fuck yea i'm so fucking high on the moon i could shit juniper. what i got came in a trippled sealed vial. it's pure white with a crystally taste not unlike meth in salt form.. sorry it's not even that im that pam'd out that is the issue but i just feel so fucking euphoric
it's not to pushy or edgy-drunk like klonopin can be in 3-4mg+ doses, which is nice.. i'd describe it as the smoothest benzo i've tried (kpin, xanax, ativan, and if you want to count them, z-drugs.. which actually don't feel very good at all, to be honest)
the cool thing is i can have conversations, drive, read this screen without letters zigzaging, blurring, ataxia, muscle weakness, slurring speech... and that hella weird vibe of paranoia that some benzos give me (esp in combo with booze or stims) is completely absent
my tolerance to kpin rose way to fast and this was a godsend to receive yesterday... i mean, i have 4 or 5 1mg kpins left and filled the script on 3. June
you do the math, cause i can't..lol.. the only day i drove all week was yesterday and it was terrifying not being able to see when i was swerving, driving through construction zones, and having cops behind me and on what seemed liked lurking in the condo/apartment complexes, eating their donuts (or speed) and waiting for the next one to target
fuck all i can say is i'm so fucking lucky.. somehow i got so lost it took me 3 1/2hrs to get to a place only 30min from the cut.. then i took some tina and adderall to sober up, which probably just added to the lovely paranoia of seeing every car behind you and every flashing light as a cop...and blurry on top of all that.. the 4-5 beers may have helped with the blurryness a bit too
never again...
but anyway...
i don't have access to a mg- scale. my dude weighed it out of the vial at 1,2G. I should've kept the copy of the paper just for a cague reference, altho he knows quite a bit more about this shit than i do
I so wish there was a test kit or easy to use pill press for this sort of thing, instead of PG (propylene glycol). It seems such a hassle to dose that way, and i'm sure i'd end up drinking the whole fucking solution to keep the euphoria going till it was empty/ i became comatose
Pills would just be soo much more conventional imo. They last long (if you use good-quality, strong binders..but few..not too many binders to fuck up the potency/absorption of said pill
There just seem to be so many possibilities with these pills..which, incidentally, through all this research of course therapeutically, and maybe recreationally for some...
This, IMHO, has a lot in common with brand-name vs generic drugs... a lot of people say they can't tell a diference between certain brands. Pff..
I just had 2 green xanax bars (too benzied to look at the #code, but they're the legit ones from mexico. Even with a 4-5mg kpin habit (conservatively speaking) now, those knocked me on my ass.. but not like the american brands that seem to give me a sort of fast kick then slowly fade over an hour. they were more like phenazepam or diazepam in character (even tho legit)
I'm sure it's all in the way each person metabolizes (or doesn't metabolize) certain fillers/binders
I'm also sure i sound like a raging retard like i did last night, which is why everyone was laughing at me including me, but i still didn't get it..haha
seriously tho.. my advice is to invest in a scale. this shit is so small but heavy..like it fit in a 10-bag for tina (slang term), which is about the size of a quarter...but 1,2G...
My next venture will prolly be 2C-E but i don't know how much it is yet per/g
According to the paperwork with this, the main source says it's at least 98.6% pure
Hope my babble helps someone. Look forward to messing with this some more and following this thread
Peace
-G