well this is my view after doing 500mg on saturday.
At low doses it is very much "ketamine's pink candy floss brother" as i heard it called. Very nice indeed but the odd thing was it made me very horny???
After a few hours i kept having small lines of no more than 60mg, At one point i lay on the floor & pulled my hood up over my head, at this point I kinda projected myself out & up into the sky but it was not a proper ego death, just a kinda nice floating around for a while, nowhere near a proper K experience but a softer kinder version.
A few hours later when i was around a +1 too use the Shulgin scale i got a unknown dose i would say around 100mg. I had this & tryed to pack my stuff together to go to my mates house, now this is where the shit went weird lol.
I was walking along & everything was going like in SLOW frame's, if anyone has ever seen 1 of those early spinning wheel's that have a picture inside like a dog walking & you view it in broken frames the world had gone like that, all i kept thinking was this is what Hunter S thompson must have been on about when he did ether & went the the circus-circus. The world took a a very weird frame of view, not scary at all & i found the whole thing very funny, I kept breaking out in laughter which freaked several people out that were walking past me, they must have throught i was mentally Ill.
I arrived at my mates house & we got down to some serious lines. This is where shit hit the fan!!
I cut me a stupid dose really & cut him around 60mg. At the time a show on E4 was on(misfits) & when my dose kicked in TOTAL EGO death came to me, I was blasted right out mof myself. I dont remember it all but my mate said i just looked at 1 spot on the wall for 3 hours, at 1 point after around 2.5hrs I turned round & spoke the only word's for the whole time after snrting my dose "I am Hassan I sabbah, Am I dead?"
I dont & will NOT go into the rest, all I can say is MXE makes all the dark parts of your soul light, I dealt with certian aspects of my sexual makeup, issues with freinds, family & many other things that have made me a very dark person for years, after coming down I said & i remember saying this "I feel as if God has dry-cleaned my soul"
I feel a diffrent person all together.
mxe imo is for me, It was not a nasty trip like dxm & not as much of a kick in the head as K but thats IMO.
This is something else & it needs to be shown the right manners & respect, it can & will work on your soul. I plan to use it many times more in the future.