Overall my opinion: If there is a hole dose with this thing, and these 400mg seizure doses are true in my opinion for any one who is a dissociative binger this may be a more dangerous one speaking HR. But I think Shambles did a solid 2g but, like me, he's experienced.
I did get through 2g (over a period of approximately 48-72h) the first (and so far only) time I used this stuff yes. That doesn't make it safe though. Given the potentially serious issues some have experienced at significantly less than that it's not a substance to be approached lightly no matter how experienced you may be. This stuff rocked my world like nothing has for a very long time in many ways. That's not a recommendation as such, simply a statement of fact. I am known for my "Do as I say not as I do" approach to HR. It's not big and it's not clever. I could well have come a very serious cropper dosing as recklessly as I did given how little info there is out there on this stuff even now let alone a while back.
Having said that, I can honestly say that the experience has been life-changing. Whether that be for better or worse I don't yet know for sure. It's (tentatively) looking like it's gonna be a positive change but how it was brought about is the very antithesis of HR. I'm alive and well and been left with one helluva lot more to think about than I ever imagined there was to think about in this life. The same may not apply to the next person who hits it as recklessly hard and fast as I did
That said, this drug shot right to my all-time favourite substance table instantly and is right up there in contention for my bestest drug in the world ever status. I am a horrendous drugpig and this particular substance hits every single one of my happy buttons though so this is still not an actual recommendation cos this shit has... things other drugs have never had. For me.
I'd dearly love to write a proper TR for this one. I really don't think that would be possible for what happened in and around that first time but if I go for a second bite of the cherry (so far not a given cos I'm still rather seriously shaken (in both good and bad ways) from that first one - anybody who knows anything about me knows that's a pretty frikkin big statement for me to make) I'll make a real effort to do so.
This is one drug which I have very complex and mixed feelings about. Heaven & Hell, as a fella once said. And all that is betwixt, between, in and around.
One thing I would like to stress is that past a certain level of dosing this stuff repeats on you. For days on end and gets stronger each time for the first few days. This would be long after the last dose is taken. At least this was the case for me. It was several days before the cycle of coming up, peaking like a mofo, drifting down, afterglow, coming up, peaking like a MOFO, drifting down, afterglow finally came to an end. Do not attempt any high dose experiments if you have anything you need to do for a week or so afterwards. And that's without even taking into account the potential risks that some have come a cropper with.
I almost never warn people about a drug. I make an exception for this one. Do please be careful, kiddies. The dose:response curve is... unique. And pretty frikkin extreme. Imo, ime, ymmv, etc, etc.
Oh, and as a pee ess, I never "holed" at any point that I recall aside from a brief (at least I think it was brief) period early on the first day of dosing. Hard to describe but I was conscious in the sense of being awake and active but have essentially no memory for that period (I believe this state lasted about an hour, maybe less... but could obviously have been more I guess... not very much more though cos the rest of the time is accounted for). I wouldn't aim to "hole" on the stuff either way. It's far too stimulating for that. And
lawdy is it stimulating when you push the dose
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(perhaps dangerously so -
please be careful with this one)
