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dezz said:
I hear ya Chesh... I've been living with it forever aswell. Pretty fucked up when you REALLY want to make an effort but you're just zoning out without you even realizing it. Although if I had the choice I wouldn't change it though, it really did contribute to my wacky personality and stuff. All that thinking about everything does have little advantages especially in the creative field haha.
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yeah fully agree with this, im glad i didnt get put on ritalin as a child. on advantage of ADHD is if i was just put in a room with nothing that interesting to do i wouldn't get bored cus i'd just look at everything and think about shit. only get bored when i have to focus on something boring haha.

the most annoying thing is zoning out because you're thinking about concentrating and you realise that for 5-10 minutes you've just gone off on some tangent while thinking about it.
 
Bleh, I'm gonna flip out on the next unknown that calls me.. Anyways, sobriety sucks, but lately it must go on :\
 
I dont know how on earth im going to quit my weekly dose of ketamine without it i feel like i may as well give up on everything.
 
are you a gamer type sam? Try to find alternatives there lol. A good MMO always keeps me clean lol. It's like digital crack... Diablo 3 here I come!!!
 
dezz said:
are you a gamer type sam? Try to find alternatives there lol. A good MMO always keeps me clean lol. It's like digital crack... Diablo 3 here I come!!!
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Haha, i've always got a game on the go! Gone through runescape, WoW etc. Now i'm a cod nerd lol
 
I used to play Runescape.

But i stopped playing that years ago, I cant put my life into an MMO again i dont think. I do enjoy skyrim though, i dunno i get distracted easy. When i get these mood swings though there isnt really anything that will bring me out of the depression, ive been like it for years though long before i touched any substances.
 
i would say see a psychiatrist or something but we know all too well they'll just put you on more drugs
 
did you try piracetam sam? that helped me with my moods, and it got rid of anxiety quite a bit!
 
Darksidesam said:
Why you gotta go to Court?

Actual footage of folley in court http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f_dXaGu3--k
Shame its bad quality hehe :P
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LMAO "Fucking vodka man!"

Nothing but some truancy.. was still a bitch though.



Chemically Insane said:
Once a week tho honestly doesnt seem like much... check out "long term health" here
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I disagree. Using any hard drug every week is a BAD idea. Be it booze, speed, ket, LSD or MDMA, it's fucking stupid.

Using anything habitually like that is going to make it a bitch to stop. Drugs should be saved for special times... doing something every Saturday isn't exactly special.
 
I agree

but after introducing people to m-amp, it was like watching a little demon being born, fiending for it constantly. My twisted sense of humor thought this was funny to watch.

I'm done with it. But right before I quit cold turkey some bitch found me smashing the pipe and flipped out, cursing me out, calling me trash etc. Even though I'm very generous and have never stolen; always given. Regardless, this is the second time she has made an attempt to ruin my reputation. I'm more than sure she was in a hurry to tell everyone.

The first time was when I let her try GHB and she convinced everyone I tried to rape her. I literally was not allowed into this "hang out" spot for weeks. All because I gave out free drugs :)

About her: She commonly gets barred out, fucks random guys, and has done every drug in the book, but preaches advice like a mother figure. She constantly acts holier than thou and has daddy issues. If she did not single me out, I would have no issues with her.

What should I do to this bitch?
 
Renz Envy said:
What should I do to this bitch?
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if she hasn't done ket before, but has done coke, give her a huge line of ket and tell her it's coke. that'll teach her.

jking but in all seriousness it sounds like no one will take shit she says seriously so just ignore her and try to never associate with her.
 
She has done ket before.

That is what I am going to do, but I commonly run into her.

But she was just using my drug as a way to make herself seem less trashy. Considering M-amp is about the lowest you can go if you're using it wrong.
 
LOL brb columbia

Orrr

"Sayyy gurl, u liek BZ?"

But yeah, every bitch likes to preach about "getting raped" or "almost getting raped" and I was literally just letting her try my DOC.
 
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I cant do k anymore my prostatitis is worse than it was before. The mdma made it spasm and be in pain as well as the K does it too.
K weekly isnt good for physique either, ive been trying to gain some muscle for ages...

I should get my Thyroid levels tested i guess. I Never done it before though because i know it ultimately means you cant take drugs anymore once your on Thyroxine
 
Renz Envy said:
But yeah, every bitch likes to preach about "getting raped" or "almost getting raped" and I was literally just letting her try my DOC.
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Normally I would say something along the lines of "teh fuck?"... but thinking back on it... you might just be right. It's only the super trashy ones though, usually kind of ugly and chubby too.



^ Is it caused just by your drug use Sam? Or does that just aggravate it?
 
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