Eveleivibe
Ex-Bluelighter
No. But thank you for sharing your opinion 
Evey

Evey
Aye i will do Nick, im not planning on doing anything stupid. No matter how bad things get i always feel that there is some hope, that eventually everything will work out. Ive got the last of this big bag of penterdrone that i bought to finish off, then i'll need to stop fucking around, maybe quit kratom again (though nout sure if im ready fo that just yet) but this would be a good opportunity to wipe the slate clean. Though it is more difficult with long days, without having very much to fill them, in those cases drugs become ven harder to resist.
Enjoy your combo. Although maybe if you didnt enjoy it, it would make it easier for you to quit. Have you ever tried that "antabuse" stuff for alochol, i forget the proper name, but from what i gather if you try drinking on that stuff it makes it very unpleasant indeed.
Is that some kinda poor euphemism for bringing yourself off with a pocket sex toy?![]()
Y'know, in a parallel universe, I can imagine the collective voice of the forum uttering those exact same words to you.
Enough melodrama. There's the fucking door, right?
Goodnight.
Spot on MDB.. I stopped engaging with her after several pm exchanges where I tried to be honest but sensitive and genuinely tried to help her understand how she comes across to other people
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I gave up in frustration and just don't engage with her at all any more - if more people did the same, this place might have a better atmosphere..
I hardly post any more, and read with, mostly, a sense of exasperation...
Anyway, just wanted to say that in complete contrast to 'erself, you do seem to have a good degree of insight into where you went wrong and what you need to work on to get on the road you want, and I have no doubt you have the capacity to do it.
Take care![]()
Whats antabuse like? Some of my friends in the support group are on that or the other stuff for alcohol addiction - but I forgot what it's called.
Evey
U can't feel it Evey, it just do so when u drink u get really sick. Infact u can die from an alcohol+antabuse combo if really unlucky. Its used to motivate the user not to drink.
Under par?Still fucked. Too fucked to pay attention to what's going on, thankfully. Christ, guys.![]()
Awh so kinda like suboxone is to block opiates? Been on subbies a year n a half now. Not touched codeine in over a year now.
Evey
I don't know that drug suboxone Evey, but great to hear u haven't touched codeine that long.![]()
Under par?
And yeah, christ :0
Honestly I think you need rattled out of your brains, It might sort you out.. then again you'd probably come on here and tell us shudder.
Why don't you and rassy form a cult?
wtf!?... what is your problem? she's just discussing an issue with MDB... why do u have to join in, take sides and take pathetic cheap shots? they're not helping anyone and completely immature. Just, go away...
Fucking hell!
I'll tell you what come out with me for 12 hours one weekend shift and see all the real drama and tragedy that happens on our streets and in people's homes every day and get some context.
Fucking hell!
I'll tell you what come out with me for 12 hours one weekend shift and see all the real drama and tragedy that happens on our streets and in people's homes every day and get some context.
What a lot of fuss over absolutely nothing in the grander scheme of things!
Englandgz74 (sorry just felt like signing my name.......all the fashion these days Lol!)