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The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine Thread - 6th Dose (now you've gone and used it all up)

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That moment when you find drugs in a seldom-used pocket of a seldom-used bag 8o

So hey BL, I wanted to just reflect on the excitement I felt two days ago upon finding 60 mg of methoxetamine that I had completely forgotten about. Bliss! I don't know how it happened given my fiendishly compulsive tendencies to massacre my supply every time I start. Either way, I'm sure all of you to whom this has happened knows my feelings exactly.
 
I could go for a 200 mg kick to the face right now...

DexterMeth said:
MXE will teach you futuristic Russian calculous if you don't watch yourself with it. Tread lightly my friend. It's a VERY chill chem at LOW doses.

*I for one seem to personally really enjoy the fuck out of this shit to a spiritual level, not even paralleled by LSD.
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I second that
 
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TheUncreated I merged your topic with here since it was better suited for here or your blog than a whole post. Nice one though, it's always great finding drugs you've lost :D
 
What doses do you require to enter "the hole"? It seems to be quite individual. If I've only take MXE, 120 mg or more mg is what I need. If I have taken psychedelics, 80 mg might be enough.

For beginners, don't even think about these doses. The hole can indeed be anything and nothing. It's an indescribable place where I've experienced things our vocabulary doesn't have words for. Even if there were words, I don't think I could explain it. Sometimes it's blissful, sometimes it's quite horrible.
 
couldnt sleep very well last night on that 20mg. tail ended in weird stimulation, was annoying. havent felt very tired today though
 
How do you guys feel the next few days after taking MXE?
I'm experiencing some pretty sucky effects... It's pretty hard to explain, it's like my perception of reality, thought-process, just thinking in general and feelings seem to be very different from the usual "me". It's got to the point where I cry endlessly thinking I'll never be back to normal and that I'm going crazy.
 
InhaleDeep said:
How do you guys feel the next few days after taking MXE?
I'm experiencing some pretty sucky effects... It's pretty hard to explain, it's like my perception of reality, thought-process, just thinking in general and feelings seem to be very different from the usual "me". It's got to the point where I cry endlessly thinking I'll never be back to normal and that I'm going crazy.
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that is unfortunate, i usually feel off the day after, but awesome the next weeks worth of days.

how much did you take?
 
A littl under 100mg. It kinda feels like I was sucke into an m-hole, and then managed to get out of it only halfway.
I take SSRIs, though... Could it be related to that?
 
I am not sure and am too "friday'd" up to be of much help right now ;-)

I would check the adverse reaction/side effect thread link on the first page of this thread.
 
It's okay. Well yeah I checked that, I'm mostly just wondering if anyone else is experiencing a thing similar to mine or is it really just me.
 
Anyone have a longterm opioid habit? I am curious as to how Methoxetamine use, regular use, has affected your opioid tolerance if it has at all.

I have been tapering a very long lasting opioid that has a 3-6 week acute withdrawal period and using 2-5mg of MxE orally every day for both antidepressant effect, relief from muscle tension from withdrawal, and hopefully speeding up the elimination of excess mu-opioid receptors by its NMDA activity.
 
laCster said:
2-5mgs?? how do you even feel that??
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Well, I don't take it for the dissociation regularly anymore (I still do on occasion) for me just a small uptick in my dopamine is enough to balance me and get me out of the funk. So you could say I'm dosing it medicinally.

EDIT: When things are really bad though I will do up to 15mg to get some of that dissociative anesthesia going for the restless legs etc.

I also like how Methoxetamine is a clean compound for keeping me awake when I need to be awake. It gives me just enough energy to get stuff done without jitters and empathogenic effects etc. It feels like a natural wakeful state.
 
yeah very clean, smooth and natural stimulating effects, perfect stimulation
 
Just ordered some more - my fourth time now (500 mg, 2000 mg, 2000 mg, now 3000 mg). Hopefully my tolerance has dropped sharply as I haven't used for almost four months. In the beginning I became extremely addicted to MXE, but I realized that it was purely psychological and stopped buying more even though I had the money and means. I now feel comfortable buying it again, mainly because I miss the week-long antidepressant qualities that presumably work like ketamine through BDNF-modulation.
Don't get me wrong, M-holing is great, but it's a brief pleasure. I would still do the drug even if holing were impossible, just for the antidepressant effects. It's worked better than anything for me so far, and lasts for so long. I think I should try experimenting with weekly holing. I think it lasts about a week anyway. Maybe ten days at best. Also doesn't seem to be dose-dependent. Maybe just 5 mg a week would work wonders. We'll see.
 
In my experience the afterglow is somewhat dose dependant. The afterglow is quite pronounced after a higher dose experience, but after 5mg it was very subtle, possibly just placebo even - and 10-15mg left me with a noticeable but light afterglow.

A friend of mine is using MXE for it's calming afterglow and he takes one higher dose on weekends (still nothing very high though, like 25-30mg) and then a smaller dose in the middle of the week, either once or twice (10mg) and his afterglow fills the whole week pretty much.
 
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