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AngelsandFairiesarereal said:
Really been struggling with PTSD symptoms lately. I’m so tired. I couldn’t sleep last night again because I just kept getting night terrors every time I tried.

This shit is really hard
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Yeah healing takes time, understanding, and support somehow. Sorry for what you are feeling and going through. Healing can be lifelong and probably is. The ONLY way out is through.

I was so depressed all day. Maybe being outside and under nature was helping. I got snagged by some cat claws at the lake and or bit by a bug. probably from walking through them.
I am freaking out. That has never happened. I don't mind if I am poisoned by a plant but I don't want to be slowly skilled by a tick.

Someone said we are in hell. And it's so hilarious because it's true.

I am so sorry if I went off topic. I really am trying. Not to that is.

It would really be awesome and great to see more conversations around the science of trauma and how we can approach recovery in the healthiest way that can be.

I did once think of becoming a psychologist/psychiatrist and then we all have to be counselors, right. :rolleyes:

Anyway. Shoulda, Woulda Coulda

So note to self: Don't go off. Again.

I feel depressed and tired. ( And scared of tics. I don't really know what they are though ) A horrible bug bite I guess. Blister ?

Please feel better Angels. I hope that you are doing alright. Harts and Huggies. kk !

and Thnxxx ✨ muchas

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bye :)

take care, always ✨

anyway k ?
 
kiely said:
Yeah healing takes time, understanding, and support somehow. Sorry for what you are feeling and going through. Healing can be lifelong and probably is. The ONLY way out is through.

I was so depressed all day. Maybe being outside and under nature was helping. I got snagged by some cat claws at the lake and or bit by a bug. probably from walking through them.
I am freaking out. That has never happened. I don't mind if I am poisoned by a plant but I don't want to be slowly skilled by a tick.

Someone said we are in hell. And it's so hilarious because it's true.

I am so sorry if I went off topic. I really am trying. Not to that is.

It would really be awesome and great to see more conversations around the science of trauma and how we can approach recovery in the healthiest way that can be.

I did once think of becoming a psychologist/psychiatrist and then we all have to be counselors, right. :rolleyes:

Anyway. Shoulda, Woulda Coulda

So note to self: Don't go off. Again.

I feel depressed and tired. ( And scared of tics. I don't really know what they are though ) A horrible bug bite I guess. Blister ?

Please feel better Angels. I hope that you are doing alright. Harts and Huggies. kk !

and Thnxxx ✨ muchas

--- or much as, so says the outocorrect
bye :)

take care, always ✨

anyway k ?
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Thank you amiga. You are an awesome and beautiful person. You didn’t go off topic at all *you wrote everything you were supposed to 🙂

I would normally write back more but I’m hurting a little bit. I hope your bug bite gets better. I got Lyme disease when I was 20 and went camping upstate NY (there’s tons of ticks around there). It was pretty easy to tell that there was something wrong though. I had to pull the tick out and then there was a complete red circle around the exact area. Had to take antibiotics for a while. Keep an eye on everything but if it’s a tick, it’s pretty easy to know (not always though, but mostly).

Anyways sorry I’m doing the sleep deprivation ramble. I need to go make a coffee and take Motrin or something bla.

Thank you again for all your support and kindness with my with all this PTSD insanity

Big hugs 💕💜
 
AngelsandFairiesarereal said:
Really been struggling with PTSD symptoms lately. I’m so tired. I couldn’t sleep last night again because I just kept getting night terrors every time I tried.

This shit is really hard
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Im sorry you're struggling with this. Dont have ptsd (not diagnosed anyway) but im quite familiar with the night terrors, they suck.

How are you doing today angels?
 
AngelsandFairiesarereal said:
Thank you again for all your support and kindness with my with all this PTSD insanity
I would normally write back more but I’m hurting a little bit. . . .
Big hugs 💕💜
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Yes, me too . . . .

I guess I got snagged with . . . . well I did . . . . these cat claw or devil horn vines. It's goat head devil horn season.

I got struck on the ankles, leg and arm and my gear. But I got four blisters and itched. It's mucked up I tell you.

So I got jabbed and bit by something then I'm sure just a fly of some kind I uck'n hope. I am doing bit better.




But thank you so much and your uplifting spirit always helps me so much !! 💫✨

Thanks for helping always. 🌼
 
deficiT said:
Im sorry you're struggling with this. Dont have ptsd (not diagnosed anyway) but im quite familiar with the night terrors, they suck.

How are you doing today angels?
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I’m so sorry you can relate 💜
I’m having a little bit (or maybe more that a little bit) of a hard time, but trying my best

Sending you a hug 🌸
 
kiely said:
Yes, me too . . . .

I guess I got snagged with . . . . well I did . . . . these cat claw or devil horn vines. It's goat head devil horn season.

I got struck on the ankles, leg and arm and my gear. But I got four blisters and itched. It's mucked up I tell you.

So I got jabbed and bit by something then I'm sure just a fly of some kind I uck'n hope. I am doing bit better.




But thank you so much and your uplifting spirit always helps me so much !! 💫✨

Thanks for helping always. 🌼
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You’re the best @kiely

Sending you a hug and give your puppy a kiss from me 🪷🪻💕
 
AngelsandFairiesarereal said:
I’m so sorry you can relate 💜
I’m having a little bit (or maybe more that a little bit) of a hard time, but trying my best

Sending you a hug 🌸
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thank you, well keep the faith for sure things will work out <3

MedicinalUser247 said:
A lot of people have PTSD and don't even know they have it.
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yeah unfortunately i feel like ive been through so much traumatic shit that theres no way i dont have some form of ptsd, it just hasnt been formally diagnosed. unfortunately the only thing worse than my general anxiety about everything, is my devastating mood swings, so doctors normally focus on that.
 
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My long time therapist has diagnosed me with Borderline Personality Disorder. This is something I've identified with for a long time, but got brushed off by mental health professionals so many times, possibly due to my honed ability to appear normal for 45 minutes, that I gave up on seeking a diagnosis a long time ago.

But, I have seen her for long enough now, that I felt I should ask her. We ultimately brought it up to each other at the same time. Having the actual diagnosis finally is slightly relieving, but it also confirms my fears that I am thoroughly fucked and have a lot of work to do.
 
distAnTKarmA said:
My long time therapist has diagnosed me with Borderline Personality Disorder. This is something I've identified with for a long time, but got brushed off by mental health professionals so many times, possibly due to my honed ability to appear normal for 45 minutes, that I gave up on seeking a diagnosis a long time ago.

But, I have seen her for long enough now, that I felt I should ask her. We ultimately brought it up to each other at the same time. Having the actual diagnosis finally is slightly relieving, but it also confirms my fears that I am thoroughly fucked and have a lot of work to do.
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It's interesting that you both brought it up together at the same time. There must have been a conversation that pointed toward this. I hope you are able to get some help now that you have the diagnosis.

💖💖
 
AngelsandFairiesarereal said:
Really been struggling with PTSD symptoms lately. I’m so tired. I couldn’t sleep last night again because I just kept getting night terrors every time I tried.

This shit is really hard
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I have PTSD and i get sleep paralysis so i can relate abit. Shrooms and S ketamine really helped my PTSD. They arent for everyone but they really helped me.

Zopiclone helps my sleep paralysis alot and also helped with the nightmares i was getting alot.
 
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