i'm about to try this substance for the first time next week, and will certainly report back on my experiences, especially regarding the aspect i'm most interested in: has anyone experienced positive, permanent, personality or spiritual or emotional shifts in their life (or lack thereof)? in the previous thread, there was talk about this... i recall one user who said he examined various people's experienced and found that MXE has more potential than ibogaine for therapeutic/cathartic purposes. i hate to repeated this, lest i am providing false hope for many as i myself have experienced. anyway, that comment really intrigued me, and i'd love to take this opportunity in posting towards the beginning of a probably very long thread to introduce this potential facet of MXE. any comments of using this tool for healing?