The EADD I'm Fucked Megathread v. I'm starting to like Dubstep...

[class-a-team]

Also if you have to "try" to not become addicted to something then you're already in trouble.

 

[Shambles]

All addiction is purely psychological addiction.

No, no it isn't.

Am presuming "irony" or somesuch foolishness. Cos stupidity would be a Bad Thing wouldn't it. Unless attending university to "study" economics I suppose. They still actually have courses in economancy?!? You oughta demand your money back

How many cancer patients have you described as "psychologically addicted" recently? Fukkin moron.

 

[Spliff Politics]

No, no it isn't.

Am presuming "irony" or somesuch foolishness. Cos stupidity would be a Bad Thing wouldn't it. Unless attending university to "study" economics I suppose. They still actually have courses in economancy?!? You oughta demand your money back

How many cancer patients have you described as "psychologically addicted" recently? Fukkin moron.

Can you please reply to my message (2nd top of the page) as im still really confused what you were saying.

I agreed with you about Summer being frustrating, but no need to take digs at her and all of a sudden your saying "your answer to the addiction question is of some considerable relevance. I'd back carefully out of this topic if I were you" Where the fook did you get that from?

 

[class-a-team]

No, no it isn't.

Am presuming "irony" or somesuch foolishness. Cos stupidity would be a Bad Thing wouldn't it. Unless attending university to "study" economics I suppose. They still actually have courses in economancy?!? You oughta demand your money back

How many cancer patients have you described as "psychologically addicted" recently? Fukkin moron.

Shut up you silly little bitch, what does my college course have to do with anything?

And I'm simply pointing out the fact that there's a clear difference between psychological addiction and physical dependency. There may be some overlap but when it comes to addiction, physical dependency is not the problem.

 

[Shambles]

Shut up you silly little bitch, what does my college course have to do with anything?

And I'm simply pointing out the fact that there's a clear difference between psychological addiction and physical dependency. There may be some overlap but when it comes to addiction, physical dependency is not the problem.

College course has to do with aspirations which imply other aspects of personality and stuff. Choosing to study economics implies stupidity, ignorance and shallowness. I've skirted the subject mostly but given you've expanded on that fact frequently recently it's hard not to wince a bit.

The fact you can't apparently tell the difference betwixt addiction and dependency (due to the fact there is no difference) rather emphasises that fact.

 

[Spliff Politics]

I think you got the wrong end of the stick with our conversation Shambs. Whats the matter my old chum, you seem a bit on the grumpy side tonight.

 

[Shambles]

I may or may not be on the grumpy side tonight. I probably am due to lack of proper drugs but that is by the by. I am also not the one(s) missing several points several times over though. Idiocy irritates me. Some people display idiocy so it has irritated me. That doesn't make me grumpy it makes me not one to suffer fools gladly. However, you will also note that selfsame fools may regularly post things less foolish to which I respond perfectly happily. If I don't respond to both aspects equally I'd be two-faced. I am not two-faced so I call it how it is (to me) each and every time. I apply this rule to every single person on this Earth. Including myself.

 

[class-a-team]

College course has to do with aspirations which imply other aspects of personality and stuff. Choosing to study economics implies stupidity, ignorance and shallowness. I've skirted the subject mostly but given you've expanded on that fact frequently recently it's hard not to wince a bit.

The fact you can't apparently tell the difference betwixt addiction and dependency (due to the fact there is no difference) rather emphasises that fact.

Wow hahahahahahahahahahahahaha

Do you actually think this shit through before you type? I am cringing as I read your posts. You are an insufferable moronic troll with shit for brains that chooses to take his own personal problems out on strangers online. Honestly what sort of life do you have that you feel the need to start pointless arguments on subjects you know very little about with people you'll never meet? I've had disagreements with people on BL (not too many, but there have been some) but you are the very first person to make a personal attack at me, and over something so insignificant... Congratulations!

I don't know why you are so upset over what I study in college. I don't know why you consider it so morally reprehensible to pursue a career in a field that may be considered more financially secure than most. You're obviously assuming (as you always do) that I am some sort of inane, vacuous and egotistical capitalist purely motivated by vanity and self-interest? Perhaps you would be surprised to learn that I am in fact a supporter of libertarian socialism and that rather than sitting on my arse all day complaining about how the rich are getting richer I am hoping to make a difference in the world, and that I realise this would be virtually impossible had I not a better understanding of how the world works? I'm guessing you would have more respect for me had I chosen to pursue a career in art, something I considered for many years, maybe I would seem a lot less threatening if I accepted that place in art college? "Stupid", "ignorant" and "shallow" are not words that you would use to describe me if you knew me at all. And really, I would consider someone that makes such unfounded and gross generalisations as those that you seem to be so fond of to be incredibly stupid, the epitome of ignorance.

Of course there's a very clear difference, as I've already said, between physical dependency and psychological dependency. The word 'addiction' can be used to describe either, although generally in the context of an illegal drug and most certainly in this context it was used to describe PSYCHOLOGICAL DEPENDENCY YOU FUCKING GIMP

 

[Spliff Politics]

Well, as annoying as it may be for you could you just tell me where the sentence "your answer to the addiction question is of some considerable relevance. I'd back carefully out of this topic if I were you" I dont want to be under the impression that im an annoying fool, so if you could point me in the direction of my mistakes, then i'll try my best to rectify them.

 

[class-a-team]

I wouldn't lose any sleep over it Spliff.

 

[Shambles]

^ You're not annoying me at all, Spliff. You just don't seem very up to speed is all. This is surely a drug thing. You're a bit dense tonight, I'm a bit cuntish and aggressive. Compare and contrast. Then forward a white paper to whoever decides 'pon these things and point out their shortsightedness

Do you actually think this shit through before you type?

Rarely if ever. Depends entirely on what happens to be in my system at the time. As I've said repeatedly over many years, boozy Shambles = arsey tosspot Shambles.

Rest of your post rather intrigued me though. What you describe does not compute in my mind. Would be fascinated to hear how it computes in yours but clearly tonight is not the best night for that so maybe some other time.

 

[Spliff Politics]

I wouldn't lose any sleep over it Spliff.

Sadly i think that may already be a given haha. One moment i feel tired and then the next im up and ready to post again, which is a bit of pain!

^ You're not annoying me at all, Spliff. You just don't seem very up to speed is all. This is surely a drug thing. You're a bit dense tonight, I'm a bit cuntish and aggressive. Compare and contrast. Then forward a white paper to whoever decides 'pon these things and point out their shortsightedness

Are you saying that sleep deprivation, valium and heavily sedating kratom cause cognitive impairments? Perhaps, yes haha.

The problem though is if i got through it tomorrow and still dont understand; then what?? I would love to wake up to someone elses input in this, cos its going to bug me otherwise.

 

[StoneHappyMonday]

Yeah, bit weird like.

/confused

 

[zzz101]

just done some oral mxp. can't make sense of the last several posts or what is happeneing.

i feel pretty good though =)

 

[Spliff Politics]

@ Shambes i just read back through this thread and im still under the impression that you completely misunderstood what i was saying. I think you were just pissed and in a shyte mood.

If you disagree with this, then could you please quote the parts that you had a problem with other than calling me dense.

 

[SummerSerenade]

I wasn't going to get into this but since I've never been the type to just lie down and take people being catty about me I'll just have my say and leave it.

I think it basically comes down to what you said class a - if you have to 'try' not to become addicted to something, then it is already a problem. Which is what it is for me. Sure, I haven't reached the stage where I'm robbing little old ladies and sucking guys off just for a few lines and waking up with my nose caked in blood and needle marks all over my arms. BUT. Considering I am only 19 and have only been using any drugs at all for less than a year, it could be said that I've got in very deep very quickly. 2k in a month doesn't sound like a lot to hardcore practised cokeheads maybe, but it is still a fuckload, especially for someone with no actual income.

If spending 3 weeks using coke every single day, waking up, having a tiny breakfast, then doing a line an hour after, doing lines in toilets when out with family, losing loads of weight, lying about feel ill to excuse not eating, making up reasons to sneak off to my room etc. isn't seen as a beginning of a problem then er... well. Until I stopped last week, I'd reached the stage where it was barely even feeling good anymore, I just felt like I couldn't cope with life without it so for me that excused all the money I was spending. I crave it pretty much all the time, the only reason I have managed to stay reasonably in control until now is largely the need to stay functional and the fear of anyone finding out and taking it away.

Still, sometimes I snap in a bad way - like last Saturday where I rushed out in the middle of the night to score and stayed up until 5 in the morning snorting coke until my nose was bleeding and sore and I was so coked up I barely knew what I was doing and ended up pretty much passing out. The next day I had pretty much the worst crash ever where I started to realise I could never cope without it because of all the shit that I was trying to escape from with it and was pretty much on the verge of killing myself until I realised that there was still things or at least one thing that I cared about more than drugs. At the first ever long addict style binge I had at the beginning of the year, I felt so awful afterwards (and had nothing to stop me at that point) that I smashed a bottle against the wall and slashed the back of my arm to pieces.

Similar thing a few weeks ago in terms of uncontrollable urges. I literally had a needle in my arm, coming as close as you can get without actually doing it, and in the last second I had a crystal clear flash that there was still something to be happy about and I couldn't throw it all away yet.

But the temptation is always there. I dream about it, and always have to remind myself that there are still a few things that I can't afford to lose. Maybe I'm not an addict yet in a lot of peoples eyes, but I'm definitely teetering on the edge on a very thin line and could go that way very easily. I don't want that. If I did I wouldn't torture myself everyday trying not to use.

Maybe I am ignorant. But as I believe I've said before, people aren't born with an innate understanding of everything in life. Not drugs. Nothing. At least I'm trying to learn. I think what's more ignorant is making assumptions about people's lives and addictions based on a few posts on a forum. There's very few (one, even) people that I let see how bad it really gets. I joke around on here and try to be positive because I don't want everyone to know how much of a struggle it can be sometimes. But it is.

So I'm trying to be an addict? Please. I couldn't be trying harder not to be.

 

[ColtDan]

Wow hahahahahahahahahahahahaha

Do you actually think this shit through before you type? I am cringing as I read your posts. You are an insufferable moronic troll with shit for brains that chooses to take his own personal problems out on strangers online. Honestly what sort of life do you have that you feel the need to start pointless arguments on subjects you know very little about with people you'll never meet? I've had disagreements with people on BL (not too many, but there have been some) but you are the very first person to make a personal attack at me, and over something so insignificant... Congratulations!

I don't know why you are so upset over what I study in college. I don't know why you consider it so morally reprehensible to pursue a career in a field that may be considered more financially secure than most. You're obviously assuming (as you always do) that I am some sort of inane, vacuous and egotistical capitalist purely motivated by vanity and self-interest? Perhaps you would be surprised to learn that I am in fact a supporter of libertarian socialism and that rather than sitting on my arse all day complaining about how the rich are getting richer I am hoping to make a difference in the world, and that I realise this would be virtually impossible had I not a better understanding of how the world works? I'm guessing you would have more respect for me had I chosen to pursue a career in art, something I considered for many years, maybe I would seem a lot less threatening if I accepted that place in art college? "Stupid", "ignorant" and "shallow" are not words that you would use to describe me if you knew me at all. And really, I would consider someone that makes such unfounded and gross generalisations as those that you seem to be so fond of to be incredibly stupid, the epitome of ignorance.

Of course there's a very clear difference, as I've already said, between physical dependency and psychological dependency. The word 'addiction' can be used to describe either, although generally in the context of an illegal drug and most certainly in this context it was used to describe PSYCHOLOGICAL DEPENDENCY YOU FUCKING GIMP

Lol what a rant!

Shut up you silly little bitch,

Haha

 

[ColtDan]

Just realized my scales are playing up again. after dropping some phet. so im not entirely sure how much i've dropped. altho should be alright. if my ticker pops it then you all. mwah

Spliff, you've got me hooked on this. been playing the shite out of it
Ricky Force - Celestial

Classic!!
Blue Boy - Remember Me (Original 12")

 

[Spliff Politics]

@ Summer - No need to explain yourself. Shambles was being a bit of an dick last night and was making assumptions about your situation that he had no idea about. (remember before reading this, this is just my view based on assumptions, so please feel free to come and correct me Shambs) I think what annoyed him the most was that when you say your addicted; to Shambles this would mean loosing absolutely everything and spending every last penny on coke. Becoming a full time junkie basically. And having gone through it himself, when seeing someone such as yourself who leads an apparently kooshty life (i say apparently because this is all based on posts youve made, so huge assumptions were made on his behalf) say that they were addicted. Thats how i saw it anyway.

@Coltdan - I was exactly the same when i first heard that tune Download yourself the full, high quality version - well worth a pound or 2. Comes with this track as well.

And Dan ya cunt, your making me want to crack into the meth again!! But no, must stay strong and just stick with the kratom today :D

 

[ponch]

@ Shambes i just read back through this thread and im still under the impression that you completely misunderstood what i was saying. I think you were just pissed and in a shyte mood.

If you disagree with this, then could you please quote the parts that you had a problem with other than calling me dense.

You can't come around here swinging your cock about giving it the old 'my name is Spliff Politics and i'm not dense' caper and get away with it. I'll cut your jacobs off.