in low doses, MXE is an excellent social lubricant imo. in high doses, confusion starts to kick in and sound is choppy. movements get robotic and thought processes are delayed. for example, ill try to stumble to my computer, and once i get there i see myself back in time from a different perspective walking there. it's weird yet so cool :]
...alcohol is mehhh, not my favorite drug. i used to believe i had social anxiety; i utilized drugs as self-medication to cure my SAD. however, i starting eating right and exercising more and i came to realize it was all just in my head. the mind has potentail to be a powerful tool, but also can be malevolent at the same time....
sorry i'm rambling now. i'm just soo numb and continuous motions (typing, dancing, talking, ect..) feel amazing!! i'm really hungry so i'm going to make some food to munch out on....yummmm