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Benzos The Big Phenazepam Throw Together Pt. I

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damn, i keep going back and forth on whether to try this stuff. definitely don't want to fuck up my whole life. guess i'll have to be really careful if i ever do.

don't know the first thing about "vendors" or whatever anyway, so i'm sure i'd get ripped off.
 
^QS posted the whole story in a thread in tds, if you go to his profile you should be able to easily find it. Quite a powerful story from a great BLer I personally would've been very upset to lose.

Again, quasi, I'm so glad you're still with us, brother!

Everyone goes into phenazepam use saying they'll be careful but this thread shows, that often turns out impossible from difficulty dosing, compulsion to redose, over disinhibition and so many other problems.

Combine that with the prevalence of cut/bunk products and the odds of beneficial and safe use drop precipitously.

*if* you decide to try it, STUDY this thread and pay close attention to the lessons throughout.
 
yeah, i can already envision some saturday where i've been up late the night b4 drinking and doing a lot of phenaz, waking up really disinhibited and still kind of f'd up, deciding it seems like a good idea to start the day with a large dose of phenaz and a couple drinks, then BLACK OUT, waking up monday in a cell for some sort of public disturbance, etc.

the really long-lasting effects sound like a pretty reckless attribute for that drug. i imagine doses even spaced out over days can probably build on each other?
 
^Days in between doses won't allow for the dose to build on itself, but every day dosing will for the first few days, at least. It is definitely best to take breaks when using this drug, though, especially if you have a lot and are trying to avoid addiction.

If you're at all doubtful about your ability to regulate your usage, I wouldn't even consider this drug. Only if you are sure that you will not let yourself be irresponsible with this drug do I say to possibly consider it. If you are responsible and take the time to titrate your dose to the proper level, you won't lose your self control. If you put yourself in a position where you could possibly lose control either by dosing unwisely, mixing with other drugs, etc, then it could easily happen.
 
^QS posted the whole story in a thread in tds, if you go to his profile you should be able to easily find it. Quite a powerful story from a great BLer I personally would've been very upset to lose.

Again, quasi, I'm so glad you're still with us, brother!
Thanks Cane, I'm glad to still be here!
 
this shit is TOO good to be true. dude, all the horror stories. im a smart motherfucker. im being modest. I DID VOLUMETRIC MEASURMENTS.....and still ended up crashing a car and in the er. fuck this shit. and now some dude asking if i want free samples. dude. he cant even have bluelight status if he is emailing instead of PMing. if it is hodoubledeezy cause he is on temp ban then just TELL me that bro, cause i got love for you. but no strangers, free samples or not are gonna make me almost lose everything (job, girl, family) again. FUCK THAT SHIT.

i had some opana the other day, now that was a treat. woooooooooosh. back to just suboxone, lexapro, and coffee. maybe the pot my girl took will resurface when she sees im NOT addicted to suboxone in like a month. cause i know she wants a drink but i hate drinking. i want a little puff. itll all work out.
 
i read through 15 pages without getting a clear answer...just a quick question

ive currently got 50ml PG mixed with 100mg phenazepam...How long should it take for the phenazepam to dissolve completely in the PG. Its been an hour in room temp PG. Ive sealed it and shaken it a few times but i still have maybe 25-30% of the material floating around. It sinks to the bottom if i dont shake it for like 10 minutes. Is this just the "additives" and/or "cuts" some vendors are using?

UPDATE: (almost the end of the 2nd hour now) ive tried heating it up and shaking it some more a few times now and it seems nothing else wants to dissolve. Should i just consider this my final solution im gonna end up with? Im going to be putting these on blotters.

thanks guys
 
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run it under hot water and give it more time. Got no personal exp with this but iirc it does take time :)
 
run it under hot water and give it more time. Got no personal exp with this but iirc it does take time :)

i already have twice now and shaken it a lot and then let it rest...im down to maybe 10-15% of material left.

how big do my blotters have to be? it seems that 1ml of solution is quite a bit too big to put on a single blotter...
 
keep going! if its down to 10-15 from 25-30 im sure itl all dissolve :)

I've had phenaz blotters before, never layed them, they were about 3/4'' squares and complete crap tbh, why not just dose oral with a syringe?
 
keep going! if its down to 10-15 from 25-30 im sure itl all dissolve :)

I've had phenaz blotters before, never layed them, they were about 3/4'' squares and complete crap tbh, why not just dose oral with a syringe?

is it safe to orally ingest 2-3ml of the solution. i thought the propylene glycol was bad for you if ingested like that.
 
I'm pretty sure its safe to mix however many ml with some juice or whatever and drink
why wouldnt it be? Its used it lots of foods/ in hospitals and the likes
 
I'm pretty sure its safe to mix however many ml with some juice or whatever and drink
why wouldnt it be? Its used it lots of foods/ in hospitals and the likes

k, well i just threw back 2ml of solution...so the equivalent to 4mg phenaz.

should i just save the rest as liquid and dose out that way or should i try blotters...ive never done them before with PG so i have no idea how to do it...only blotters i ever made in the past were LSD ones way back in the day when i was like 18
 
that would never happen with a regular benzo. i dont know what it is about this stuff. i went off the deepend for like a full week. its amazing. the most benzo blow out black out ever! fucking cant believe how retarded i was. it was like when they sedate you in the hospital but it never wore off. no inhibitions at all, crashing cars, talking to everyone, falling asleep in the middle of high profile meetings, driving, it just never wears off, the dose does not always work out to what it should be (even when you have it exact from a a scale). the shit is just no good. i flushed the remaining like 1,150 doses i had.

and the vendors, good luck trusing what you get frlom them is real or cut with something safe(like broken glass). what a cluster fuck. just stick to some pills. there is a reason this shit is cheap and easy to get ie it SUCKS.
 
took 3ml of the solution last night = 6mg of phenazepam.

i felt very relaxed and sedated, but felt no euphoria what-so-ever. Everytime i would try to walk i would get that benzo weave going...lol... No anxiety at, even into the morning.

I smoked a few bowls of MJ last night to add to the effects...got totally relaxed that way.

At the doses i experimented with last night, i dont think it has too much recreational value but rather for taking with random bits of anxiety or insomnia.

so here i am 12-13 hours later, still feeling benzod out a little. Im not stumbling into things or acting stupid, but i got a nice feeling of numbess overall...absolutely NO anxiety right now. when i smoked my morning bowl before work....it gave me some of the good feelings back from the night before but it was short lived.

ill keep yall updated
 
Be careful man, from what i know the thing about phenaz is its not much of a recreational feeling, prompting people to take more.. and more.. and more.. then its 3 days later and you're in a padded cell. Use it for anxiety and the likes in small doses, and get your self some vallies or xannies for fun if thats what you're after.

I take it it fully dissloved in the end then?
 
yes it dissolved after about 3 hours alternating between heat and shaking.

i have a fairly high benzo tolerance and it wasnt bad at all...i do understand how easily it could be to redose and get into dangerous amounts..but im very careful about that stuff considering my past drug abuse. I will be using it for insomnia mostly. And ill use it in even lower doses to help treat my GAD, panic attacks, and such. i cant find xan or kpins ANYWHERE where i live...all the sources dried up when they closed all of the pain maint. clinics in my area.

im older and much wiser then i was as a teenager. So i only test around with stuff...i havnt binged on anything in like 5 years, except maybe pot...lol

all in all i will continue to use this stuff once a week as i weekend kinda thing until what i have is gone...probably wont be buying more but we will see.
 
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeviiiiiiiiiiiiiiilllllllllllll. oh, and its made out of people, peeeeeeeeeeople.

homeydontplaythat, I just unapproved some of your posts... I'm not censoring you, but you also don't need to repeatedly rant about how bad your experience was with this drug and how bad you think it sucks. I'm all about letting the horror stories with this drug be told as that will hopefully prevent a few people from totally losing control... but posts like, "It's made of people!", are not helpful at all... If you want to respond to someone with specific concerns, that is fine, but scaremongering is not going to be allowed.
 
yes it dissolved after about 3 hours alternating between heat and shaking.

i have a fairly high benzo tolerance and it wasnt bad at all...i do understand how easily it could be to redose and get into dangerous amounts..but im very careful about that stuff considering my past drug abuse. I will be using it for insomnia mostly. And ill use it in even lower doses to help treat my GAD, panic attacks, and such. i cant find xan or kpins ANYWHERE where i live...all the sources dried up when they closed all of the pain maint. clinics in my area.

im older and much wiser then i was as a teenager. So i only test around with stuff...i havnt binged on anything in like 5 years, except maybe pot...lol

all in all i will continue to use this stuff once a week as i weekend kinda thing until what i have is gone...probably wont be buying more but we will see.

The thing is, that you don't know if you dosed too much. If you dose 10mg one day and still don't feel the benzo feeling, you're most definitely going to dose more within the next 24 hours. The problem is the 60hour halflife time. When you're dosing another 6mg the next day, you're really fucked.
 
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