The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine Thread - 7th Dose (Let's start the next bag)

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100mg is not "just" IMHO!

 

[eye_wide_open]

True, but when I do 100mg one night with disappointment and 100mg another with a unprecedented breakthrough..
my gears start turning. hehe

Felt like somebody flipped a switch. Off I went traveling space.

I guess it was just how I spaced and weighed the doses differently.

Also interested to hear if others are breaking through with MXE like on DMT.
There is some striking similarities and yet some major differences.
For me an MXE breakthrough is (so far) a 1 in 15 chance.
15 mxe holes is a lot of trippin for one breakthrough! That's like saying you took mushies 15 times to get a breakthrough. I still haven't broken through on mushrooms after 40 times yet. Just one massive mean ego death.

Lol I ruined it for myself getting these breakthroughs.
I'll be sitting there waiting for all future trips to materialize into something 1000X better than sex and won't be as happy if they don't. haha kinda joking but not!

 

[whoseanb]

has anyone tried smoking this? mixing it with some weed? or is in inactive smoked?

 

[webbykevin]

Patient : every time I hit myself on the head it hurts

Dr: Don't do it then.

 

[eye_wide_open]

Put it in a bulb like a tweeker and off you go! Fine chop it first and watch it flurry like a snow globe before it melts.
Yay!

Let me get a picture of the proper utensil.

 

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I've yet to do DMT. On the cards though. But the best experiences I've had on MXE are definitely up there with what I have come to hope for from reading DMT reports and listening to Terence McKenna's rants and raves.

What do you mean by a an MXE breakthrough? Complete detachment from physical presence plus engagement with the underlying substructure of the universe with a view to or responsibility for reconciling contradictions in the state of affairs of the world, and making sure shit's OK before it wears off? Something like that?

Or maybe it's more, I always try to err on the side of caution.

 

[eye_wide_open]

This

is what you use to smoke MXE.
(and DMT)

But you may want one with a smaller bulb for more efficiency with these low mg count materials.

PS the orange shit on the pipe bowl is orange glass swirls. Not substance. The pipe is free of any substances. It is new.

What do you mean by a an MXE breakthrough? Complete detachment from physical presence plus engagement with the underlying substructure of the universe with a view to or responsibility for reconciling contradictions in the state of affairs of the world, and making sure shit's OK before it wears off?

I'd say that's fairly close. But did you denounce gods, write you own bible and try to prove things for others for when you came back and knew they wouldn't believe anyways already when you were there? Did you rocket through a membrane? Was it almost a liquidy feeling?
Did you KNOW you broke through? Did you learn from the energy?

I'm not calling you out to battle. I honestly want to know who's broken through on MXE.
The experience has completely intrigued me.

 

[knock]

This

is what you use to smoke MXE.
(and DMT)

But you may want one with a smaller bulb for more efficiency with these low mg count materials.

PS the orange shit on the pipe bowl is orange glass swirls. Not substance. The pipe is free of any substances. It is new.



I'd say that's fairly close. But did you denounce gods, write you own bible and try to prove things for others for when you came back and knew they wouldn't believe anyways already when you were there?

I didn't have gods to denounce; I felt I was one with god though. I am god. You too, of course. We are all god, fucking about on planet earth.... no never wrote my own bible, but I didn't have a particularly religious upbringing. Never really read much of that other bible, the one you didn't write....


I have never smoked MXE! is it beneficial? plugging always seemed good for me. But I have a similar pipe, with DMT intentions.

And I've always been a bit wary of trying to prove shit that might end up with people classifying me as a lunatic. Not to say I haven't thought it might be possible, just maybe not the best plan!

 

[eye_wide_open]

How about these..
Did you rocket through a membrane? Was it almost a liquidy feeling?
Did you KNOW you broke through? Did you learn from the energy?
You're answers are helpful to me! Thanks!

Smoking MXE works for sure! It seems like much shorter duration, but you definitely get a hell of a buzz! I like to smoke a good hit or two while already trippin on MXE up the nose. lol

 

[whoseanb]

so you can't roll it in a blunt? Sorry if that sounds dumb

 

[knock]

How about these..
Did you rocket through a membrane? Was it almost a liquidy feeling?
Did you KNOW you broke through? Did you learn from the energy?
You're answers are helpful to me! Thanks!

Smoking MXE works for sure! It seems like much shorter duration, but you definitely get a hell of a buzz! I like to smoke a good hit or two while already trippin on MXE up the nose. lol

OK, I have never "rocketed" through a membrane. Liquidy feelings are however present... everything seems liquid. Consciousness, matter and their interrelationships seem liquid.

I KNEW I was dealing directly with the susbstrate of existence. I knew WE ARE ALL ONE. I was controlling everything.

I learnt; I learnt that WE ARE ALL ONE and LOVE is the principle on which the universe must be based.

I mean: Forget all THIS, all around is dark. Then there are coloured orbs which are nodes of consciousness, you and i and everyone else.

But yeah, I can imagine I have NOT "broken through"; although in that case it does kind of scare me that I have yet to go further, as I have felt that I have gones about as far as seems feasible!

Difficult to put this stuff into words though, I think.

 

[eye_wide_open]

so you can't roll it in a blunt? Sorry if that sounds dumb

I don't think any of this is dumb when it comes to asking questions about MXE.
But I don't know that answer for you. Give it a go and let us know.

Stuff smells funny when it melts in the pookie pipe. It smells like something I knew but it was a week or two ago already when I last smoked MXE so I forgot what it was by now.

I don't have any more dammit I made myself get rid of it so I don't go blasting off every night.

 

[eye_wide_open]

OK, I have never "rocketed" through a membrane. Liquidy feelings are however present... everything seems liquid. Consciousness, matter and their interrelationships seem liquid.

I KNEW I was dealing directly with the susbstrate of existence. I knew WE ARE ALL ONE. I was controlling everything.

I learnt; I learnt that WE ARE ALL ONE and LOVE is the principle on which the universe must be based.

I mean: Forget all THIS, all around is dark. Then there are coloured orbs which are nodes of consciousness, you and i and everyone else.

But yeah, I can imagine I have NOT "broken through"; although in that case it does kind of scare me that I have yet to go further, as I have felt that I have gones about as far as seems feasible!

Difficult to put this stuff into words though, I think.

Thank you my friend!

..and now you know what you must do next.

The other type of blastoff I note. DMT.

That one seems to be the one which people report breaking through something. A physical feeling of making it to the other side.
Which is why I am so puzzled I'm getting the same feeling on MXE..
I get a physical feeling of making it through something and then I "know" I am "there".
1 in 15 times or so.

I'm starting to think you can break through on shrooms and acid to the same states. But I haven't been far enough on those to confirm.. but our boy Folley seems to have. I think? lol I don't know.

Drugs trip me out.
I didn't have any gods to denounce either, or so I thought.

If you can get breakthroughs on MXE and other drugs.. what is triggering them?
Why don't they happen every time?

How far off the MXE thread can I go before I get in trouble? lol
Sorry mods. I'm done.

 

[whoseanb]

I don't think any of this is dumb when it comes to asking questions about MXE.
But I don't know that answer for you. Give it a go and let us know.

Stuff smells funny when it melts in the pookie pipe. It smells like something I knew but it was a week or two ago already when I last smoked MXE so I forgot what it was by now.

I don't have any more dammit I made myself get rid of it so I don't go blasting off every night.

Oh yea, I remember that post haha

 

[knock]

@eyes wide open thanks my friend!

 

[humblegro]

I am gettin ready to try some mxe advertised as super potent, and from most people said to be very good stuff. My ROA being sub. I am wondering, How much should I do in one dose only to maximize positive effect and stave off the kidney and other dilemmas??? I am not researching this evening, but maybe next weekend. Thanks.

 

[InhaleDeep]

So, does anyone else just plain not like MXE? It's always been quite an odd experience for me. First of all I M-holed like a mad woman, apparently talked/murmured while doing it. It's basically the only drug that has ever made me lose control of myself, but ok, I was kind of expecting that. When I was on I was never really able to think much. I had no realizations, no big thoughts, nada. I just remember opening my eyes and being in a surreal world, then bam, can't remember what happened next.
I was also looking forward to testing out this drug a few times because I've read about the anti-deppresant effects of it, and I myself suffer from depression.I was disappointed. I actually felt like I've been a bit discouraged and demotivated for the next couple of days.
Overall, I don't think the high is neccessarily bad, but it's not a pleasant experience either. If anything, it's just fucking weird ,leaning a bit on the uncomfortable side.
So, anyone else like this? It seems like everyone has a good experience with MXE except me.

 

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InhaleDeep - It can be frightening, and in that sense I can understand not liking it. However it always seems to work itself out. So... I write off the fear.

If you are not enjoying it, I don't see any reason to keep pushing it. I've never had an MXE experience I didn't enjoy. I've shat myself, but with a smile on my face....

 

[eye_wide_open]

I only had one real bad one on MXE but in retrospect, it wasn't so bad. I talked myself down after a few minutes. I also had one real confusing one. That one I had no idea what was going on. lol

If it keeps being bad, discontinue. Come back well later.

I get anti-depressant effects with MXE on doses as low as 10mg a night and that's it.
Uplifting, to say the least. Better than a can of redbull which gives me the shakes and knocks me out.

100mg+ I go somewhere. At that point it kinda takes control and can go either way.
I gotta start being careful not to redose around there too. It's usually pretty tempting to knock a few back while holing. Gotta stop yourself or you get your heart going.

 

[InhaleDeep]

Well, I told myself I would test it out at least a few times, so I'd know what I'm dealing with. But on second thought I never measured my doses - I may have taken too much of it, I kept getting into M holes, plain blackouts (and I promise you I have NEVER had a blackout before. Even when mixing all kinds of shit and alcohol, I would always remember eveeerything. A curse and a blessing at the same time :D
I was hoping, since the antideppresant effects don't work for me, at least I could make a discovery in my mind of some sort or whatever, then it'd be worth it. But it's all just a big weird blob.