pofacedhoe
Bluelight Crew
I guess that all drugs need respect, from heroin to paracetamol. I kind of knew this, but now I fully understand why. It's one thing to know that people overdose on drugs, but another thing completely to experience an overdose yourself. Chances are only the latter is going to teach you to respect a drug properly.
dissociatives are just weird full stop, my experience with huge doses of ketamine while stoned in the woods at a castle was enough to put me off k in high doses for good (didn't stop me having it high dose about two years later that also lead to another freakout/moan overload at a party in front of people). i could hear every individual insect and we were sniffing k of a john west tuna and salmon tin. fucking terrifying experience. the fear was immense.
also i saw one of my friends go through a series of split emotions on high doses of methopxetamine, where he would be happy one minute and then crying like a baby for no reason the next. its was irritating to say the least as everyone else was fine and this person had kept demanding lines of me over and over. him being a huge ket feind i thought he would be okay with it. i was wrong...