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The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine Thread - 7th Dose (Let's start the next bag)

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InhaleDeep said:
Well, I told myself I would test it out at least a few times, so I'd know what I'm dealing with. But on second thought I never measured my doses - I may have taken too much of it, I kept getting into M holes, plain blackouts (and I promise you I have NEVER had a blackout before. Even when mixing all kinds of shit and alcohol, I would always remember eveeerything. A curse and a blessing at the same time :D
I was hoping, since the antideppresant effects don't work for me, at least I could make a discovery in my mind of some sort or whatever, then it'd be worth it. But it's all just a big weird blob.
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Measured doses are fairly crucial! When I started, with no tolerance, the difference between 10mg and 25mg was HUGE.

And doses below fuckedness are always full of goodness.
 
Wow 10 and 25mg, well I'm positive I've never dosed at less than 100mg. Probably even more sometimes.
Do you think the thing's I've experienced could actually be some kind of an overdose?
 
It's weird, you have to learn how to use it.
If you just sit up on the computer chatting all night with friends you might miss it.
That might be why some of you do too much not getting crazy things happening.
You might just do enough to lose consciousness but not see anything.

Turn the lights low and go lay down when holing.

I know it's hard to make yourself, but just try. Do it for like an hour at least when holing hard and tell me what happens. Turn lights low or out and hole in bed and see what happens. That's how it works for me. There's no way I can sleep, I go on journeys.

I could sit up on the computer all night in a hole and nothing would happen. Unless I did a bunch I'd probably slip away into unconsciousness.
 
But this is exactly what I did. I was always doing it late and night so when I dosed, I would just lie in bed in the dark, with my ipod beside me if I might want to listen to some music (but truthfully, I've never been able to turn it on while on MXE, lol.) Still I can't remember I ever thought of anything at all. I was just laying there, holing, regaininng consciousness and just looking around at the strange world, then holing again. I don't remember EVER having any hallucinations at all, the world was just very warped. But apparently this one time when I dosed, I told someone who walked into my room: "I hate waking up in my room with all these monsters coming through the windows." I have NO idea where that came from.
 
Those crazy feelings you feel inside of you when you are on MXE and sitting awake watching television?
Those same feelings make me feeling like I birthed a galaxy when my lights are out and I'm laying in bed.

So weird.

I can feel the feelings when awake watching TV but I don't see a galaxy.
When I'm in bed lights out I actually like see the galaxy come out of me or something.
hahah I can't explain it.

My vision is still wobbly days later. Nose still numb.
 
Well not really watching anything, just laying in pitch dark, relaxing and feeling the experience begin.
I know, that's why I'm kinda upset about it. I've never read of it affecting someone in the same ways it effects me, everyone generally describes it as a very positive, even mindblowing experience. So IDK.

eye_wide_open, haven't I already? That is about the best estimation I can make. Probably 100-150mg each time. I have a feeling that could be it too, at least I hope so...
 
why is everyone that's replied to the original post so rude? If you don't have anything constructive or informative to say don't post. Obviously the poster is aware that mxe may have caused them a problem, this is why she asks (duhh!)

However, if she so chooses to stop doing mxe she can do so preferably on the basis that it was mxe that caused the damage (has anyone else had this)

If you have no experience or decent insight.... fuck off lol
 
I don't have one, that is why I said I'm estimating. Still I'm positive my estimation is quiet close to how much the actual amount was. I may have been taking too much of it, just because I might've wrongly assumed I would need a higher dose. With most substances, I have to take a little more than the usual user, because I have this freaky natural tolerance (my first experience with drugs was when I was 15 and I OD'd on benzos. because of the amount i have taken the doctors couldn't comprehend how I was still alive at all. i had an alarm set in the morning and I indulged the previous night. I actually woke up to the alarm and got out of bed - that is the part that got the docs baffled, because apparently I should be in a very deep, deep sleep by then).

Oh well, maybe it's just not the drug for me. I'm always the rare exception who gets to experience some totally weird effects than what people usually describe.
 
if your skin starts to turn red or the pain doesn't go away, get some help. sinus infections, if left untreated, can really mess you up, because they turn into kidney infections. speaking from personal experience, was hospitalized for several days due to this. (not from mxe, just from a flu -> sinus infection -> kidney infection)
 
You're telling me.
It just so happened I had my iphone in my hand to write a trip report (for myself for later review) and ended up writing a bible full stuff I never knew existed but really does.

I'd say that's a weird side effect. So weird, I erased it and now don't have it to read anymore.
 
eye_wide_open said:
Complete.

Total.

Breakthrough.

This stuff is the Miracle the world needs to realize
it can turn your whole life around.

Never seen anything like it.

I'm going to spell out the word P E R I O D and then capitalize it.
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I get shivers just thinking about it. OMG that was the best trip ever. For real. Better than any acid I ever took. Felt better than anything I have ever felt anywhere. Way beyond DMT.
 
Got a nice buzz and numbing feeling off 30mgs of MXE right now. ( I never took the 30 last night like I said I was)

But I want more, I need to go further. I'm not trying to shoot off into space like you Eyes wide open lol. That sounds fun and kinda scary. I just want to explore my mind a little more. Right now I feel way too normal. I think I'm about to up that 30.
I want to do some kind of traveling. Fuck it, here goes...
 
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Ok, just did 20mgs more orally. I know, too much of a chicken shit to really push it. I'm just going to sit back, watch UFC primetime and wait til I feel this shit kick into 2nd gear...

For some reason though, I feel like it's really really late. And it's only 2:30 am. I stay up till like 5 on work nights but now I just have this feeling that it's super late and I have to keep telling myself it's early and I get to sleep in tomorrow..Weird...
 
I feel like there's so much I want to do but I don't know what. Like, I feel like I'm supposed to be excited about something but I don't know what for. I'm also wondering if I got me a bullshit batch of MXE?
 
knockando said:
I learnt; I learnt that WE ARE ALL ONE and LOVE is the principle on which the universe must be based.
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ive been "told" this by entities before, on MXE and on DMT, this beautiful female god-ess tells me, embraces me, m-hole breakthroughs are amazing. completely connected to everything, beyond all boundarys, felt like i was orgasming out the universe

this stuff seems to change every time, dont think ive had 2 experiences the same, actually prefer the afterglow to the drug itself. very weird stuff. cant do it without valium anymore, gets too confusing and strange. absolutely love the glow though

one thing ive found is hydration is very important... if i get dehydrated i end up with a real bad headache and the experiences ends up being shit with no decent afterglow. no idea why
 
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Anyone know how safe or unsafe it is to take 10-15mg of hydrocodone before or after taking MXE?
 
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