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Suboxone withdrawal, I hereby declare you a raging bitch. On a "no Suboxone" day, and it's really a lot harder than I had previously thought. A little bit better than my first off day, but I tend to take more stimulants than usual to overcome the fatigue and depression, which ultimately gives me anxiety. Which makes me want to take more Xanax, but I have to be real light with that shit due to my potential piss tests.

*sigh*
 
deficiT said:
Suboxone withdrawal, I hereby declare you a raging bitch. On a "no Suboxone" day, and it's really a lot harder than I had previously thought. A little bit better than my first off day, but I tend to take more stimulants than usual to overcome the fatigue and depression, which ultimately gives me anxiety. Which makes me want to take more Xanax, but I have to be real light with that shit due to my potential piss tests.

*sigh*
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Yeah, the "withdrawal is generally mild" part about bupe cracks me up too. (irony)
 
deficiT said:
Suboxone withdrawal, I hereby declare you a raging bitch. On a "no Suboxone" day, and it's really a lot harder than I had previously thought. A little bit better than my first off day, but I tend to take more stimulants than usual to overcome the fatigue and depression, which ultimately gives me anxiety. Which makes me want to take more Xanax, but I have to be real light with that shit due to my potential piss tests.

*sigh*
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Sticky stuff.Like methadone may be.And is strong those bupr.
 
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idiots at a store suck and i ended up riding my bike back to the mall in the rain for no reason.

as i was leaving in a silent rage, i pushed open the door.

the security guard came out to ask why i slammed the door, and i looked down upon him and said calmly that "i didn't mean or notice anything", and I think he got the idea to just fuck off and leave me alone before somebody got hurt.
 
I am so shy especially on forums it makes me not wanna keep up with replies. I was the same way on Twitter and that is not how to succeed on social media lol.

Not being on Mary Jane products nor alcohol makes me crazy right now like not balanced and not so nice sorry.

I am trying to be more talkative and honest in meetings in person though hope it carries over here.

I think I abuse online posting like a drug hit often and when I drink and vape I wanna interact more online but it is probably not good for me being a raging alcoholic polyaddict like the super dysfunctional insane type

Another apology I feel God or a deva in a heaven calmed/humbled me after I cursed Buddha vilely again today why would someone in Buddha's retinue pity me for that?

Or the tonic herbs are kicking in (nonpsychoactive but mood boosting/stabilizing) powerfully!
 
nznity said:
Damn dude, your life is starting to be like thst documentsry Reindeerspotting... so weird.
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Hah I was gonna say I envy them number one they are a god and number two I haven't been able to travel in years lost in addiction living like an alley cat.

So I look up that documentary failed to see you called it one assumed it was the Ben Affleck movie now I am not so envious hahahaha after reading the plot of it...no took it for Reindeer Games my brain is still shot memory banks haywire I couldn't recall a dream I knew was intense when I opened my eyes I knew I just had one it processes things faulty still DXM def did not fill the holes that are probably still not filled. Benzedrex fries your brain and chews out the brainstem way harsher than MDMA it feels like Lord knows I would have been using Molly if they like had it right there on the pharmacy shelf too. Anyways enough about that possible lingering damage I might get a brainscan wait no I will and I will find a primary doctor have not had one in years will tell them my concern

I hope they won't fall into the hands of the French authorities if you thought American jails smelled bad...
 
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dragonix said:
Hah I was gonna say I envy them number one they are a god and number two I haven't been able to travel in years lost in addiction living like an alley cat.

So I look up that documentary failed to see you called it one assumed it was the Ben Affleck movie now I am not so envious hahahaha after reading the plot of it...no took it for Reindeer Games my brain is still shot memory banks haywire I couldn't recall a dream I knew was intense when I opened my eyes I knew I just had one it processes things faulty still DXM def did not fill the holes that are probably still not filled. Benzedrex fries your brain and chews out the brainstem way harsher than MDMA it feels like Lord knows I would have been using Molly if they like had it right there on the pharmacy shelf too. Anyways enough about that possible lingering damage I might get a brainscan wait no I will and I will find a primary doctor have not had one in years will tell them my concern

I hope they won't fall into the hands of the French authorities if you thought American jails smelled bad...
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I was talking about the finnish documentary of jani raapana(rip) he was shooting bupe back in 01-02...idk what the fk documentary you're talking about xD
 
nznity said:
I was talking about the finnish documentary of jani raapana(rip) he was shooting bupe back in 01-02...idk what the fk documentary you're talking about xD
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Confused language I meant a hole in my brain made me think you were referring to a fiction film Reindeer Games.

Keep swearing at me
 
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