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Benzos The Big Phenazepam Throw Together Pt. I

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You're checking to see if you did something wrong or not...? That's a bit subjective don't you think? Some people don't think it's wrong to kill, rape, murder, or steal... So... However, imo it matters a lot of your knowledge of this person. For example, did you have a reason to believe she would use other substances in combination if the chance presented itself? Did you have any reason to believe that should would recklessly abuse the substance you gave her? ETC? Because if you had even the slightest indication of those things, then yes you're an idiot and you did the wrong thing. If you feel you didn't do anything wrong, and feel that she should just have been more careful, then what else do you think you're going to get out of this thread? It's my opinion that this is really more of a journal entry, or a post where the OP is just looking for other people to agree with him so he feels less guilty. Either way I don't see much use to it.
 
Anonymous inquirer wanted it in the phenazepam megathread so your wish is my command....
 
Phenazepam is like prozac, takes a week or to to build up in the system, then you become a zombie, a cool no anxiety zombie though. The great thing is you can quit taking it and have zero withdrawals, I wish they prescribed it in USA. Only bad side effect is extended sleeping.



Mod note- The underlined portions are not correct... -BW
 
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Yeah, and their severity will vary with genetic makeup and length of use. I'm lucky, I had relatively mild symptoms after quitting pretty heavy use for 2-3 months or so.
 
glenda17 said:
Phenazepam is like prozac, takes a week or to to build up in the system, then you become a zombie, a cool no anxiety zombie though. The great thing is you can quit taking it and have zero withdrawals, I wish they prescribed it in USA. Only bad side effect is extended sleeping.
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Seriously? Your post is totally incorrect. I hate to be harsh, but this is a harm reduction forum, and we have to keep the information correct around here. Phenazepam works right away and the withdrawals are potentially lethal...

If this is a troll, it wasn't a good one. If it isn't, please make sure of things before you state them as fact, or ask questions if you are unsure.
 
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Thank you, BW.

I saw that a bit ago but couldn't address it yet, spot on response.

Glenda's advice, if believed, could be very problematic and is easily demonstrably false. Luckily anyone who read a few threads will see that her view is not representative of what BLers have found.
 
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You're checking to see if you did something wrong or not...? That's a bit subjective don't you think? Some people don't think it's wrong to kill, rape, murder, or steal... So... However, imo it matters a lot of your knowledge of this person. For example, did you have a reason to believe she would use other substances in combination if the chance presented itself? Did you have any reason to believe that should would recklessly abuse the substance you gave her? ETC? Because if you had even the slightest indication of those things, then yes you're an idiot and you did the wrong thing. If you feel you didn't do anything wrong, and feel that she should just have been more careful, then what else do you think you're going to get out of this thread? It's my opinion that this is really more of a journal entry, or a post where the OP is just looking for other people to agree with him so he feels less guilty. Either way I don't see much use to it.
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I dunno I didn't see it that way, just a way to get something off someone's chest and it could be good advice to people thinking of sharing with inexperienced friends.

I gave GBL to a guy I worked with years ago, he was definitely old enough to know better but got kicked out of a club for G'ing out and it came close to this several times but we managed to hide it. He knew the doses but couldn't stop adding to it, that extra squirt is so easy. I felt bad for him but not like it was my fault. If someone gave me something I've never heard of I'd read up on it first but I've read up on most things.

I have that habit (not knowing when to stop) a bit which is why I prefer the substances you just take once (kratom) and you're set so you can't over do it.

I had a weird binge on phen yesterday, I was in a weird mood. I'm going back to proper "medical doses" now. I have a new batch I'm measuring 1ml/1mg as it just makes it feel easier to work out. Yeah, I'm a maths guy but I'm choosing my 1:1 ratio instead of the previous 2mg/1ml as I think that made me take too much. I need it to be weaker I think it'll help.

Unless he is reselling I don't think I have the same supplier(s) as you guys. I have attempted to buy off 2 websites (one ages ago) with no reply. I'm not using any websites.

Has anyone tried combining with something like piracetam so that you can preserve more of your cognitive functions. I'd like to be sharper but still less anxious. I don't have any choline so haven't tested and it gives me headaches without.
 
^ when your body/brain adjust to the med you'll think fine (but get less anxiety relief)

i have a bottle of piracetam, and i'm switching from kpin to valium (hopefully i'll feel it for a while :P) i could try that out, see if my memory is better (though i really only notice it getting horrible when i'm in withdrawal from benzos, not while on benzos, but again my body has gotten used to the meds so i don't get any buzz/drunk-feeling so my cognition is fine)
 
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Gotta agree....you can't have headshops( or anywhere) selling it at 99%pure by the gram.

Some 'standardised' dose needs to be sorted.
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I disagree. I think people need to learn to learn what the fuck they are doing and putting in their body and to accept personal responsibility. I don't think headshops should sell it though because that means 18 year old kids could get it and do shit like not use a scale ever.
 
I had myself a nice time with Phenazepam...
Last September I ended up getting 250mg's of it I think. Eyeballing the dose.
And ended up catching a couple felony's doing 8 1/2 months in county jail and now I'm out on tether. Overall it was an okay time though.
 
I won't say how much I got of it or where, but I can take like 3 long key bumps a day and stay awake and and even feel fucked up. I'm just saying. And don't do this. I actually measured it all out before hand, got tired and got wreckless. Then again, I've heard of batches that weren't mixed or cut right so that you might OD on way less one time. Well, i'll have to figure someone that one of you might.

Seriously I have a passed with this (from legit VERY "legit") sources, I once went through a gram bag of diazepam in a day and like 1/3rd or 1/2 bag of alprazolam. This was when I was much younger. There's some part of my that makes me think something in pressed pissed actually makes an oral high better (ORAL). I still need to assess the purity of my phen, but it hasnt wrecked me even when i tried nad setup the space to do it and not hurt anyone or get arrsted.
 
Well I don't remember to much about what happened..
But first off I did it with about 4 other friends I remember I first took a little bit than met up with them and wasn't feeling anything so I took some more and gave them some.
Everyone pretty much just licked there finger and put it in the bag.
Than I remember hanging out in the garage eating pizza than all of a sudden it just hit.. That's when all the trouble starts I'm not sure how long I was even high for it was a long time proboley like 5-6 days and I was taking other pills too benzos, subs, and drinking on top of it.
Well In the middle of the fog I tried to stab my moms boyfriend and she ended up calling the cops so I left before they got there and ended up getting kicked out. But before all this I had acquired a bunch of stolen shit don't know where it came from. So me and my one friend ended up staying at a couple different motels getting kicked out of everyone. I also ended up quitting my job too. And some of my friends told me I was just really high everyday pissing everybody off and raging out on people. Eventually within the span of the week I ended up getting popped for a home invasion. So now I drug test 2-3 times a week and can only leave the house 4 hours a day Mon-Fri. I even researched how to dose it all out but I guess I really didn't give a fuck at the time. Just trying to get high. haha.
 
^Out of control benzo binges and stealing pretty commonly go together. I would guess that the stolen property came from someone on the phenazepam...

How did you find out about phenazepam in the first place? Wherever it was, I hope you go back to it and tell your story so that others don't mess up their lives in similar scenarios. Benzos must be respected! Licking your finger and sticking it into a bag of phenazepam is asking for jail or death!

I hate to sound like I'm preaching, but your story is unfortunately becoming a very common one... I hope you decide to spread your story around and try to get people you know to use liquid measurements and careful dosing if they are going to try phenazepam. Titration (slowly building the dose to find the correct amount) is essential because once someone has dosed too high, their self control is considerably weakened and this inevitably leads to more dosing and more loss of control...
 
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One of my friends ended up telling me about it so I did some research and pretty easily found a place to buy it.
Yeah I agree with you I've read quite a few stories that sound just like mine. And a quite of few people I met in jail that were caught stealing were using benzos at the time.
Everyone in my group of friends now doesn't want to use it after what happened. Which is a good thing. I know I can't use benzos in moderation.
 
someone that didnt have bluelight status managed to email me talking about how he is giving free samples of a new killer batch. this shit almost fucked my entire life. leave me alone please if you are reading. i had the integrity not to reveal the name.
 
^Well, send a PM to a mod (me, for example) if you really want it to stop...
 
this shit almost fucked my entire life.
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It made me do some stupid shit. For some reason I combined 1,4 BDO with it a couple of times and fell asleep while driving and drove my car off road. I still haven't fixed it. Then I overdosed on the combo of phen and 1,4 BDO... I remember being in opiate withdrawal and I kept on taking phenazepam hoping to sleep. I just couldn't pass out so I turned to the 1,4 BDO. Took a smaller dose than usual and fell asleep, woke up to paramedics and police. I had no recollection of taking the benzo or 1,4 BDO but I pieced it all together after the BDO wore off. I also got flagged at work for being intoxicated while on phenazepam.

Ironically, I used phenazepam to get off of poppy tea but I stayed home the entire time and didn't have a car to drive. I was much more careful with my dosing and didn't seem to over do it this time. I sometimes think about trying it again but the vendor I used no longer sells and I don't really have a desire to experiment with unknown dosages of an unknown purity of powder. Phenazepam lasts much too long to be safe for me anyway.
 
^^wow, that sounds really bad.

Can you tell us more. Not so much on how you got it, but how it almost "screwed up your entire life"?
 
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