The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine Thread - 4th Dose (don't overdose)
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lol so I'm like on I-10, crossing from Louisiana to Mississippi and I get a text from a friend who I haven't seen in YEARS and who actually sees me and tries flagging me down while we are going 75mph while I was on methoxetamine.... lol and he posts this to my facebook haha
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Holy shit, this is exactly what I need. This sounds like the antidote to a summers worth of 2c binging.
*add to cart*
homeydontplaythat
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mxe is better than klonopin for my anxiety and better than any SSRI for depression.
not to figure out how to use it without it making me forget how to read and write words (i think low dosing via an ROA that is long lasting is key).
i will be trying sublingual doses of 20mg.....instead of key bumps of 50mg.
"jah, are you there? it's me, ras trent."
not to figure out how to use it without it making me forget how to read and write words (i think low dosing via an ROA that is long lasting is key).
i will be trying sublingual doses of 20mg.....instead of key bumps of 50mg.
"jah, are you there? it's me, ras trent."
You weren't driving on methoxetamine, were you??????
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just FYI it comesup as PCP on a drug test :-(
^ are you serious? Regular 5 panel dipstick from store or offical 5+ panel at doctors office?
and no I wasn't driving on the stuff, jeez. If everyone was driving on it you'd never see any accidents due to how swiftly cars would in perfect sync and harmony with one another. The guy seeing me and trying to get my attention was just the funniest, yet odd coincidence I had that day until the next really funny, yet odd coincidence
and no I wasn't driving on the stuff, jeez. If everyone was driving on it you'd never see any accidents due to how swiftly cars would in perfect sync and harmony with one another. The guy seeing me and trying to get my attention was just the funniest, yet odd coincidence I had that day until the next really funny, yet odd coincidence
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At doctors office. Im going to the store to get a home kit now so ill post what happens... It was my roommate that went to the doctors and found this out.( I know for a fact he is NOT taking pcp)
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^ I've also read that it will come up for PCP. If so that would be a bummer for many folks, as PCP has a very negative (and IMO well deserved) stigma attached to it.
Btw, I've been dealing with some extremely bad chronic pain all week, and having limited success masking it with kratom and ibuprofen. I plan on taking some MXE tomorrow morning to see if I can get rid of it, and also have a productive day during the 'afterglow' while I'm at it...
Btw, I've been dealing with some extremely bad chronic pain all week, and having limited success masking it with kratom and ibuprofen. I plan on taking some MXE tomorrow morning to see if I can get rid of it, and also have a productive day during the 'afterglow' while I'm at it...
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You don't lose total control, you think you have a fair amount but you don't have a lot in reality. That said, you probably won't want to move much anyway.
Bear in mind that especially with higher doses, 10mins at the peak feels like an age.
I'd probably go for 50mg plugged with no tolerance as a good starter hole, depends what you've been up to before though.
Bear in mind that especially with higher doses, 10mins at the peak feels like an age.
I'd probably go for 50mg plugged with no tolerance as a good starter hole, depends what you've been up to before though.
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Ok i took a test this morning and It does come up as PCP :-(..
homeydontplaythat
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thats weird.i took a dipstick test after a ketamine binge and it came back negative for pcp. for mxe to come up as pcp somehow does not surprise me though.
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Had my 2nd high dose (>100 mg with multiple bumps). Completly "wTf-Feeling"
This track blowed me away
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=52sLc_wWW4g&feature=player_embedded
This track blowed me away
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=52sLc_wWW4g&feature=player_embedded
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got 500mg of this stuff, tempted to try a big dose and see how a m-hole feels or whatever it is people have experienced. ive been quite far on it, but not hugely far. havent really had the balls to go deep with this stuff as its pretty fucking weird
seems quite common these days for people to be saying theyve got ss when they clearly dont
lmao i thought id killed all my pets once and that everyone including the mailman was in my house and i was like 'oh fuck, busted! and my pets are dead *sob sob*' loooooool
Alright 50mg plugged ill try that. When you go M-hole do you know for sure "This is M-hole?"
psood0nym
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If you still have more tests available in the box you should test again tomorrow to see how long it is detectable for. It would be interesting to have a rough idea of how long MXE and its metabolites stick around for. There's very little data on MXE and it would make a significant contribution to our understanding.
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DXM and MXE mini-report: OEVs unlike any I've ever seen
Since my last post reporting a methoxetamine trip, during which I first experienced a type of open eye visuals (OEVs) of a totally new quality to me, I've used MXE twice. The first time I used 55 mg with a booster dose of 20 mg an hour later. Employing the visualization technique described in the post linked to above, I saw the unique visuals once again, but found them more difficult to evoke and more modest in character when they did appear. However, during my latest attempt I had a major breakthrough.
This time I used DXM in addition to MXE. I dosed 350 mg DXM powder with 16 mg of ondansetron (a selective 5HT3 antagonist that gives me incredible euphoric, lucid, and psychedelic effects I don't get using DXM alone). That dose was followed by two 150 mg redoses at 3 hrs and 4 hrs after the initial dose, respectively. At t+5.5 hrs I used 30 mg of MXE rectally and waited for the onset. Despite one report warning of the combo in this thread, I (for the second time) noticed no worrisome symptoms combining MXE and DXM at the dosage levels reported here (I was pretty foggy the next day, though).
I went to my bedroom and lied on the bed. Just as I did during the first experience linked to above, I turned over on my side, opened my right eye, and focused my attention to the right of my eye's central focal point. Soon visions began to appear (again, these aren't morphing geometric open-eye "visuals" in the sense I see them on something like LSD, they're more like scenes from a film of avant-garde impressionist animation). But this time was different. I found that I was able to open both eyes without dissolving the visual scene. I was also able to blink a number of times and even move my eyes from side to side without disturbing stability of the scenes. Excited, and knowing this trip would be a highly visual experience, I got out of bed to dose 30 mg more MXE, for a total of 650 mg DXM and 60 mg MXE (I probably also had a mild tolerance to MXE at the time).
When I returned to bed I didn't even bother trying the one-eye technique that had previously revealed this new species of open eye visuals to me. I simply stared at the ceiling. Soon, incredible visual effects unlike anything I've experienced before in nearly a decade and a half of psychedelic and dissociative use began. The ceiling changed color from purple to orange to maroon -- it was so vivid and seemingly "externally sourced" that it appeared more like a light show with an accompanying film than "visuals". These weren't rainbow auras like I've seen before, but rather it was if a tinted lamp was illuminating the ceiling with different hues of light.
The scenes that appeared completely occluded the features of the ceiling behind them -- paint bubbles, marks, and dents -- rather than lying over them like a morphing image on a transparency the way other open eye visuals appear to. Sometimes I saw rooms with writing on pillars or boney animal armors and shells, or microbiological architecture not unlike electron microscope imagery, and always there appeared phantasmagorical figures. One such "phantom" looked like a cross between a turgid worm and a billowing grey cloud. I wondered if it was an "entity" -- which I consider to be ego fragments of the subconscious rather than supernatural beings -- and tried to talk to it. I was hoping to learn something about myself by communicating with it. It morphed outward and shuffled down from the ceiling closer to me and "faced me," though it had no eyes or face for me to guess if facing me was its intent. I thought I should be frightened at something so realistic and unparalleled in my experience coming so close to me, but strangely I wasn't. "It" -- though I suppose it was not an "it" insofar as being an individual thing, but rather some extraordinarily vivid aggregate of loopy perceptual processes -- moved on after a brief time, and disappeared when the next scene assembled itself.
I went to my living room in disbelief, eager to test the durability of the visuals in a well-lit environment. I sat in my recliner and stared at the laptop screen propped open on top of a TV tray in front of me. No visuals appeared, though. Recalling that the clarity of the visuals during the first occasion I saw them a week ago seemed to require dark and undetailed surfaces to serve as "projection screens," I closed my eyes so that the lashes touched, leaving a thin open slit for me to peer out of. Doing this blurred my vision of the computer and the TV tray, reducing their detail to ambiguous shapes and blobs of color. This was what was needed. Soon the visuals began.
The white and blue light from the computer formed into a bouquet of brilliantly incandescent green crystals. How could so fantastic an elaboration of form and color derive from such a dissimilar origin? The edge of the TV tray then became the railing of a vast veranda at the boundary of some underworld palace. The scenes were not just composed of visuals, but were imbued with arcane meanings. I found, too, that the twistings and wavings of the tactile sense of my body I always experience on high dose dissociatives were integrated into the scenes' narratives in indescribable yet oddly intuitive ways. Each time the scenes coalesced from the pieces of my living room into some fantastic panorama or creature and then crumbled apart back into the humble fixtures they originated from. These transformations were intricate and stunning to behold. During the entire experience I noticed my right eye would become extremely unfocused for a few seconds at a time. These unfocused interludes often signaled the transition from one scene to another (I have no idea if this timing was meaningful or just a coincidental side effect).
I'm not sure if evoking these novel (to me) types of visuals are dose dependent, drug dependent (due to the addition of DXM and ondansetron), or if I'm getting better at perceiving them through practice. Again, I've never seen open eye visuals using MXE during the six months of use prior to this series of three trips, though I spent those trips in mostly well-lit environments or with my eyes closed, so it's too late now to know. I'm extremely excited to run more trials to explore this personally unprecedented phenomenon further, and can see this turning into a year long project the way my synthetic psilocin/ketamine combos did in the past.
Since my last post reporting a methoxetamine trip, during which I first experienced a type of open eye visuals (OEVs) of a totally new quality to me, I've used MXE twice. The first time I used 55 mg with a booster dose of 20 mg an hour later. Employing the visualization technique described in the post linked to above, I saw the unique visuals once again, but found them more difficult to evoke and more modest in character when they did appear. However, during my latest attempt I had a major breakthrough.
This time I used DXM in addition to MXE. I dosed 350 mg DXM powder with 16 mg of ondansetron (a selective 5HT3 antagonist that gives me incredible euphoric, lucid, and psychedelic effects I don't get using DXM alone). That dose was followed by two 150 mg redoses at 3 hrs and 4 hrs after the initial dose, respectively. At t+5.5 hrs I used 30 mg of MXE rectally and waited for the onset. Despite one report warning of the combo in this thread, I (for the second time) noticed no worrisome symptoms combining MXE and DXM at the dosage levels reported here (I was pretty foggy the next day, though).
I went to my bedroom and lied on the bed. Just as I did during the first experience linked to above, I turned over on my side, opened my right eye, and focused my attention to the right of my eye's central focal point. Soon visions began to appear (again, these aren't morphing geometric open-eye "visuals" in the sense I see them on something like LSD, they're more like scenes from a film of avant-garde impressionist animation). But this time was different. I found that I was able to open both eyes without dissolving the visual scene. I was also able to blink a number of times and even move my eyes from side to side without disturbing stability of the scenes. Excited, and knowing this trip would be a highly visual experience, I got out of bed to dose 30 mg more MXE, for a total of 650 mg DXM and 60 mg MXE (I probably also had a mild tolerance to MXE at the time).
When I returned to bed I didn't even bother trying the one-eye technique that had previously revealed this new species of open eye visuals to me. I simply stared at the ceiling. Soon, incredible visual effects unlike anything I've experienced before in nearly a decade and a half of psychedelic and dissociative use began. The ceiling changed color from purple to orange to maroon -- it was so vivid and seemingly "externally sourced" that it appeared more like a light show with an accompanying film than "visuals". These weren't rainbow auras like I've seen before, but rather it was if a tinted lamp was illuminating the ceiling with different hues of light.
The scenes that appeared completely occluded the features of the ceiling behind them -- paint bubbles, marks, and dents -- rather than lying over them like a morphing image on a transparency the way other open eye visuals appear to. Sometimes I saw rooms with writing on pillars or boney animal armors and shells, or microbiological architecture not unlike electron microscope imagery, and always there appeared phantasmagorical figures. One such "phantom" looked like a cross between a turgid worm and a billowing grey cloud. I wondered if it was an "entity" -- which I consider to be ego fragments of the subconscious rather than supernatural beings -- and tried to talk to it. I was hoping to learn something about myself by communicating with it. It morphed outward and shuffled down from the ceiling closer to me and "faced me," though it had no eyes or face for me to guess if facing me was its intent. I thought I should be frightened at something so realistic and unparalleled in my experience coming so close to me, but strangely I wasn't. "It" -- though I suppose it was not an "it" insofar as being an individual thing, but rather some extraordinarily vivid aggregate of loopy perceptual processes -- moved on after a brief time, and disappeared when the next scene assembled itself.
I went to my living room in disbelief, eager to test the durability of the visuals in a well-lit environment. I sat in my recliner and stared at the laptop screen propped open on top of a TV tray in front of me. No visuals appeared, though. Recalling that the clarity of the visuals during the first occasion I saw them a week ago seemed to require dark and undetailed surfaces to serve as "projection screens," I closed my eyes so that the lashes touched, leaving a thin open slit for me to peer out of. Doing this blurred my vision of the computer and the TV tray, reducing their detail to ambiguous shapes and blobs of color. This was what was needed. Soon the visuals began.
The white and blue light from the computer formed into a bouquet of brilliantly incandescent green crystals. How could so fantastic an elaboration of form and color derive from such a dissimilar origin? The edge of the TV tray then became the railing of a vast veranda at the boundary of some underworld palace. The scenes were not just composed of visuals, but were imbued with arcane meanings. I found, too, that the twistings and wavings of the tactile sense of my body I always experience on high dose dissociatives were integrated into the scenes' narratives in indescribable yet oddly intuitive ways. Each time the scenes coalesced from the pieces of my living room into some fantastic panorama or creature and then crumbled apart back into the humble fixtures they originated from. These transformations were intricate and stunning to behold. During the entire experience I noticed my right eye would become extremely unfocused for a few seconds at a time. These unfocused interludes often signaled the transition from one scene to another (I have no idea if this timing was meaningful or just a coincidental side effect).
I'm not sure if evoking these novel (to me) types of visuals are dose dependent, drug dependent (due to the addition of DXM and ondansetron), or if I'm getting better at perceiving them through practice. Again, I've never seen open eye visuals using MXE during the six months of use prior to this series of three trips, though I spent those trips in mostly well-lit environments or with my eyes closed, so it's too late now to know. I'm extremely excited to run more trials to explore this personally unprecedented phenomenon further, and can see this turning into a year long project the way my synthetic psilocin/ketamine combos did in the past.
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