Is anyone else concerned about the addictiveness of MXE? I don't find it thoroughly addicting, but I've been doing it daily for over a week and my partner is concerned. I am kind of stressed right now, and have been using in part due to this.
I think the MXE might be contributing negatively to this overall situation. Right now I would really like to do some. I am not doing it today, only partially for my partner but also for myself.
I am curious what others think of this MXE in terms of these qualities.
I know exactly what you mean, MXE is by far the most addictive substance I've used, I finished my last batch last night, and promised myself that that would be the last of it for a few months since I really need to stay sober for a few weeks to focus on more important things - unfortunately, my first thought upon waking is "Damn, I need to order more MXE". Perhaps it's just because I'm going through a somewhat boring stage of my life with no real tasks to focus on.
It's weird, because when I'm on MXE, I keep thinking to myself "I can't wait until I've finished this batch, I desperately need a rest from this stuff." I'm also having increasingly negative or boring experiences on it, but the chemical is always redeemed by the afterglow I experience for a few hours after I come down from the tripping.
I also experienced something rather disturbing during the afterglow last night whillst trying to sleep - I vividly remembered times of my life which I'd rather forget completely, analyzing them deeply - it definitely got me stuck on past topics, which left me feeling a little depressed.
Redosing is also very rewarding on this chemical - I don't know how many people have noticed this, but I find my first few doses of the day to be VERY boring, more confusing than enjoyable, but it seems that if I continue dosing throughout the day it continues building into something far more euphoric and enjoyable.
I'm very concerned about any long term impacts or toxicity this chemical could have though, I realize that we're all guinea pigs at the frontier of testing this chemical, and even if it does bare significant similarities to more well known chemicals, we still can't be certain that it isn't slowly trashing something in our body.
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feels non-toxic to me due to the way that even after a week of heavy dosing, I still feel great and have absolutely no signs of a hangover - not even the aforementioned stress, only a somewhat heavy craving for more. but obviously that's not scientific at all, so I definitely do have concerns about toxicity.
I'd just like to reaffirm that MXE has strong addiction potential, MDPV, Cannabis, Mephedrone and other similar chemicals have never had even a fraction of the sway that MXE has over me now. So please, try not to form a habit out of MXE.
One good thing about MXE is that you always know when you're under the effects of it and when you're not - when i've had stimulant habits it's gotten to points where I've become completely delusional and paranoid, yet still continued taking the stim, with MXE I always know when to stop and know it's all temporary.
(My cat is fine btw, I probably over-reacted. It just freaked me out a bit. I should note that once I left a bag of powdered catnip around and she ended up ripping it apart insufflating a fair bit, which left her sneezing continuously for awhile)
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So True!
