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The EADD I'm Fucked Megathread - 25 posts overdue

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mydrugbuddy said:
it can help you see things that hurt, things that need changing that you hadnt noticed. But i found adding a couple of benzos makes it easier to handle all the revelations. And in the end the darkness revealed the light. (God that sounds pretentious)
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Idk...I've really been trying with MXE lately but I just can't get what you just described. Tends to just leave me feeling a bit empty and vulnerable without bringing more thought than that into it so I can't get anything constructive out of it. If that makes sense, as I'm on AL-LAD and 4-FA right now so it's a bit hard to express exactly what I mean :D

Psychs are more like what you described IMO. Really wish I could get more out of MXE but...
 
Pagey said:
Psychs are more like what you described IMO. Really wish I could get more out of MXE but...
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Maybe your mxe is crap. there was a lot of cut shite or stuff being passed as mxe that wasnt around just before the ban and after. infact i didnt bother with it after. the pre ban MXE was amazing though
 
Acid4Blood said:
Yeah, just finished my pre-ban last week. Such a lovely psychedelic headspace. Fearing my next MXE purchase will be from a sub-standard batch.
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It is man, we went thru a fair bit wen it used to be one of to bumps and we were away, we could do lines now and not get byway near as fucked :/

10mg more nitrazapam this morn, love this benzo, makes me more talkive, mogadon 10s these ones, very nice dose
 
raas_2012 said:
Ha.

Hey dude, I made a film about you.

Tell me what you think...

http://heebiejeebie2012.wix.com/eaddmovie

Just wait a little while for the flash to load up.
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are you Ceres ? :?

Great choice of music. Hmm so you see me as that guy Billy from the cuckoos nest, that is actually not a million miles away, his suicide made me weep every time i saw it. That fuckin Nurse Ratchet !! Sorry i fell out with you when i was being a cunt a few weeks ago. Things are really a lot better now. My situation is not as bad as your portrayal. Im not suicidal though i did get somewhere near at the very worst time.

Maybe it was a few weeks ago. But what a difference dropping the substances that fuck me up has made (phenazepam, speed, mdpv, and some of the nasty mmcs and FAs) along with support. Support from proffessionals and also this place. It was terrible when i was busy lashing out and being mad at everyone else and driving everbody away on here, when i really needed support the site turned agaisnt me. (or so it appeared at the time) But that was only a few people, and was the result of my own doing.

I dont agree with your portrayal of alasdair and the desire to bring the site down, or was that just tongue in cheek ?

Thank you for thinking of me, im flattered that i made such an impression to have you do all that. Just as films always have do be over dramatic otherwise theyd be dull and boring, your portrayals are over dramatic. Maybe it was just the choice of music made it seem that way.
 
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matt said:
It is man, we went thru a fair bit wen it used to be one of to bumps and we were away, we could do lines now and not get byway near as fucked :/
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Shite! Kinda expected it tho.

Might try 1g from 2 or 3 different batches before buying a few grams.
 
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