my parents, who I live with, to the situation. Thus, ket wasn't really a viable option on this occasion, as much as I find it does help.

I ordered more gear. I don't know whether it was a good decision, but it seemed necessary at the time, all things considered. I suppose if my withdrawal symptoms continue to clear up as surprisingly quickly as they have been I could just dispose of it..... fat chance of that though. :p

I do plan to avoid taking any backward steps though, I mostly needed more opiates for functioning working. I will learn to utilise self control or die trying!!
 
steewith2ees said:
If your talking about heroin or strong opiates and opioids you have much more chance of success with option B than option A. The whole planet has been trying to achieve the first for a lot of human history and have got nowhere......
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Stee thats one of the truest posts I've ever read. Any of us who've ever struggled with opiates continually say "yeah this time I'll ration them...i won't use them all straightaway". Its in the nature of the drug that if you do have a problem with them then this just never happens.
 
I think you misunderstood (because of my poor phrasing and no fault of your own, I might add!) When I said "I will learn to utilise self conrol or die trying" I meant with the current taper I am on, and not to say I'm planning to try and make getting high a part of my routine once this is over. I can't currently say for certain whether I do have the will power to remain opioid free after I have got clean from this current habit.... but I'm not stupid enough to think that I'll be able to use anytime in the near future without ending up right back where I am now, or worse.

The "or die trying" phrasing was addmittedly a poor and confusing choice of words. I ain't planning on going anywhere :)
 
I've done heroin twice this year and I feel like I'm playing with fire each time.

I'm aiming for a year without chipping.

This post is brought to you by Amphetamine.
 
You have no idea how long that's taken me to post that! On the beach, trying to get around EE's blocking shite, using some shitty proxy crap, then logging in and somehow managing to find it here to post.

Morning rant maybe?
 
How many more days? I thought it was would be a shorter harsher withdrawal seeing as it's got a short half life?

Does Bupe do anything to help your pain? If I were you I'd move to Germany for the upcoming medicinal weed....
 
Fug said:
How many more days? I thought it was would be a shorter harsher withdrawal seeing as it's got a short half life?

Does Bupe do anything to help your pain? If I were you I'd move to Germany for the upcoming medicinal weed....
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Fuck knows Fug. I think this is about day 5 and it's getting a bit sporty. Currently sneezing 20 times an hour along with liquid shits. I thought the shorter half life would make it pass quicker but unfortunately not.

Not a big fan of bupe for pain and I dont smoke weed. Pain is just one of those things you deal with or you don't.

It won't beat me fug. ...I've been through worse mate.
 
Ah Ok, well stay strapped in there, must be horrid, but it will inevitably subside, you know you can get through this :)
 
BigG said:
Fuck knows Fug. I think this is about day 5 and it's getting a bit sporty. Currently sneezing 20 times an hour along with liquid shits. I thought the shorter half life would make it pass quicker but unfortunately not.

Not a big fan of bupe for pain and I dont smoke weed. Pain is just one of those things you deal with or you don't.

It won't beat me fug. ...I've been through worse mate.
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Heh, I remember when I first came to the boards when I was in day 1 of butyr-fent withdrawals asking how long it was gonna last. I was thinking maybe 3 days total then a sharp improvement. You put me in my place there :p

Still though, at least you're nearly there now.

I'm currently spannered on 45mg DHC and the sheer adrenaline of knowing that sometime in the next 2.5 hours, heroin is going to be dropping through my parents letterbox and there's a good chance they're both going to be in at the time due to their original plans getting cancelled by weather....

Unsure whether to pretend to go out somewhere, stand in the pishing rain at the side of the house (likely for over an hour) until the mailman comes then swoop in and get the mail first. Or just hope they don't bother taking it to the delivery office straight away and steam it open when they're at choir tonight.

The funny thing is all this "excitement" is actually distracting me from how dire I feel.
 
Allright, i use stims to self medicate my depression, as one reason and only now after my last post i got some stuff from overseas, damned this was a hell to get trough haha, got some apvp and ethylphenidate atm.
 
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" Bez experiencing a particularly traumatic acid flashback on the set of Coronation Street."
 
ordinary mind said:
Heh, I remember when I first came to the boards when I was in day 1 of butyr-fent withdrawals asking how long it was gonna last. I was thinking maybe 3 days total then a sharp improvement. You put me in my place there :p

Still though, at least you're nearly there now.

I'm currently spannered on 45mg DHC and the sheer adrenaline of knowing that sometime in the next 2.5 hours, heroin is going to be dropping through my parents letterbox and there's a good chance they're both going to be in at the time due to their original plans getting cancelled by weather....

Unsure whether to pretend to go out somewhere, stand in the pishing rain at the side of the house (likely for over an hour) until the mailman comes then swoop in and get the mail first. Or just hope they don't bother taking it to the delivery office straight away and steam it open when they're at choir tonight.

The funny thing is all this "excitement" is actually distracting me from how dire I feel.
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My postman is a lazy twat and never comes before about 1:30pm. The street next to me gets their post at 9:00am so fuck knows how that works.....
 
BigG said:
My postman is a lazy twat and never comes before about 1:30pm. The street next to me gets their post at 9:00am so fuck knows how that works.....
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It's probably Mailmonkey, stopping every 5 minutes for a line of pirate in the back of his van..

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