The EADD I'm Fucked Megathread - Four Posts Early!

[knock]

I couldn't sleep, kept waking up soaked in sweat, was horrible!

 

[eLW]

Crap, eLW, really sorry to hear that.

Keep us posted with how you get on..

Im just drunk all the time, my heart feels heavy. When i call my mother she cries all the time.

FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I dont blame the POLICE, i did receive what i deserved. Im OFFICIAL JUNKIE NOW! ANd its only MY FAULT, just me and nobody else.

 

[knock]

ANd its only MY FAULT, just me and nobody else.

Rubbish. Have you heard of alienation? It's good to take responsibility for your self, but blaming everything on yourself is just wrong.

 

[babylonboy]

Hate to bring this all back to topic, but lawdy, I just snorted some DOC. Quite the drug.

 

[knock]

DOC, yes I had some recently, it's very nice!

 

[babylonboy]

Isn't it just!

 

[amanitadine]

It is indeed! Quite the gem, although I preferred 2C-C for more casual use....it became my raison de être for some time.

I'm fucked? hardly. Let's see...cannabis, 40 mg of loperamide, 16 mg diazepam (Ashton from my 60 mg etizolam habit...progress!)
1500mg extracted kavalactones, 1800 mg of Gabapentin, and my measly 100 mg of phenibut that I've tapered to....thrice daily mind you.....I guess if I throw that MXE into the mix I'd qualify, but as I'm mitigating Kratom withdrawals I'm not sure about the post MXE lack of sleep...but the night is young here in the USA, and all I have to do is feed and tend a barn full of fucking animals.....easy peasy once you get the hang of it....shit, they are good until morning.....hmm mm....goddamn arylcyclohexylamine siren always calling!

 

[knock]

100mg MXE? Probably not fucked unfortunately. Might give me a little glow though :D

 

[amanitadine]

Who said anything about 100 mg?! 140 IM is where it starts to get interesting...and then those booster shots lined up.....yeah, moderation and NMDA antagonists and me is not really ever happening......try as I might, I'm always on the verge of "getting it".......


.....yeah

 

[knock]

Me, I just plugged 100mg you dolt :D I've not got any needles, so even if I wanted to IM I couldn't.

Actually I might have needles

 

[eLW]

1L of whiskey + 60 mg diazepaem feels a lt o better

 

[amanitadine]

Dolt indeed, maybe I do qualify (as fucked)? Plugged is almost as good as IM. Almost....

Arrghh now I'm sold...nothing like escaping WD temporarily with a dissociative! After...well, eh, we'll see....

G'nite...kind of

 

[knock]

not feeling shit off it. Maybe another 100mg.

 

[Inflorescence]

oh fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

 

[ColtDan]

Haha what you on? x

 

[babylonboy]

It is indeed! Quite the gem, although I preferred 2C-C for more casual use....it became my raison de être for some time.

Oh, wow, man. Yeah, I have gone through grams and grams and grams of 2C-C, it's just so casual. I would use it all the time, it's just a great drug, and so friendly and forgiving for swirlnoobs. It did cause some discomfort, though (this weird burning, tight sensation in your face? that was specific to the -C, plus the GI discomfort all 2Cs seem to have), and when the doses get up to triple digits, you have to start thinking about whether you're not asking a lot of your body.

This DOC was glorious though, for an hour I sank into a gorgeous internal world, then I got up, watched a film, which was breathtaking. Even now it lingers, but not in a way that is impairing. If I choose, I can be sober as a judge, but if I relax and let it flow over me for a moment, the visuals return, it's so gentle and malleable. It had that same literal amazingness that great acid does, I mean, when everything is so fantastic that all you can do is gasp in awe, open-mouthed, just marvelling at the incredible majesty of creation.

Yeah, I enjoyed the DOC, basically.

 

[knock]

Hey, I watched that Barackthingy film too, it was fucking great! I wasn't on DOC, I was on poppies, but I can imagine how great it would be on DOC. Nice choice.

 

[babylonboy]

^They made another, Samsara, quite recently, which is the same sort of thing. I think I preferred Baraka, tbh, but then, DOC probably makes lots of things seem better than they otherwise would.

 

[headfuck123]

not fucked but enjoyed a couple low doses (25 - 30mg) of MXP today. Mood lifted and I seemed more productive. Also didn't feel the need for as much pyrazolam as i usually take. I haven't went over 50mg with MXP but i enjoy the gentle effects and I don't want to push it because it is kind of in uncharted territory.

 

[Raasyvibe]

1L of whiskey + 60 mg diazepaem feels a lt o better

Well done, eLW. You found a perfect solution to all your recent drug problems.

Get even more fucked. I like it.