Hey guys,
I gotta share this MDMA-related dream. I'm still freaked out thinking about it.
Last night around 2 I woke up after dreaming that I'd just been to a dealers house and for no particular reason bought an MDMA capsule. This was strange, because I'd had a capsule three nights previous and the comedown hadn't been pleasant; I would never dose so recently after such a heavy experience yet somehow I had this drug and decided to take it. I woke up, semi-lucid; and here's the weird part; for a short while, I was totally convinced I'd taken the capsule, driven home, tried to go to sleep, and now I was waking up because I was about to begin peaking.
Fear, regret, anger. How could I be so fucking STUPID. I just tripped three days ago! How did I make such a lapse in judgment? Why oh why would I chose to do this with work tomorrow morning, alone, at 1am in the dark, after having a pretty terrible comedown which I wasn't even fully over yet?
It probably took a few minutes for the logic to switch on in my consciousness, drowning out the sleep worlds confusing and jarring symbolism.
Once I realised I was not about to start peaking suddenly, I managed to catch some patchy sleep.