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Chesh said:
just the 15th mate trust me you'll have a better time.

i always save my mandy for sick lineups and i never regret it.
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Alright :) I'll keep back the cravings with some Lucy and shrooms over the weekend then, can't wait for the 15th, thanks Folley and Chesh
 
I've still got a bowl or two somehow lol... but I think it would just make me feel worse. If I would have known I had so much, I probably wouldn't have tried to do it all in a binge...

Might have been up to like a half gram of the shit actually.. least I've finally eaten and slept
 
Haha it always made me feel better to do more. Then again I never really felt like crap either...then came the 4th day of being awake and the shadow people with it...playing window warrior staring out the blinds every 10 seconds for hours on end...pissed off at a plant for staring at me just doing nothing in the corner of the room.

But I never really got the physical side effects from it like feeling like shit. Only the dope hungry pains. Stimulants are definitely my personal demons. Fuckin adderall grrr. Somehow I always find myself holding one stimulant or another. Just not meth thank god. You can always tell when I've gotten myself hopped up on addies again. I'll post novels here and on PR in the comments haha. Just like the few over on the front page today lol. Yipppppeeeee I love stims!! Sigh...
 
Damn it blah you probably just convinced me enough to smoke it :p


lol I'm really just feeling the effects of eating next to nothing for 2 days, and not sleeping as well. There is a lot of dopamine drained though, Ima need a good long recovery after this



^ A little dopamine surge will put some hair on his chest :D oh wait... its already covered like a bear? Get off the shit blah... ;)
 
You're right Lou...I'm changing my screen name to blah801isashamed. You know me all too well. Got any? Lol jk

Fuck it folley smoke that shit. Go out with a bang. I could never start a long recovery if I was still holding the shit. It beckons me in a little chipmunk voice..."come smoke me nigga! I'll make you happy and lively my friend. Come watch me boil up into tiny puff balls of smoke that have that delicious metallic taste for your spracked out pleasures. Mmmm smoke me....."

BAHHHHHH GET AWAY, GET AWAY YOU DEVIL!! Oh...hello addy...
 
Well shit... now that you've told me to, I have to!! Right?

but yeah lol, its pretty god damn hard to resist doing it when you have it, I could easily pass on the chance to buy more, but I already have it and my brain is telling me I "need" it lol. Just wanted to get some much needed nutrients in me before I finish it
 
You shouldn't even have to ask that Louis. You know I hate downers. Weed, pain pills, being drunk, etc etc. Yuck, downers are for the birds. Definitely not chemicals compatible with a purist yellow personality. Personality ColorCode. Look it up. Then you'll know why I despise all downers and crave stims.
 
I just like anything that will make me feel good lol. I prefer stims though, really just because there is more variety in the high. With opiates, I know all Im going to do is sit there and bob my head back and forth, at least with stims there is some variance in the high


Looks like you were right though blah, that little bit didn't really get me high, but it did make me feel better... for now at least 8)


All gone though
 
That was always the most depressing part....when it was gone...

....so like any other addict...I'd find more! Then never come down till your body literally put you down. Then you sleep for 24+ hours straight and just bypass the comedown altogether and wake up hungry as hell and put on 10 lbs in 20 minutes
 
Told ya homie. One time is enough for most to get pulled in. Once your in you ain't comin back for a long dark time. At least you have the knowledge and sense enough to realize what's goin on with it. I'd say 90%+ of people who try it, don't and...bye bye...

That's why I got so instantly pissed and defensive on that Thinkng Man report was because I know the pit fall that shit is and being told to go hunt it down instead just flared up that fear and anger I have for that drug and everything it leaves in its wake. The kind of people you associate with, the atmosphere it creates, the whole lifestyle just...ugh.

Anyway, you experienced it, sweet. Now stay the fuck away from it lol. *end mom rant*
 
Honestly man, I think putting meth in ecstasy, the "love drug", to be one of the worst things imaginable....

Not only is it much, MUCH worse for you than either drug alone, but is also still extremely addictive... just in a different way. Since there is MDMA in it too, people can't take it every day or really binge on it, but they will come back every week and get very deep into a habitual use of the drug. At least that's what happened with me.



Whenever I've noticed myself slipping into an addiction to any drug, I throw the breaks on. The problem with meth is, your brain likes it so much that it will convince you that its not that bad, you'll be dosing every week and you almost think its GOOD for you... you certainly don't consider the fact that your doing hard drugs often with little recovery time.


Its just a different addiction, with different addicts, but a similar outcome...




The reason Washington pressers stopping making MDMA pills, was because a LOT of MDxx + Speed pills were going around, and being sold very well. People knew they had some meth in them, but it was OK because its ecstasy. Then they would start getting the horrible comedowns you get from that combo, and would look for something they could do every week without much of one...

So basically, it started with pure MDMA pills, then MDMA with a bit of speed for the ravers, then equal amounts of speed and MDMA to make more money, then eventually just meth because people will still buy them anyways



Speed + MDMA is a great combo, but it needs to be done more responsibly than MDMA alone. Not to mention, whenever I did the combo, I would get like 4 pills to start and almost always be trying to get more before the night is over, that wouldn't happen with pure MDMA.

I can understand not wanting to associate with crystal, but buying adulterated pills is buying adulterated pills... IDK I guess you cant get pills actually sold as speed there like we can here and in Canada, but still I just hate when meth is thought of as ecstasy. Look what happened to those Pumas, if people had not bought them when the first hints of meth went in those pills might still be good
 
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Lol... most people I meet don't even know what crystal meth IS. I think it's a US thing...
 
There are intelligent people in america... they're called tourists.
XD
 
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