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The EADD I'm Fucked Thread V. Post Lost in the 5th Dimension

Another bottle of wine opened. The problem with really good wine is its so easy to drink. A bottle of Rockford Basket Press shiraz, one of Australia's finest wines. All to myself. I love to share good wine with friends and food but sometimes drinking a couple of bottles of top shelf vino solo is such an enjoyable experience. Off to a wine forum to talk booze.

Fuckin lah de dah wine Ponce! You're not so fuckin posh wrapped up in my underpants are ya, eh?!
 
Fuckin lah de dah wine Ponce! You're not so fuckin posh wrapped up in my underpants are ya, eh?!
That was a traumatic experience. Luckily the strange organisms growing there were able to communicate by telepathy due to them being composed of 93% dmt 7% FUBAR'S bodily fluids. They helped me escape as long as i incinerated them as they had PTSD from being so close to your crutch for so long. Personally i am never wearing underpants ever again. Unless they are from a hot female and then i will wear them on my head.
 
Heroin, booze and phet on Saturday night led to more coke and heroin which ended up in an all nighter. Sunday I bombed the final 350 ish mg Mescaline HCL, which was actually pretty enjoyable especially out in the sun. Was going to add a solid dose of 2cb to dive in deep but ended up getting distracted with showing off my garden in tiny chat, which ended up in a phone call with ScotchMist that pretty much just ended there ha! What an absolute pleasure to speak with and all round legend I <3 Scotchy The mescaline is still noticeable, but kind of in a way that is difficult to distinguish from the sleep loss at this stage. Also had a couple of bumps of some banging phet today, a few beers, a toot of smack and I'm going to roll up some pollen in a second. My god these last few days have been AWESOME.... but i'm gonna need to end this binge and get some rest and recovery in if I'm going to work tomorrow.

OH WELL I GUESS I'LL JUST HAVE TO SMOKE THE FINEST HEROIN AND POLLEN IN THE UK WHAT A DRAG
 
MESCALINE: the natural aesthetics of mushrooms, a good balance of peace and stimulation, nice but not intrusive euphoria, didn't get to test music enhancement as much I'd have liked but my garden looked FUCKING BEAUTIFUL. And my garden looks stunning at the best of time, as I believe some EADDrs can attest to. Socialising is enjoyable and no where near as confusing as acid or shrooms can be. Quite clear headed and empathogenic. Would double dose next time or throw in maybe 20/25mg 2c-b.

Based on this experience, it is the most recreationally/hedonistically enjoyable of the classic psyches.
 
God I have an insatiable craving for coke, not so much for the coke in and of itself, but for the coke and heroin combo. To be fair, the phet isn't fair off, I just feel a bit guilty getting on that now as I haven't eaten much all weekend and haven't slept since friday. Contrary to the fact I told myself I wouldn't, I am very tempted to binge through the rest of the phet and smoke myself into a coma with heroin and hash. Doubt I'll eat tonight anyway!
 
God I have an insatiable craving for coke, not so much for the coke in and of itself, but for the coke and heroin combo. To be fair, the phet isn't fair off, I just feel a bit guilty getting on that now as I haven't eaten much all weekend and haven't slept since friday. Contrary to the fact I told myself I wouldn't, I am very tempted to binge through the rest of the phet and smoke myself into a coma with heroin and hash. Doubt I'll eat tonight anyway!
I had some nice coke on the weekend. My wallet is hurting due to the outrageous price of good cocaine in Australia. Luckily atm i am far from struggling money wise so i can afford to lash out. I only use it on weekends and not every weekend at that. But i do love my coke.
 
I bought some DHC specifically so I wouldn't feel tempted to buy more brown (and coke). I even had something like a 4 hour call with ScotchMist earler where I explained my point of view (nae need to buy more coke n smack) and listened and considered his advice on why not to buy more coke and smack. Yet as my phet and gear are running on the low side, I am not far from reconsidering. You only live once etc etc.

ATM everytime I bump phet I get a bit of a buzz for 20 minutes before I go back to shattered. Pupils are still stupid large, and thats with heroin in me. Still don't feel I can eat. If nothing changes after this spliff, then I'm gonna smoke myself to sleep with a nice pile of heroin. I wonder if I can avoid buying more heroin/coke before then?
 
Cant comment on the heroin thing. It didn't agree with me when i tried it about 25 years ago. 10 x iv 90% pure #4 SEA heroin. Just made me violently ill. I persisted as a girl i was seeing was using it. Same results every time. I count myself lucky. I do like the odd oxy session but dont get ill from that. Coke and psychedelics are my drugs. And meth when i visit Thailand.
 
I bought some DHC specifically so I wouldn't feel tempted to buy more brown (and coke). I even had something like a 4 hour call with ScotchMist earler where I explained my point of view (nae need to buy more coke n smack) and listened and considered his advice on why not to buy more coke and smack. Yet as my phet and gear are running on the low side, I am not far from reconsidering. You only live once etc etc.

ATM everytime I bump phet I get a bit of a buzz for 20 minutes before I go back to shattered. Pupils are still stupid large, and thats with heroin in me. Still don't feel I can eat. If nothing changes after this spliff, then I'm gonna smoke myself to sleep with a nice pile of heroin. I wonder if I can avoid buying more heroin/coke before then?

Textbook Dopamine depletion leading to relative dysregulation of your cholinergic system - that fleeting glimpse of a rush is emptying the last scraps from the vesicles with the same futility as your scraping out the bag.

Grab some DPH or another first generation AH/ACEi and rehydrate before making decisions of that nature. Keep your neurotransmitter levels as relatively stable as is possible and you can mitigate the dysphoric sympathetic/PNS overexertion and subsequently reduce the cardiovascular stress.

More Coke would be pointless in every way - you've already shagged your DAT via the backdoor with a releasing agent. Blocking the reuptake now is taking her out to dinner - expensive waste of time and money when you've already got what you wanted... ;)
 
Textbook Dopamine depletion leading to relative dysregulation of your cholinergic system - that fleeting glimpse of a rush is emptying the last scraps from the vesicles with the same futility as your scraping out the bag.

Grab some DPH or another first generation AH/ACEi and rehydrate before making decisions of that nature. Keep your neurotransmitter levels as relatively stable as is possible and you can mitigate the dysphoric sympathetic/PNS overexertion and subsequently reduce the cardiovascular stress.

More Coke would be pointless in every way - you've already shagged your DAT via the backdoor with a releasing agent. Blocking the reuptake now is taking her out to dinner - expensive waste of time and money when you've already got what you wanted... ;)

Sweet. I wasn't going to buy any more c or h anyway purely due to the fact I don't have time to get bitcoins before heading out to work. But now I feel a lot less frustrated about this thanks to your explanation. Still got a wee bit of gear and some of that phet to get me through today, then fingers crossed the DHC will have landed in the post and some normality can resume. I guess the good times won't last forever, so make the most of it then stop.

I need to leave the house in half an hour and I'm not showered, barely fed and dehydrated, yet my first priority of the day is making sure I vape a sufficient amount of heroin before getting ready, even though I'm practically asleep already. Priorities....
 
Got insane migraine so had two 30mg cocodomol tablets and smoked a bunch of weed. The weed is more effective in all honesty.

In the meantime I'm spaced out as hell so having a great time too.
 
Feeling pretty tired after the weekend, but also determined with a vengence to squeeze every last drop of forbidden hedonistic enjoyment that I can, so another evening of getting lifted is on the cards. So far, a puff of a pollen spliff, a single smallish toot of brown and a few sips of nice beer. An amicable start but the time now is to hover up the rest of the phet (there isn't all that much left), get some obnoxiously loud dark psy blasting and.... fuck knows, probably blast the drums until my angry neighbours kick a fuss or write some really awe inspiring poetry about the nature of reality that somehow seems less inspiring hours later.

DW @ScotchMist I'm on the case regarding our little mission :)
 
Same as last night. Except this time I've had way more weed and a ton of coffee (like 5 cups) along with the codeine. Now I remember why I liked these drug things
 
seems like my ecstatic mood of the last week has dropped right off. Basically out of H, although I'm about to see what has been collected in that straw, fingers crossed. 210mg DHC which seems to be doing all of nothing, a couple of beers, a bit of an unfinished spliff and (I hate to admit it but) 20mg diazepam so far. So gutted my ketamine didn't arrive, not nearly ready to return to normal life yet. Plus my parents house looks something akin to a crack den atm, and I think I watered the plants a grand total of once.
 
seems like my ecstatic mood of the last week has dropped right off. Basically out of H, although I'm about to see what has been collected in that straw, fingers crossed. 210mg DHC which seems to be doing all of nothing, a couple of beers, a bit of an unfinished spliff and (I hate to admit it but) 20mg diazepam so far. So gutted my ketamine didn't arrive, not nearly ready to return to normal life yet. Plus my parents house looks something akin to a crack den atm, and I think I watered the plants a grand total of once.

I hope they were not, erm, plants of value that you have let die of thirst.....
 
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