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The EADD I'm Fucked Megathread - Go nuts and have a brandy.

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Basically we were like, 'the' fresher's week romance in our accommodation area (I'd never heard the unwritten rule about not fancying your flatmate8)), everyone used to call us the lovebirds and stuff haha and then I don't know what happened really, it just kind of ended and I haven't spoken to him properly for ageeess now. I've got to say that I think it was partly because of the cocaine, all my flatmates are fucking hypocrites though because they don't see a problem with getting wasted every night, I'd rather do half a g of drone or whatever and actually remember my night and be in control than be puking on my shoes and unable to stand up :P
 
Yeah sod getting in a mess all the time... made that mistake when i was younger... lots of wild times and memory blackouts, not keen on it at all now. like to be sharp and cohereant, buzzing, not a sloppy drunken mess. the irony of society where its encouraged and people frown and shun drugs cos theyre illegal and all that bollocks... ive met quite a few "anti drug" pissheads who slag off people who do drugs... how hypocritical is that considering booze is one of the most dangerous drugs... absolute idiots
 
I used to love drinking but it just seems to lack something now. I've only ever had one memory blackout while drunk but I guess I just know my limits, been drinking since I was about 12 so it didn't seem like such an amazing thing once I was a teenager which is prob why I didn't ever go mad with it. When I say drinking since I was 12 I don't mean getting wasted by the way haha, I mean like a small glass of wine with dinner every so often. I think it's a good thing getting used to it that young really, takes away the novelty value.

Drunk people look so stupid when I'm just high, it's amusing.
 
Nice =D Tis indeed a lovely buzz...

Half falling asleep, need to catch up on sleep from last night as well... Nighty night
 
SummerSerenade said:
My whole room smells of weed, help. Also, I feel so fucked on drone that if I move I think I'll fall over. Bliss though innitttt.
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You could always take so much meph that it sweats out of you and overpowers the smell of weed in your room. (In the name of HR, I'm joking, don't do it ;) )

I think I'd rather my room smelt of weed though.

Open your window for a bit and put it in a sealable tub. Sorted
 
My window is a bit open, it's cold though :( I always get the meph sweats, wake up in the middle of the night boiling hot and kick all my duvet off. Don't notice the smell on me anymore, maybe that's because I'm never not on it for longer than a week 8) I like the smell of weed yeah, probably a good thing no one else ever comes in here though haha.
 
Sounds like when I first had suboxone n was sweating literally all the time. I hate having the covers off me even in the middle of summer so I'm just lie in it all night lol.
Then when I went to 12mg it messed up my homeostasis and I kept going extremely hot sweat then cold with the sweat still there shivering. I actually thought I was on the menopause and went to get tested.

Evey
 
Like Bob says, you'll be fine. Just having a bit of a wobble like we all do :)

What I will say is that growing up thinking you're special fucks with you a bit in the long run.
 
drunk as fuck. Might take LSD tommorow.

"ten thousand feet, in a sea. All I ever needed was you to believe in me".
 
SummerSerenade said:
Actually feeling so miserable now fucking alcohol's never good reminds me of the end of my epic beginning of the year coke binge because no matter how fecking popular and hot you are no one still give s a shit and the only love that ever stays is from drugs tbh, funny cos no one would ever guess it from the kind of person I am but I never thought I would make it to 20 and still don't in a way.
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ehhhhhh you ok???

This isn't like you. You're always so happy n lively.
I'm here if you need to talk, in PM or whatever, ok.

Take Care,
Evey
 
SummerSerenade said:
Actually feeling so miserable now fucking alcohol's never good reminds me of the end of my epic beginning of the year coke binge because no matter how fecking popular and hot you are no one still give s a shit and the only love that ever stays is from drugs tbh, funny cos no one would ever guess it from the kind of person I am but I never thought I would make it to 20 and still don't in a way.
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Bob Funkhouse said:
Tbf the drugs will just make you feel worse sooner rather than later. Find something else to give you meaning I'd suggest. Drugs should be more to compliment your life rather than be your life.

Have a cliche- you're young and have got yer whole life ahead of you.

Don't Always try to be happy. Everyone thinks that we need to be constantly happy and successful- this is simply not human nature. Embrace the sadness and try to figure it out. A good therapist can really help many people.
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Wise words <3

"no matter how fecking popular and hot you are no one still give s a shit".... not true at all, and theres more to life than being hot and popular anyway. you'll find that out.and the love from drugs has a cruel flipside
 
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