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dezz said:
Damn I wanna trip but I'm never home alone. Tripping while parents are home isn't really ideal either...
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haha, I seem to do it just fine.. although, my parents know about my drug use already and have largely accepted it. Well, at least accepted the fact that they can't stop it so it's better to just let me get high as fuck in the safety of my own house


talking to your parents while their face is melting is no easy task though


nice song though dezz, although it could use some more bass IMO haha. I've been mixing like constantly these days, I started branching out a bit more into the other styles of music... still no dubstep, fuck that glitchy shit. I'm liking Trapstyle though, it's still got all the right synths with some dank vocals


like dis
https://soundcloud.com/hucci/the-leaves-are-brown
 
Killer tune Dezz, I wish I could figure out production software... If you ever want violin in your tracks let me know ;D
 
alasdairm said:
^ sorry to hear that. what's the issue?

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It had somehow gotten back around to my family that I had used some cocaine recently. It didn't sit too well with my family. My parents threatened my freedom by suggesting they were going to call my PO. So it was just phone call after phone call of fighting and hateful threats like the aforementioned.

The part of the fight that got bad was when my mother told me that 'My obsession with drugs has ruined my life and hers'. Which was very offensive to me. I have bouts here and there when I will use opiates more frequently, but I am so far from the person I used to be. It's really easy to bash on me from their prospective because I did fuck their trust with me all up over the years. I think personally that I'm in a really good place, and I just like to feel good now and then, when I can afford to.

If I lived with my parents I would probably be absolutely mental. Even with distance they drive me mental. Either way things are getting better. Just trying to keep my chin up.

Thx Ali and laugh. :)
 
Yeah I got to agree with Folley on that. Everyone on here seems super chill and nice, the kind of people I'd like as my friends. :)

EDIT: Sorry to hear about that Diloadid, it sucks when family budges in thinking they are helping you but they are really only making the situation worse... >.>

Just remember almost every time they do that because they care about you and only wish to see you well. :)
 
Folley said:
haha, I seem to do it just fine.. although, my parents know about my drug use already and have largely accepted it. Well, at least accepted the fact that they can't stop it so it's better to just let me get high as fuck in the safety of my own house


talking to your parents while their face is melting is no easy task though


nice song though dezz, although it could use some more bass IMO haha. I've been mixing like constantly these days, I started branching out a bit more into the other styles of music... still no dubstep, fuck that glitchy shit. I'm liking Trapstyle though, it's still got all the right synths with some dank vocals


like dis
https://soundcloud.com/hucci/the-leaves-are-brown
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Yeah the track is in mixdown stage, got a lot of extra oomph already. Got some nice things goin and this'll be my first release on a label, so gotta get it just right! Time to actually get some money out of this hobby instead of spending on it muahaha
edit: yeah I have talked to my parents coming home with a head full of acid on a trip that was still going after 15 hours. watching my moms face melt into a pudding while her eyes started to water out of their sockets was not fun in bright daylight while trying to act sober lol.
 
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I'm doing MDMA tomorrow. I haven't done it in three months, and I have that slight excited nervous feeling to do it. I'll also be mixing it with LSD for the first time. I'm unbelievably excited. Wish me luck!
 
^ As I've said once and will say again a thousand times, candy flipping is truly amazing :) have fucking fun dude


you know though, for all the crap you guys gave me about dosing again so soon I have little to no comedown from my last roll. I ended up dosing nearly 300mg too. Feeling a bit drained but still good. Will probably be waiting till hempfest now and dosing some 2C-B there
 
Folley said:
^ As I've said once and will say again a thousand times, candy flipping is truly amazing :) have fucking fun dude


you know though, for all the crap you guys gave me about dosing again so soon I have little to no comedown from my last roll. I ended up dosing nearly 300mg too. Feeling a bit drained but still good. Will probably be waiting till hempfest now and dosing some 2C-B there
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It's funny, I was actually invited to go to Hempfest with some buddies down there... when is it again?

EDIT: Never mind I just looked on facebook... Next weekend eh? Seeing how all my friends here are busy if I can get enough money together for the drive down it could be a possibility...

Also on a very happy side note, just applied to 3 different universities! Hopefully I get into one. :)
 
You should go man, it's such a chill event.. just people sprawled out on blankets listening to music and smoking weed in front of cops across 3 miles right on the ocean. That was before weed was even legal here, shit lmao.


It's pretty much just all about weed though, so if you're not a big smoker you might not be too impressed. For me it's a good excuse to get trippy and smoke as much weed as possible haha =D
 
Folley said:
You should go man, it's such a chill event.. just people sprawled out on blankets listening to music and smoking weed in front of cops across 3 miles right on the ocean. That was before weed was even legal here, shit lmao.


It's pretty much just all about weed though, so if you're not a big smoker you might not be too impressed. For me it's a good excuse to get trippy and smoke as much weed as possible haha =D
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Yeah I'm not the biggest smoker... haha.

I'll think about it, it all comes down to in the end if I have enough money to venture down the coast a bit haha.

I'll keep you posted. :)
 
Unexpected roll tomorrow :D Friend got ticket left over for a nice festival in the woods near an awesome lake :) Probably some amp too... Oh and then theres the roll next weekend... I hate myself for saying it but... YOLO. I just hope my brain won't hate me too much :p
 
dezz said:
Unexpected roll tomorrow :D Friend got ticket left over for a nice festival in the woods near an awesome lake :) Probably some amp too... Oh and then theres the roll next weekend... I hate myself for saying it but... YOLO. I just hope my brain won't hate me too much :p
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Shit man, can't get 2C-B or something for one of the events? I think a lot of people get into trouble because they only limit themselves to a few drugs, the key is cycling through a few in a way that keeps your brain balanced at all times


it takes real dedication to be a successful drug addict
 
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