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The EADD a trifle annoyed thread v. I bet that smarts a bit

Just found out David Lynch has pulled out of the new series of Twin Peaks :(. One day my log will have something to say about this...
 
just how fucked up have i got myself of late ? this latest break is due to liver problems but now i am drug free i am spotting lots of shit i should've gone to hospital about or at least mentioned it to the doctors

i know while on the mescaline analogs/mxm/mxe/mpa/eph/benzo's/noids ive bust a few bones and just left them to set because ive been so sedated that ive not really noticed them till now other than while tripping the amusement that my hands felt like the had been severed from my body but i could see them i could feel the gap in the bones lol

stupid cunt go to the doctors about this
 
windows store you total swindling bastards for fuck sake just how much money do you make from in game purchases ive blown a lot of the cash i normally blow on chemicals so you cunts are raking it in
 
Ugh so frustrated. They're building more houses by me AND SOON THERE'LL BE NO FUCKIN GREENERY LEFT. When we did science we were taught photosynthesis but people have just forgotten this. A fat lotta good these houses will be when there's too much Co2 n not enough o2 be cause they powers that be think it's an ace idea to cut down our nature - forests, trees, fields........ And we're powerless to stop it "cause people need houses."

Well soon they wont. None of us will because we'll be dead!!!!!

Evey
 
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Wow.... How dare those people decide to live in houses while the rest of us have to sleep rough in the woods? Makes me sick.
 
I was wondering when someone would make a snotty juvenile comment. Sometimes I seriously wonder why I bother coming to these forums at all. So negative. People are not happy unless they're mocking someone, putting someone down or trying to cause drama. For once can we all not try to get along? It gets old y'know.....

Evey
 
You plan for your own daughter to move out into a field or a forest later, Eveyvibe? There are many other ways of working towards carbon neutrality.
 
Ugh! Fkn TYPICAL. I go to my recovery group n as usual FKN DRAMA! I can't be doing with this drama n conflict stuff. First one of the arranges a modelling shoot so they can have a calender. I cant go because it's after school n I have my kid. I suppose I'm not that bothered as I'm ugly n would ruin the calender but the point of im part of the group n get left out because I've a child. WELL IM SO SORRY I DIDNT LOSE MY CHILD WHEREAS THEY DID but that's no excuse to arrange shit n not tell me. Well that's typical behaviour I expect from people.

Next im sitting there privately resenting this woman because she's NOT an addict but is going to be on this calender when they start talking about a weekend retreat (which i knew f all about so secretly sitting there feeling frustrated n annoyed. The nom-addict says shes looking fwd to it n paid etc another mouthy cow says "oh you're not going now by the wat, someone has come out jail n needs to go more" (now i start feeling guilty for resenting her because she burst into tears, says how she's paid was looking fwd to it, n runs from the room. I felt it was a bit mean to just tell her shes not going 2 days before, as shes got a mental illness - and its heartbreaking when you're lonely looking fwd to a weekend away n it gets taken away.

Next thing the organiser comes in n tells the mouthy cow HE makes the decisions n that she had no right to say what she did.

If it werent for a walk i. durham in September I'd serious ditch them for their competition(my original recovery group) as this constant drama n bitchiness isn't why I started going there. If i want drama i go on the net n there's plenty to feed the 5,000 x 1000 never mind in real life.

If me iPad air arrives in time im going to the other group where I'll have a damn good vent!!!!!! Fuck being excluded just because Zi've still got me kids n they're all off to court fighting for theirs.

Arrrrrggggggggg

Edit: I'm getting good at this cutting contact / pushing ppl away latk now that I'm quite proud of myself for it :)

Evey
 
Do you think that perhaps your evident lack of compassion for the fact that they've lost their kids might be the reason they're not including you in things?

It doesn't sound like you're being particularly supportive at this support group.
 
cheers mate i will body has its own way of warning us and mine done just that said hey watch if you fool just need to start eating better now as well i am sort of sick of drugs at the minute to much damn trouble for the fun i was getting
 
If my recovery group think I'm buying their calender or advertising it they can seriously go **** n I'm stopping going to the meetinhs n not going to the recovery walk. I'm done with them n their selfish ways.

Why are people so selfish?

Evey
 
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I find logging into Chrome somewhat scary... Suddenly it knows all of your friends, what you listen to, what you had for breakfast and when you last had a shit... Even George Orwell never predicted this amount of intrusion into your private life ( and I don't even use FB ffs!)
 
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