http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/showthread.php?t=502570&page=2
Okay, so I'm up, and everything ended uo turning out well. I still remember exactly when I decided to hit the sack and did so. I even remember every posting while on it.
I dunno man, maybe you guys are taking much bigger doses? Like mine was lightly "scooped" - not just dipped - into the powder about 1/6 an inch deep each time. I'll probably try a much higher dose.
I guess I'm just used to the old booze. I never once last night - even when I combined it with a 40ox of beer (albeit a lot less than what I would normally drink) had that sort of... wreckless, couldn't give a shit, letting my emotions run wild (for lack of a better description) feel. I remember on the way back from the beer store noting how accurate all the people were when they said they were zombied out like a motherfucker. It almost felt like a shitload of ambiens, or an anti-psychoctc lol
Being someone who suffers on and off from moderate-to-severe social anxiety, it didn't excite me to go over and talk to anyone outside or at home and really spark an an-indepth convo just because, well... at the time, I knew had the balls to (thank you benzos). When you're naturally a huge introvert and you finally get some drugs that flip that around (ie alcohol, various benzos, opiates to some degree) it feels great to experience no anxiety at all over anything and just have a beautiful social conversation.
With phez though,... the anxiolytic effect was there, and quite strong. Hypothetically speaking, I could have sparked a conversation with a stranger and chatted their face of thanks to the dramatic reduction in anxiety. But really, I was just too drowsy; the hypnotic and powersul sedation effects over-ride it a bit.
This sacred chemical can be used somewhat recreationally. I mean I threw some tunes on last night and was loving them. I actually dosed again afte rthat thread was closed. I'm still feeling it slightly today.
Today I'm just going to taking a large eyeballed dose so it spanks me up for the go!