The EADD I'm Fucked Megathread v. I'm starting to like Dubstep...

[joe90]

Shambles and too much booze = no no
A great light on here though it has to be said except when boozing too much.

Your post makes me sad summer you have such a good way about you but you seem to have have a huge void inside you. Duck the cocaine and enter the void save yourself years of drama. I'm sounding like an old man these days must be parenthood. Sorry if I'm being preachy.

Have a good day all

 

[SummerSerenade]

@ Summer - No need to explain yourself. Shambles was being a bit of an dick last night and was making assumptions about your situation that he had no idea about. (remember before reading this, this is just my view based on assumptions, so please feel free to come and correct me Shambs) I think what annoyed him the most was that when you say your addicted; to Shambles this would mean loosing absolutely everything and spending every last penny on coke. Becoming a full time junkie basically. And having gone through it himself, when seeing someone such as yourself who leads an apparently kooshty life (i say apparently because this is all based on posts youve made, so huge assumptions were made on his behalf) say that they were addicted. Thats how i saw it anyway.

I get that, it's just that I would have thought Shambles of all people, having been where I am now, would be a bit less scathing about such things and realise that he doesn't know the whole story so is in no position to judge. My post there was very depressing and I'm sure makes things sound a hell of a lot worse than they really are (I actually feel good most of the time) but yeah, I felt the need to say all that so I'm actually taken seriously for once.

How did the meth go last night spliffster? Get any sleep?

Both of my mephedrone parcels turned up at once so I'm golden. Can't get properly on it till later though which is a bummer.

 

[ColtDan]

Sensible man spliff, how much sleep did you get? i got around 5 hours, 6 hours the night before, not too bad. will catch up on it

I'll cut your jacobs off.

Fackin' jacobs.

Shambles and too much booze = no no
A great light on here though it has to be said except when boozing too much.

Your post makes me sad summer you have such a good way about you but you seem to have have a huge void inside you. Duck the cocaine and enter the void save yourself years of drama.

this

 

[zzz101]

all underlining addiction problems are hard
all underlining problems are hard.

just becase someone hasn't experianced getting there head cut off, like shambles has, apparently.. in no point to judge or say someones problems isn't great because they havn't exerienced the real bad. any amount of bad is bad and can be worse for some ppl. you can't really put urself in other ppls shoes and know it all. know what i'm sayin' ??


going to delete my post later, i can't put my thoughts into words i am hheavily dissociated at the moment. i don't even know if my post makes sense??

I should post later, i wish i can post out my thoughts but i can't. ddon't feel that great at the moment

 

[SummerSerenade]

no point to judge or say someones problems isn't great because they havn't exerienced the real bad. any amount of bad is bad and can be worse for some ppl. you can't really put urself in other ppls shoes and know it all.

Makes perfect sense to me. Don't judge people unless you know the full story. Don't think that people don't have a problem, or that their problem isn't valid, just because you've been through worse.

But anyway. Having a good one everyone?

 

[Spliff Politics]

You can't come around here swinging your cock about giving it the old 'my name is Spliff Politics and i'm not dense' caper and get away with it. I'll cut your jacobs off.

That comment just made my bicep flex. The bicep is angry. You keep away from my big dangley goolies; me gorgeous goolies!

I get that, it's just that I would have thought Shambles of all people, having been where I am now, would be a bit less scathing about such things and realise that he doesn't know the whole story so is in no position to judge. My post there was very depressing and I'm sure makes things sound a hell of a lot worse than they really are (I actually feel good most of the time) but yeah, I felt the need to say all that so I'm actually taken seriously for once.

How did the meth go last night spliffster? Get any sleep?

Thats the demon booze for you! As we all know Shambles is a lovely cunt Obviously last night was nothing he should be judged on; we all do it from time to time.

And the meth went swimmingly thankyou :D The only annoying part was toward the end where i would be getting ready to sleep and then another surge of energy; this happened about 4 fucking times haha Managed a respectable 7 hours sleep though with the help of some vallies and no sleep the night before!

With my mum checking my bank statements for the next month (due to the whole injecting scag thing) theres no way of getting more. So the thought of carrying on with the small amount of meth i have left is oh so tempting when i keep telling myself "Gooooo ooon Jayboi, theres no way of getting more & if its just sitting theres your gonna munch it sooner rather than later". 'Tis a real dilemma.

@ Dan - Yeah 5-6 hours is a good amount when ya been stimmed up. That an remembering to eat and drink seem to keep the effects at relatively the same level, rather than just getting to the shit jittery phase.

 

[ColtDan]

Makes sense to me as well zzz10, spot on. What you wonky on?

Yeah go for it spliff. You've had a good amount of sleep and cant get more, wont hurt to get back on it again. probably lethargic shitey-ness afterwards but will pass

Im in two minds wether to get some meph or not, speed hits the spot and doesn't ruin me at all compared to meph, may just stick to this. but it is very temping to see how good that white batch actually is. got enough control to only get one g and probably not touch it again for awhile now, may be worth a go. cant be getting back into old habbits

 

[zzz101]

thanks! i get it now . thank u so much.

i really wish i can type my thoughts , but thank you guys for understanding and i think youds get my point so much

i took oral dose mxp without scale i think its settelig down a bit now. shiiiit

 

[Spliff Politics]

Makes sense to me as well zzz10, spot on. What you wonky on?

Yeah go for it spliff. You've had a good amount of sleep and cant get more, wont hurt to get back on it again. probably lethargic shitey-ness afterwards but will pass

Im in two minds wether to get some meph or not, speed hits the spot and doesn't ruin me at all compared to meph, may just stick to this. but it is very temping to see how good that white batch actually is. got enough control to only get one g and probably not touch it again for awhile now, may be worth a go. cant be getting back into old habbits

Haha Dan ya fackin' tempting baboon Think im gonna wait for this kratom to kick in first and then see how i feel. Used a new supply to get 2 different variaties and the sedating one a tried yesterday was fucking strong, even with the meth on top

I would suggest giving meth another whack instead of meph, but considering you have to buy at least 250mg and your smoking it (you naughty old cunt) i would imagine you would blast through the lot Im not have a pop at your self-control or anything, i just think this would be the case for anyone.

@ Bob - The only reason why im even contemplating it is because each day i used it it was only a minuscule dose, no-where near the full shabang. I feel completely fine this morning and the doses were of such a size that i could easily eat whilst on it. It wasnt like a proper stim session or anything where the next day is spent wrapped in a duvet trying to get down half a strawberry. I appreciate what your saying though my good man

 

[ColtDan]

Hahaha i am a norty, norty silly old cunt. What sedating one did you try? Kinda to get some more of that stimulating kratom strain.

Doubt i'd smoke it again tbh, would be extremely fackin NORTAY. Plus i would indeed end up ripping through it quickly. Quite a buzz though. Wouldn't sniff it either, even sniffing normal speed doesn't feel half as good as bombed. Oh yeah got some ket arriving sometime, gonna be loving that shizzle

Tunes for you

Chali 2na - Comin Thru

The Beatnuts - We Got The Funk

Summer, listen to that first one. tis a banger

 

[Spliff Politics]

Hahaha i am a norty, norty silly old cunt. Am tempted to get some more of that stimulating kratom strain as well. What sedating one did you try?

Doubt i'd smoke it again tbh, would be extremely fackin NORTAY. Plus i would indeed end up ripping through it quickly. Quite a buzz though. Wouldn't sniff it either, even sniffing normal speed doesn't feel half as good as bombed. Oh yeah got some ket arriving sometime, gonna be loving that shizzle

Well i tried a new site that had a MUCH larger selection on there. Ending up going for 50gs RED LTM which according to the reviews was most peoples favourite sedating one and 'Red plantation Maeng Da'. Maeng Da is considering the most stimulating type of kratom & red vein varlets the most sedating types wit usually longer duration; so thought that sounded like the best option. The reviews on it are also extremely positive!

Below is a review, just wrapped it in tags so that my post wasnt too hench.

NSFW:

Red Plantation Maeng Da as a member of famous Maeng Da family, should be well known to most kratom lovers. It's definitely one of the most potent veins on Perfect Kratom offer. Potency and 'aroma' of RP Maeng Da is comparable to White Liang Teh Puthin (which is extremely energetic and stimulating vein) but 'the red tones' give you extra sense of relaxation what makes the vein great for socializing or outdoor activity (i.e. music events, riding bicycle, long (mountain) walk etc.). It' s very powerful and nice itself but you also can mix it withe other veins to get your favourite 'aroma'.

If your positive you can refrain from smoking it, then definitely give the meth another bash

Yeah spliff, Shambles, just felt like I had to point out the error of his ways in this case. It's all cool with me though.

You managed to get 7 hours sleep after meth? You slept more than me last night, and I'm the queen sleeper. I actually saw a time of morning I thought only existed when you're staggering home after an all night house party. Not that I struggled to doze off you understand, it's just that some cunt woke me up But it matters not, meph is up the nose and the sleepiness has gone. Wish I could get going properly now but I need to be sociable n' shit so proper test will be later.

Well i barely slept at all the night before, so that, plus a couple vallies (which im extremely sensitive to) and that properly strong sedating kratom give me a nice old kip

Just a quick sleeping tip for ya; if you ever get woken up in the night/early morning, try counting down from 100 in 3's over and over. It sounds ridiculous, but its genuinely help me sleep or get back to sleep time and time again. Although ive now done it so much i can count down in 3s just as quick as if i was going 100, 99, 98 ect

 

[SummerSerenade]

7 hours sleep after meth spliff? You slept more than I did last night and I am the queen sleeper. I actually saw a time of morning I thought only existed when you're staggering home from an all night party. Not because I struggled to doze off though you understand, just because some cunt woke me up But meph now so I am golden.

Like that tune Dan, more? (PLUS TEXT BACK YO. AND GET SOME MEPH).

 

[Spliff Politics]

No worries, Spliff %)

I certainly not judging or owt so if your indulging: Enjoy!.....I just chimed in because Dan was being the devil on yer shoulder and I thought someone should be the 'angel' on your other shoulder :D

Think I may get on the Kratom in a couple of hours mysel

Yeah no worries man, i knew there was no judgment there! To be fair though, yesterday it was me that was bugging Summer and Dan to go get some stimmos, so its only fair i get a lashing haha

 

[zzz101]

love this song http://youtu.be/0eSfcUzGTdk not really my type in music but fucking relate to this song. awesome.

 

[ColtDan]

Will text ya back in a bit, and may get some, you tried both batches yet? which ones best?

 

[Spliff Politics]

Tried the sedating one with the meth last night and had a very predominant opiate body-high, whilst also increasing the euphoria a tad.

This morning i tried a 50/50 mix of the both, but used 1.5g less than i usual do, but it still feels nice. Also i'll still have some of that valium hanging around, so cant really give an accurate descripting of either sorry haha . In case you didnt see it, i added one of the reviews to my post.

Fuuuuuuuck sake that meth is extremely tempting. Ive got 120mg left, which is a 2-3 days worth of my micro dosing. Keep trying the reason with myself about doing it; "If i do it today, then that will mean there will be just 1 comedown (albeit worse) than 2 comedowns." I dont know if this is good reasoning or just me trying to convince myself!

 

[ColtDan]

If you've been keeping ontop of hydration and food and feel alright then go for it

 

[zzz101]

decide to dose your meth or not tomorrow bro. that's addiction =)

edit - or well yah if u wanna get high it's totally your choice =)


i could go for some meeth right now tbh

 

[SummerSerenade]

Will text ya back in a bit, and may get some, you tried both batches yet? which ones best?

Only tried the one I showed you (the one I haven't had any of before). Might try the white one tonight, seem to remember it being better but don't really know tbh. Would sample properly now but yeah, can't do mad daytime drug runs because of what I said Just get some, only cheap isn't it. My 3.5g was £45ish and my 1g was £16. More than I usually pay by quite a bit but still not bad.

I well want to try meth and you're making me even more tempted spliff.

 

[Spliff Politics]

decide to dose your meth or not tomorrow bro. that's addiction =)

edit - or well yah if u wanna get high it's totally your choice =)


i could go for some meeth right now tbh

Its simply only because its the last i'll be able to get in a long while. When ive got drugs sitting right next to me i find it hard not to do 'em, but once theyre gone i have absolutely no urge to get it for another few months. I just rotate which drugs i use. I already know that im no doubt psychologically addicted to not feeling sober (with the exception of alcohol - hate that shyte)