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i hope she was still awake when you did the deed. if shes asleep now id say you were either really good or really bad. excuse me im just jealous. :)

Diloadid said:
Fellow Puddlers, it has been a bad day for me. Everything had been going great until just earlier today. I got in an argument with my family, and it has me really down right now. I'm trying to keep my chin-up and see through to the brighter sides of things. This situation has just gotten old, really old.
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family - cant live with them, cant live without them. pm if you went/need homie. much <3
 
Folley said:
Mission accomplished ;)


She crashed hard on my bed aha, I'm kind of torn I don't want her to leave but her sleeping while I'm still wired is making me look bad :p
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Lol, she's asleep? Mang sex on mdma should be like a marathon. Work on ur skills dude!!
 
Folley said:
lol, we ran out of condoms.. ended up snuggling for like 12 hours after that, honestly that was probably the best part haha. I'll be seeing her again soon anyways, hopefully quite a bit :)
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Nice :) Yeah I love the cuddles and warmth probably even more then sex while rolling. Amps turn me into a beast though. Can go for days on that one, thankfully never had trouble getting it up haha.
Anyway truffles are in, 15g's of atlantis which is about the equivalent of 3.5g shrooms. Can't wait to have a good solo trip. Any activities that are recommended? I was thinking about just chilling at home with good ambient music but whatever.
 
Nahw I'm more into electronics I'm thinking of just dreaming on stuff like this



Music like this just really becomes awe inspiring on a trip for me
 
Well I'm happy to say I've finally figured shit out. I've been out of school for two semesters now trying to figure out what I what to do with my life working my ass off for minimum wage and now I'm happy to say come January I'll be back in school studying Criminology! Gonna start applying to schools once my parents are back this weekend from their little vacation.

Hoping to go somewhere elsewhere cause I can't take living at home anymore to be perfectly honest... All the people who I was friends with throughout highschool have slowly drifted away from me leaving me with a small group of friends (Seriously I only really hangout with like 5 different people now...) and now they are going back to school leaving me with pretty much no one. I already went through 4 months of solitude from January - May... not gonna do that again.

Got a new higher paying job that I'm starting at on Monday, gonna pay off my car and save for school. Feels good to finally have a plan! :)

Celebratory tune! :D
 
Great man! I'm on a similar road, got this year to figure things out and looking for a job... Next year I will be able to study for a masters degree (You can join right in when your 21 in holland and take the test). It's hard deciding what to study though :/
 
dezz said:
Great man! I'm on a similar road, got this year to figure things out and looking for a job... Next year I will be able to study for a masters degree (You can join right in when your 21 in holland and take the test). It's hard deciding what to study though :/
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Nice! It feels so good to actually have a plan now, I've been stressing out since I quite school back in December... Can't wait to get my ass back in school!

severely etarded said:
Lonliness
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Trust me man, I know how that feels. From January - May/June all I did was work. All my friends were at school living on campus which meant if I was lucky I'd see them 1-2 times a month. My older friends from highschool completely stopped talking to me after I said I didn't want to drink anymore so that really bummed me out and my 3 best friends all moved on (two went to school [one was out of the country the other was an hour drive away] and one got addicted to World of Warcraft...)

Come September this is all gonna happen again which I am really not looking forward too, so I'm just trying to hang out with them as much as I can until I know I wont be able to see them for a while.

Hopefully something good happens to you soon, meet a nice lady or find a good group of people to socialize with. :)
 
The sad reality is that a lot of us are lonely yet are unable to find friends or others to relate. If only it was like a roll, it would be so easy :(
 
^ True. I'm only 18 and I already see the start of that. My list of friends is slowly yet constantly shrinking, I have still yet to be in an actual proper relationship and my social life is going to be absolutely raped come September. I'm just looking forward to all the events that I'm going to in the Fall and starting up school again. :)

Always need something to look forward to, that's always helped me get through lonely times. :)
 
Yeah I only have 3 friends, but they are true friends who I have known pretty much most of my life. Other's I consider acquaintances as I only see them when we are planning a rave or whatever. I always think of alone time as the time where you reflect on yourself and self improvement though. Spending alot of time on hobbies, going to the gym, have a beer sometimes when it's sunny, whatever! Being lonely shouldn't equal being bored or having to numb your way out of it. :)
 
Very true and well said. kind of inspired me to work more on my hobbies come September! I guess it's time to practice DJ'ing more along with finally buying new strings for my violins and picking them up again. :)

The main reason I actually stopped playing the violin was because I was poor as hell and didn't have the $100 to get a new set of strings... that's the price I pay for my 4 string acoustic, for my 5 string electric my strings cost about $140! :O Soo much money!

Hell if I can get good enough again maybe I'll try doing something like this:

 
dezz said:
Yeah I only have 3 friends, but they are true friends who I have known pretty much most of my life. Other's I consider acquaintances as I only see them when we are planning a rave or whatever. I always think of alone time as the time where you reflect on yourself and self improvement though. Spending alot of time on hobbies, going to the gym, have a beer sometimes when it's sunny, whatever! Being lonely shouldn't equal being bored or having to numb your way out of it. :)
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3? Dude, you're lucky lmao. I have people I see sometimes but hardly any are really that close to me. I had one best friend, then he got arrested... after that all my other "friends" seemed to slither away as well. It's how life goes, you got to get out and make 2 new friends for everyone you lose if you want to have any at all
 
^ I have 1 friend who I would truly consider a friend. I would say I have two but the other one I maybe see, if I'm lucky, 3 weeks in a year now since she moved down to Nashville.

It's always nice to have that one person to go to if shit hits the fan...
 
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