I hear ya Chesh... I've been living with it forever aswell. Pretty fucked up when you REALLY want to make an effort but you're just zoning out without you even realizing it. Although if I had the choice I wouldn't change it though, it really did contribute to my wacky personality and stuff. All that thinking about everything does have little advantages especially in the creative field haha.
yeah fully agree with this, im glad i didnt get put on ritalin as a child. on advantage of ADHD is if i was just put in a room with nothing that interesting to do i wouldn't get bored cus i'd just look at everything and think about shit. only get bored when i have to focus on something boring haha.
the most annoying thing is zoning out because you're thinking about concentrating and you realise that for 5-10 minutes you've just gone off on some tangent while thinking about it.