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The EADD I'm Fucked Megathread - 25 posts overdue

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Todays din din's for Bodda, only just began but I'll give myself till about 4pm & i'll be nice & funky ;)

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Bought two packs of cocos and one box of Paramol. CWE's are becoming a pain, but it's feeling niiiiiiice with Keo and weed. <3

Wish it were oxy, fent or (decent) smack, but that's what you get for losiing your contacts. Time for an antihistamine, I think.
 
Any way to make MXE more euphoric?
Managed to get mysef stuck in a really dark place. Have benzos/heroin/stims/psychs, if someone has a suggestion please tell me cuz this place sucks :|
I don't want to end the thing I just want to make it brighter.
 
Im flying away, i dont fucking understand what happens for few seconds after refhresh , thathsj keep refhesing. FUCK! :)
 
Rename, tjtis thread as embarasmenrt of eLW, wjole fuckled up :D FUUCK!!! feeog GooOOD d:D
 
Pagey said:
Any way to make MXE more euphoric?
Managed to get mysef stuck in a really dark place. Have benzos/heroin/stims/psychs, if someone has a suggestion please tell me cuz this place sucks :|
I don't want to end the thing I just want to make it brighter.
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How ya doing now Pagey, I rarely find taking more drugs helps in such situations, maybe benzos when anxious being an exception.

I never dosed that big with MXE and have only a little experience of K so canlt offer much advice other than embrace the darkness, there's normally a light switch inthere some where;)
 
I awa thinking that iw as at lansi terminal. while i was in other fucked what thea dfuck_D::D
 
Allein said:
How ya doing now Pagey, I rarely find taking more drugs helps in such situations, maybe benzos when anxious being an exception.

I never dosed that big with MXE and have only a little experience of K so canlt offer much advice other than embrace the darkness, there's normally a light switch inthere some where;)
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i etrmelely know for sure that bezofs are only for comedown, hbarlt abused ain anyw ay_)
 
Allein said:
How ya doing now Pagey, I rarely find taking more drugs helps in such situations, maybe benzos when anxious being an exception.

I never dosed that big with MXE and have only a little experience of K so canlt offer much advice other than embrace the darkness, there's normally a light switch inthere some where;)
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I'm afraid to take benzos in case it just makes everything more confused.
Dunno I'm just stuck in this horrible place where everything and everyone hates me and the only way out is to die. Fuck I'm never ever touching MXE again. :\

Silver lining is at least this shouldn't last much longer thank god
 
Pagey said:
I'm afraid to take benzos in case it just makes everything more confused.
Dunno I'm just stuck in this horrible place where everything and everyone hates me and the only way out is to die. Fuck I'm never ever touching MXE again. :\

Silver lining is at least this shouldn't last much longer thank god
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Pagey, yotu a nice girl wit ha nice attidue, you ll be fine :) <3
 
Well I don't hate you and I'm pretty sure you have many people that love you very much, I suspect a combination of difficult times and wonky drugs.

I don't know you well but I'm dam sure you can ride this one out, you've likely been through worse, dying is over rated IMO;)

and look

eLW said:
Pagey, yotu a nice girl wit ha nice attidue, you ll be fine :) <3
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incoherent words from the cuddle puddle:D
 
Its actualyt so easy to trust in yourself, that everything is ok,


and it

is
SO!!!!!!!!!...
actiualy! ( fuck you eLW)


But in for real, ups and dowss, xD ;)
 
eLW said:
Pagey, yotu a nice girl wit ha nice attidue, you ll be fine :) <3
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Hahah
thanks
<3

Allein said:
Well I don't hate you and I'm pretty sure you have many people that love you very much, I suspect a combination of difficult times and wonky drugs.

I don't know you well but I'm dam sure you can ride this one out, you've likely been through worse, dying is over rated IMO;)

and look



incoherent words from the cuddle puddle:D
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yeah...thanks allein. thought mxe might be able to numb those difficult times for a few hours but apparently not.
everyone seems to love mxe, i'm really annoyed it does this kinda stuff to me hah

anyway should probably stop here before saying anything i regret tomorrow
thank you though <3
 
MXE compounds stress, it doesn't alleviate it. Unfortunately.
 
booze and coke again tonight, fuck this stuffs meant to be top, cost more than what I had last week but I don't like it as much, it's a more intense high but it's much more numbing and flooring, almost so much that it takes away from the feel good feeling. It makes my heart race and makes me feel a bit anxious and paranoid too, as I said it's more intense but last weeks stuff was more fun and feel good.

still wish I had a decent MD contact though = (
 
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