Pegasus
Ex-Bluelighter
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What am I missing here? I used a lot of different research chemicals to combat my anxiety to even just trrip. I thought I'd actually have to settle for 1,4-bdo, which I would of simply eneded up dead...that side it felt terrible, made me puke all the time, and just felt plain wrong. By back muscles would also hurt in alternate places from the BDO. After even 1 single time of use on one day, it would make my hands for tingle, and seometimes numb. Plus to get to the level of anxiolic activity vs. how much had ot be dosed first, well yea I wouldn't usally be woken up by random strangers laying against a way. It really dehydrates you too.
NOT sorry for the derail, but with all that being said, phenazepam powder has been a GODSEND. It has cometpletely changed my life. I can actually go out and do everything again without seemingfucked up to others, or at the right nose, my self. Once this sttupid mitaje to smoke weed when I landed on a bunch of oxies recentlly, gte out of my system, I will be not just applying for a job but getting a ...I have SO much restored confidence that I'm not going to setting for less. It also makes me a good liar, even strait to the face, so as fear as embellishing my application/history goes, I'll be gooddd.
No, for even doesn't know, I dealed with benzo aabuse for over 15 years, aname the benzoz, and I'll name the binge. I was eventually put on 14mg clonazepam a da ily by my docot. his shit ended uo being my downlfail.
Although to be honest, you could probably do benzos forever wtihout much if any problems. M y problems stemmed from them making me to do a rabig detox, as well as becomming completely immune to the positive anxiolic effects. It's all about a fine blance with benzos. Don't take them every day, but don't be afraid to take them like a week in a row. Just because they are such a good anxiolic, it doesn't mean you need to always take them. I personally will "binge" (medicate daily to higher levels, but fucntionale ones) every week amax, then not doing any for at LEAST 3-5 days.preferable 1-2 weeks. During this time I relaly pump up the cardiovascular exercise to help push all those bnezo metabolites out of my system with more ease and speed. FYI, you shouldn't need the increased hope of a drugs effectiveness to exercise in the first place. This is what vagina is for anyways yo uputs. But yea, exercise andclean, maybe even sweat lodge, and you will notice juw how once again efffective the benzos are. You could always sm oke a fat hit of DMT , talk to teh other or them talkt to you". telling you that you are, wait, sorry , i mean't to say that they'd be telling you to grow some fucking cosmic manly balls. And not the fake bisexual ridden Hollywood, tj hey 're ar f tuall yballs
I think that most people that have liked clonazepam will find phenazepam similar, but also that phenazepam is a little more intoxicating at equivalent doses and has much more potential for abuse, IMO.