ok last night was fucking amazing. best experience to date and ive been doing this stuff every weekend for months, and had previous experience last year etc. the trip was so clear, focused, no confusion like that i sometimes get, no twisted weirdnessit was bang on the dot excellent.
the trips started to decline and end badly recently, had the feeling i was doing it too much, the trip ended bluntly/emotionless and a bit sinister. but i reckon there could be a reason for this. been taking 5htp more often, more bananas etc. more sunlight as the summer is coming. i eat healthy anyway but been on the serotinin boosting stuff more. people say this stuff doesent effect serotonin but i reckon it does, considering every time ive mixed it with a serotinin affecting drug the experience is utterly fucked up. take note... i reckon pre-load with 5-htp a few days before, eat some seriously healthy food, ate about 3 bananas yesterday before the trip, omega 3, a big salad, every healthy thing i could find, was feeling good. felt healthy. pre load like you might with MDMA or something? worth a try.
stayed well hydrated, it felt "right" last night, like my body was fucking loving it, infact it actually felt good for me or something. was such a good experience. my body still feels tingly and nice now. but of course this may be a batshit crazy theory. although theres no harm in preparing and being healthy etc right? always makes drugs better for me, MDMA is better, recover better from alcohol hangovers better, etc
got a fucking beautiful afterglow today. result
