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Juniper Bruhmomentius
Bluelight Crew
Leaving to tha big city with my true ones tomorrow for 2 weeks or sumthing. Place has much better prices + offerings + variety. I WILL FIND APARTMENT THERE DURING MY VISIT!
Also before we leave Im gonna have some drinks with that big beauty goth
Also before we leave Im gonna have some drinks with that big beauty goth
Juniper Bruhmomentius
Bluelight Crew
Back To home finally and gonna buy Some medicine
That big city was a fucking rats nest. Going To treatment on my current hometown.
That big city was a fucking rats nest. Going To treatment on my current hometown.
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Juniper Bruhmomentius
Bluelight Crew
Propably moving in with my friend who was also in da big city! Hes also going to treatment so its perfect.
Juniper Bruhmomentius
Bluelight Crew
Got dat a-clinic time on monday and after that piss tests and then ya boi is on methadone!
Nas47
Road-Weary Traveler
Why u decide to change bupe for methadone Shizo?Somekind boredom of bupe i guess?
Juniper Bruhmomentius
Bluelight Crew
I would much prefer shoot heroin over bupre. Before bupre got over I snorted heroin and oxy.
Juniper Bruhmomentius
Bluelight Crew
And were I to be on bupre treatment, I would 100% still use illegal bupre. I know that much.
Nas47
Road-Weary Traveler
Bam!Bam!Bam!It hits me very quick.....the Bad. Fallin'down
.....at least had a month or so rest
.....at least had a month or so rest
Nas47
Road-Weary Traveler
Nightmares.Woke up usually at 2.00a.m.My sleep cycle is totally fucked.Pain in bladder,pain in gums.My teeth start to destroyed very quickly.Somethin'enters me yesterday.My enemy is here in BL.Watch every step.I wanna know,that I am cursin'him&his family to live in suffer&pain here&in oblivion.....who cares....just another plastic lonely world full of sick people.I will cut my self head from drugs today,'vause i am absolutely desperate.Will take anythin' I could.....i need big quantities to die,'cause i got some tollerance&i am heavy.I am bite by cobra....again.Loose my intetest for anythin: for just a day.No wanna watch football anymore,no wanna write here anymore....'cause I don't believe somebody cares for real.Just a place,that police structures may find some good info.....I am poisoned.....the end of suffer would be the grave(hope,but not sure).I am gonna fuck off&die
Jerry Atrick
Bluelight Crew
Hey Nas, I have grown to look forward to your posts because you normally have positive and uplifting things to share. You seem like a person who has endured pain in your life and helping other people possibly helps you find some meaning as you navigate this dreadful place we call Earth.
I am really sorry you are having a rough time right now. I do truly believe that there are people on BL who care. I've found when BL gets me down that I try to avoid certain areas of BL that can be triggering or that make me sad. I've also found that sometimes a complete break from BL is needed. I took 7 years off from this site and only returned late last year. I'm not saying you should leave for 7 years but maybe a little vacation from BL is in order while you sort through the things that are troubling you on the other side of the computer screen. I hope you feel better soon. Peace and love
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I'm sorry you're feeling bad buddy. Hope you don't fuck off, and I hope you get the help you need. I'm always a message away if you'd like to talk.
Nas47
Road-Weary Traveler
Fuck man!I really don't even realize,that i posted this.Apologize to BL crew!!!God is my witness,that me&my family are innocent victims of psychopath.Glory to God&may he forgive my curses,'cause He see the Truth regarding this horror.Quick countermeasures from my side.....because this person, I am deep enough in this too......got a helper.It's sad,'cause i know,that this is war till grave.War came from outside me.....man I am not a crazy....these things happenes to all of us(my family),not only me......yes it's very difficult to keep your sanity,when u confront such evil......and all came from the outside.....from a thing,that once was human.Thank u for ur support mr.AtrickHey Nas, I have grown to look forward to your posts because you normally have positive and uplifting things to share. You seem like a person who has endured pain in your life and helping other people possibly helps you find some meaning as you navigate this dreadful place we call Earth.
I am really sorry you are having a rough time right now. I do truly believe that there are people on BL who care. I've found when BL gets me down that I try to avoid certain areas of BL that can be triggering or that make me sad. I've also found that sometimes a complete break from BL is needed. I took 7 years off from this site and only returned late last year. I'm not saying you should leave for 7 years but maybe a little vacation from BL is in order while you sort through the things that are troubling you on the other side of the computer screen. I hope you feel better soon. Peace and love
I really appreciate this&I love a lot of people here.I am tough&gonna fight till death!!!Love u all&forgive me for my words......still hard to believe,that these were my words.God bless u all
Nas47
Road-Weary Traveler
Thank u brother!I had more,than a month rest.....then felt the enemy starts to trying go through my defense&finaly came in...I am on feet again
.God bless u brother
Juniper Bruhmomentius
Bluelight Crew
On the maintenance treatment waiting line! Should be just over 2 months 
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TDS is one of the few places I've ever felt at home and supported despite everything. But I think it's high time I take my leave of it, and everything. I have nothing but respect for everyone who has helped make this place a home, and I can only hope it gets better through the future. But this is it for me and I'd like to express my gratitude to the place that kept me alive for so long.
It's me that's fallen short, and I accept that. But I can no longer carry the burden of the world and am praying for some peace on the other side. I hope you all can find peace in your lives and that all of your dreams come true.
It's me that's fallen short, and I accept that. But I can no longer carry the burden of the world and am praying for some peace on the other side. I hope you all can find peace in your lives and that all of your dreams come true.
This is really sad. So many these days under so much oppresssive and depressive circumstances. When will the path be leveled...?
Def I really hope you pull through. It is so difficult for me to even face the world at large when the pains are so deep and global.
Something must be done as it seems to get worse by the day.
Breaks me.
Takes me.
Def I really hope you pull through. It is so difficult for me to even face the world at large when the pains are so deep and global.
Something must be done as it seems to get worse by the day.
Breaks me.
Takes me.
Juniper Bruhmomentius
Bluelight Crew
Got piss test tomorrow morning. And other important meeting type shiet after that too. Blood test on friday for kidneys and stds + forgot