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The EADD I'm Fucked Megathread - Four Posts Early!

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eLW said:
Shit...Worst day of my life. I got caught by 3 COP busses, appeared from nowhere (possible and undercover cop was there with us)i was a little drunk and driving. i had been using amphetamine. Got blood tests done. They found all cocktail of drugs.
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My house then was raided, when my parents were just relaxing at sunday, by a army of cops. I dont want to live anymore. i never ever felt so bad

I destroyed all i could...I have failed all who belive in me. its the fucking end.:(
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Well, that's pretty shit.
 
inflorescence said:
Kind of lost for words but seriously YOU DO WANT TO LIVE and those that love you will forgive you.

THIS IS NOT THE END..I am too wasted to offer you proper advice or say the right thing but trust me....things will look different in 10 years down the line...<3

Desiderata

Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and ignorant; they too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter;
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.

Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals;
and everywhere life is full of heroism.

Be yourself.
Especially, do not feign affection.
Neither be critical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is as perennial as the grass.

Take kindly the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune. But do not distress yourself with imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness. Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself.

You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.

Therefore be at peace with God, whatever you conceive Him to be,
and whatever your labors and aspirations, in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul.
With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world. Be careful. Strive to be happy.

© Max Ehrmann 1927
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tl;dr! 8)
 
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eLW, maybe you could use this negative experience and turn it into a positive one. I think you'll agree that something was needed to encourage you to make a change; things will only spiral down so far until they hit rock bottom. Then when you're there, it's upto you to find a way back up again. If you manage it, you'll be so much stronger and developed as a person for it.
 
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No, the next bit was "I'm sure gonna miss you're fucked up, illegible posts on this thread; it will never be the same without you!!".
 
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raas_2012 said:
tl;dr! 8)
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I am fucked...what does this mean :( Succinct is better than rambley freaked out favourite bits of cut and paste pearls of wisdom =D

oh hell

lack of sleep indeed he he

"Deteriorata" - National Lampoon

You are a fluke of the universe. You have no right to be here.
Deteriorata. Deteriorata.

Go placidly amid the noise and waste,
And remember what comfort there may be in owning a piece thereof.
Avoid quiet and passive persons, unless you are in need of sleep.
Rotate your tires.
Speak glowingly of those greater than yourself,
And heed well their advice, even though they be turkeys.
Know what to kiss, and when.
Consider that two wrongs never make a right, but that three do.
Wherever possible, put people on hold.
Be comforted that in the face of all aridity and disillusionment,
and despite the changing fortunes of time,
There is always a big future in computer maintenance.

Remember The Pueblo.
Strive at all times to bend, fold, spindle, and mutilate.
Know yourself. If you need help, call the FBI.
Exercise caution in your daily affairs,
Especially with those persons closest to you -
That lemon on your left, for instance.
Be assured that a walk through the ocean of most souls
Would scarcely get your feet wet.
Fall not in love therefore. It will stick to your face.
Gracefully surrender the things of youth: birds, clean air, tuna, Taiwan.
And let not the sands of time get in your lunch.
Hire people with hooks.
For a good time, call 606-4311. Ask for Ken.
Take heart in the bedeepening gloom
That your dog is finally getting enough cheese.
And reflect that whatever fortune may be your lot,
It could only be worse in Milwaukee.

You are a fluke of the universe.
You have no right to be here.
And whether you can hear it or not,
The universe is laughing behind your back.

Therefore, make peace with your god,
Whatever you perceive him to be - hairy thunderer, or cosmic muffin.
With all its hopes, dreams, promises, and urban renewal,
The world continues to deteriorate.
Give up!
 
HMM OK BOOZE and eph about 250mg and a pin head of MPA will I peg it if I do some 4fa too at say 150mg? 8(

ha haaa :p
tl;dr
Literally, "Too long; didn't read"

Said whenever a nerd makes a post that is too long to bother reading.
"omg you postwench. i can only say one thing in response - tl;dr"
"tl;dr...why dont you give up on your unabridged edition of War and Peace or at least stop posting it here?"
 
inflorescence said:
HMM OK BOOZE and eph about 250mg and a pin head of MPA will I peg it if I do some 4fa too at say 150mg? 8(

ha haaa :p
tl;dr
Literally, "Too long; didn't read"

Said whenever a nerd makes a post that is too long to bother reading.
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Ive always wondered what that meant. seen it written quite a few times on here. all these lazy abbreviations for everything
 
Hope ya "OK" elW, even tho' it sounds horrible, just don't give up and like raas say, use this to get ya self up show them all what ya made of. Life aint over :)
 
why would anyone wonder about that for so long when the meaning is but a google away?

I admit, I saw it here first, and I wondered about it, for maybe a week. Then I broke down.
 
I honestly thought it was a typo and other half in equally fucked up state made it sound like something else plausable..Then as you rightly say googled and there we go. I am now down with the kids :D.
 
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