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Benzos The Big Phenazepam Throw Together Pt. I

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yeah but eyeballing 100mg defeats the point of using liquid measurments, right? i guess eyeballing 100mg for making doses as opposed to eyeballing 1mg for an actual ACTIVE dose you intend to take is different...but still. ive heard so many fucking horror stories about this shit and i attribute them all to people ODing from eyeballing. ive never heard of anything out of the ordinary in russia where this very chemical is doled out in standardized pills. its not the chemical structure that is unique and i dont even buy that the half life is any longer than valium, so i want to make sure I KNOW im taking 1 or 2 mg and if anything happens it is from me overdoing it and not just having a huge margin of error in dosing.

i would like to split the gram into quarters though and make an initial solution of 250mg in PEG. that way i dont have 1000 fucking doses ready to take just chilling in my closet. way easier to store a small G bag than an entire liter of fucking solution too, ya know?

so maybe i will just split it into 4 piles. what does everyone think?


**is my margin for error in eyeballing 4 250mg piles going to effect each individual doses as much as trying to eyeball individual 1mg doses???**
 
homeydontplaythat said:
yeah but eyeballing 100mg defeats the point of using liquid measurments, right? i guess eyeballing 100mg for making doses as opposed to eyeballing 1mg for an actual ACTIVE dose you intend to take is different...but still. ive heard so many fucking horror stories about this shit and i attribute them all to people ODing from eyeballing. ive never heard of anything out of the ordinary in russia where this very chemical is doled out in standardized pills. its not the chemical structure that is unique and i dont even buy that the half life is any longer than valium, so i want to make sure I KNOW im taking 1 or 2 mg and if anything happens it is from me overdoing it and not just having a huge margin of error in dosing.

i would like to split the gram into quarters though and make an initial solution of 250mg in PEG. that way i dont have 1000 fucking doses ready to take just chilling in my closet. way easier to store a small G bag than an entire liter of fucking solution too, ya know?

so maybe i will just split it into 4 piles. what does everyone think?


**is my margin for error in eyeballing 4 250mg piles going to effect each individual doses as much as trying to eyeball individual 1mg doses???**
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i see what your saying, but your best bet would be to use 1000ml PG or everclear and dissolve the entire thing at once so you know you have 1mg/ml/cc and if you ever want say 2mg powder, just put 2cc on a plate and let it evaporate, and scrape up the remaining powder after the solvent is gone. But dosing will be easy since 1cc/ml= 1mg so for how many mg you wanna take, just use that many rigs full.
 
i guess it would be safer to dissolve the entire gram. it just seems easier to store the powder and make a solution of only 100mg at a time. i dont know if i would end up in trouble though if i did it this way with the margin of error from eyeballing 100mg at a time. what does everyone think?

i think im going to take my hair follicle test early tomorrow morning so that i can actually use this stuff and the hash i have. i expect the phen on thursday. so sick of drinking like a glass of wine and not being able to get further than that. i cant get drunk even if i force myself. heroin addiction really made my lose my taste for booze. i dont like pot at all either, but with this phenazepam i think that could very well change. i am a little worried about abusing the phenazepam and smoking everyday though. i have a very addictive personality being an addict. right now i am seriously addicted to sex. even on lexapro i have sex at least once a day. it used to be 4 times a day. i dont feel worried about sex though. benzos...yeah i worry about overdoing that.
 
jumping in the car right now to take this test. holy shit, what if it come back positive for some reason? i should hold off on getting high until i get the results. i actually had a HORRIBLE nightmare last night that i took adderall and smoked pot the NIGHT before my test. i was freaking out and swearing at myself, jumping around all spun and stoned. thank god that was a dream. maybe there is a lesson to be learned from it too though.
 
^Can you not get your hands on some scales that measure to 0.1 grams? Do this, and measure carefully until the bag is split into piles that weigh just barely .6 and .3g. I say this amount because the extra .1g will be split via eyeball into 1/3 and 2/3 and the 2/3 will be added to the pile that weighs 0.6 and the 1/3 pile will be added to the .3 pile, giving you pretty damn close to 333mg (1/3 gram). You'll have about 2/3 left over (666mg or so), and can be pretty confident about both of those measurements.

I don't recommend doing this with just 0.1, though, because that is the most inaccurate tenth of a milligram on your scale. The way I described will give you pretty good accuracy, so I suggest doing that, if you can... The margin for error will be less with having a greater amount dissolved, as well. All in all, I would expect your final dose to be pretty close to 100% of what you expect it to be, if done this way.
 
1. Tolerance to phenaz skyrockets. I recieved an order from the guy I've always ordered from...first bag did everything it said on the tin & I was pleasently out of if (if you call pleasantly out of it not remembering much for several days) It WAS pleasant though, and I ordered some more. Next baggie seemed far weaker-I was dipping a teaspoon to reach desired result, but a friend new to it eyeballed a tiny amount & he was fucked as much as I was off the first bag. so..

2. me & my sister are both into benzo's, do swops help each other out etc. I gave her a minute dose from the 2nd bag that had been tested by both me & my friend. It had a completely unexpected effect on her, hallucinations, totally freaked out. An ambulance was called by my niece (I wasn't there). She's ok now, but describes the experience as completely un-benzo like.

Ah well, here was me thinking of cheap phenaz for the family but no, its expensive Illicit diazepam again (at least for sis).
We are a bit wierd really our family...me & my sister like benzo's, codeine, sleepers, but our kids just aren't into those drugs at all and are VERY disaproving. EVERYONE I know disapproves of benzos while they're necking pills & stuffing powders up their noses.

Anyway, luckily she is ok, but for now I'm in the doghouse.
 
The hallucination thing is weird...scary shit man. Good to get away from benzos in the long run anyway, my family's sent me to rehab too many times. Plan a nice, long taper and get out while you can. Just do it right man. And good luck, much love <3
 
does anybody know the affinity that phenazepam has to the benzo receptor?
or the affinity of any benzo for that matter..
im trying to find out if my kpins are making my phenaz less active..
like how bupe works with other opiates.
sorry if this question makes no sense to you.. :D
 
well suboxone has zero affinity to the benzo receptors. all benzos have affinity to benzo receptors, hence their name. and benzos stack like various sweet liquors. i find that i nod a lot more easily when i combine clonazepam with my phenazepam.

Lost another job today. And got rejected for unemployment. Time to black the fuck out.
 
MescalitoBandito said:
well suboxone has zero affinity to the benzo receptors. all benzos have affinity to benzo receptors, hence their name. and benzos stack like various sweet liquors. i find that i nod a lot more easily when i combine clonazepam with my phenazepam.

Lost another job today. And got rejected for unemployment. Time to black the fuck out.
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i know subs dont have affinity to benzo receptors.. i was using it with the opiate receptors as an example.. if you knew that and were being sarcastic i apologize
 
yeah i didnt really get the question so i just stated the obvious. diff benzos don't seem to compete for the gaba receptors, however. guess there's enough to go around.
 
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sorry man we can't.. you're going to have to find it like we did..

search online... trust me when i say it's on there somewhere (everything's on there somewhere)

why don't you just go buy some xanax, valium, ativan, or klonopin? or all of them so you don't need research chemical benzos. there is no evidence that these research chemicals are good for us in anyway, so me telling you where to get it could be harm production. the exact opposite of what we're here for :\


oh yeah.. reported. :|

i almost got inftracted (sp?) the other day for hinting a place to buy phenazepam.. no way am I gonna tell someone where to get it, i'll leave that for someone else. im sure someone will tell you. just be patient and while you wait search google. :)
 
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You could have bought it from the phenazeman, but he OD'd on phenazepam. :(

ROFL. Obviously just kidding.

We do not allow sources in Bluelight. Therefore, sorry, but we can't allow you to ask where to get any drug, even if they are unscheduled. You never know when the US will change their laws based on ignorance and criminalize the victimless act of said drug possession.
 
What am I missing here? I used a lot of different research chemicals to combat my anxiety to even just trrip. I thought I'd actually have to settle for 1,4-bdo, which I would of simply eneded up dead...that side it felt terrible, made me puke all the time, and just felt plain wrong. By back muscles would also hurt in alternate places from the BDO. After even 1 single time of use on one day, it would make my hands for tingle, and seometimes numb. Plus to get to the level of anxiolic activity vs. how much had ot be dosed first, well yea I wouldn't usally be woken up by random strangers laying against a way. It really dehydrates you too.

NOT sorry for the derail, but with all that being said, phenazepam powder has been a GODSEND. It has cometpletely changed my life. I can actually go out and do everything again without seemingfucked up to others, or at the right nose, my self. Once this sttupid mitaje to smoke weed when I landed on a bunch of oxies recentlly, gte out of my system, I will be not just applying for a job but getting a ...I have SO much restored confidence that I'm not going to setting for less. It also makes me a good liar, even strait to the face, so as fear as embellishing my application/history goes, I'll be gooddd.

No, for even doesn't know, I dealed with benzo aabuse for over 15 years, aname the benzoz, and I'll name the binge. I was eventually put on 14mg clonazepam a da ily by my docot. his shit ended uo being my downlfail.

Although to be honest, you could probably do benzos forever wtihout much if any problems. M y problems stemmed from them making me to do a rabig detox, as well as becomming completely immune to the positive anxiolic effects. It's all about a fine blance with benzos. Don't take them every day, but don't be afraid to take them like a week in a row. Just because they are such a good anxiolic, it doesn't mean you need to always take them. I personally will "binge" (medicate daily to higher levels, but fucntionale ones) every week amax, then not doing any for at LEAST 3-5 days.preferable 1-2 weeks. During this time I relaly pump up the cardiovascular exercise to help push all those bnezo metabolites out of my system with more ease and speed. FYI, you shouldn't need the increased hope of a drugs effectiveness to exercise in the first place. This is what vagina is for anyways yo uputs. But yea, exercise andclean, maybe even sweat lodge, and you will notice juw how once again efffective the benzos are. You could always sm oke a fat hit of DMT , talk to teh other or them talkt to you". telling you that you are, wait, sorry , i mean't to say that they'd be telling you to grow some fucking cosmic manly balls. And not the fake bisexual ridden Hollywood, tj hey 're ar f tuall yballs
 
I have recently moved to Kiev after living in the USA for four years. So I thought I'd try and get some local benzos, but to my disappointment phenazepam is not OTC in the Ukraine. I'd imagine it would be the same for Russia as well. This is really annoying as I am living with my parents and I can't have things delivered to my parent's apartment. :/ I also don't have debit card to make online orders, but that can be sorted out if I find a way to have it delivered. You can buy phenibut in the pharmacy though...

Man, having fun is a lot harder when you live with your parents. :(
 
^ Get a Post Office box. And banks should be able to issue you with something like a Visa Debit card that can be used like a credit card for online transactions.

DexterMeth: WTF. I guess your post was half coherent... kinda. :)
 
Mr Blonde said:
^ Get a Post Office box. And banks should be able to issue you with something like a Visa Debit card that can be used like a credit card for online transactions.

DexterMeth: WTF. I guess your post was half coherent... kinda. :)
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haha yea, not to be a jerk but its kind of ironic that he states how phenazepam has been a god-send and has had such a positive influence on his life...and he then goes on to spew out several paragraphs of jibberish;)

I'll give him the benefit of the doubt and assume he was on some other substance..I hope.-DG
 
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