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The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine Thread - 2nd Dissociation

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I havn't had any previous experiences with dissociatives before MXE, and have done it 1-2 a week for the past 2 months in doses varying between 20-60mg.
I usualy dose sublingualy but at a party or for redosing inssuflating is generally a lot easier/faster.

Last night after 30mg insufl. and 30mg subl at T+01:20 walking around was pretty fun. Normally movement in general feels sloppy but goes surprisingly well on MXE, last night it had me wobbling around on my legs holding on to everything I could find only to realise it's actually not that difficult.

Heard that on K movement get's really difficult, MXE makes it funny everytime you surprise yourself with your dexterity in such a state.
 
I had a very peculiar experience on this stuff last night. I was watching a TV programme, and all I can remember is the beginning and the end, and while watching the end I had this strong feeling that whatever was happening would have real life ramifications on me, and I genuinely felt like I was a part of it.

I have no idea what happened during the rest of the show, but this experience really twisted my mind!
 
i'm very excited to try this one! very soon it'll be, in a week or two after my finals, as in nice gift to myself.

without merely for the purpose of justifying its use, can anybody chime in on any real therapeutic-value? (by this, i mean getting you one or more steps closer to outgrowing fears, feeling more joy inside, etc, in a long-term non-dependence sense.)
 
Have experienced Methoxetamine at 50mg - 80mg IM & 50mg IV - And also 400mg sniffed over 3 hours. With the 400mg dose I got trapped in a trip resembling a strong salvia hit that seemed to last a couple of hours. Would not recommend it!
 
Has anyone else noticed a stronger effect from an oral dose than an insufflated dose?
I've had multiple experiences with this and the one time i took it orally it was right before class and I started to go into an m hole and had to leave before the class ended because I felt like I was seeing other realities. I ended up walking around aimlessly trying to find the bus stop due to my vision and coordination being so distorted. I'm surprised I made it back home safely. It felt like my chair was spinning and jerking all around while i was still sitting in it and it felt like my teacher was talking at like 1/10 her normal speed when I could hear her. This was unexpected because the day before I insufflated it and the effects were powerful but not nearly as uncontrollable as they were the following day. I took 50mg for both times but they were like 2 completely different experiences. I'll have to try it again orally when I get more to see if this happens more than once.
 
Had my greatest and most surreal experience on MXE yet last night. I had just returned home from a weekend in Oxford. I had 1g of MDMA the previous night and could still feel it slightly at 10pm last night. Had also been smoking some weed, nothing too heavy.

Dosed the MXE (100mg) at 22:30, and what followed is the strangest sequence of events I have ever experienced. I started off getting the usual MXE come up signs...body buzz, white noise, wobbly headspace etc. The usual. Then suddenly I was transported...just absolutely blasted off. The walls of my room parted. My posters were flying around, moving, morphing, my light fixture materialised into a robot, circling above me. These were THE MOST VIVID hallucinations I have ever experienced. Not m-holesque abstract shapes, but profound, beautiful colours shapes and sounds. I was myself flying around, with everything flying around me, like one universal solar orbit.

It gets weirder.

I'm not sure why what happened happened, but at once there was a violent burst of colour, light and music. Suddenly my vision was cleared, I could see everything clearly, more clearly than ever before. I looked at my body and it was glowing bright yellow, wisps of yellow light rising up out of my body like smoke. I moved my hands around and they manipulated the environment. My gestures controlled the music I was listening to. I had the strongest realisation that, through some ultimate, divine mistake, God had transferred all his power into me. I was God. My hands were fire. I made gestures at objects around my room and fire would fly out my hands like hadouken. I felt the most astonishing euphoria I have ever felt. Just pure understanding, peace, harmony, relief. I was God. I WAS God.

Shortly later the music ended, as I commanded it. I turned off the stereo and fell asleep.

Woke up this morning feeling so refreshed. Reborn...That was a true, beautiful rebirth experience.

I suspect the MDMA and weed played a role in influencing the lucidity of that trip. It was a trip. Completely psychedelic. I'm still awestruck.
 
On the "why" question, for me the primary reason for taking any psychedelic drug is exploration - of consciousness, of what it is to be alive and to be human, and to get an idea of the possibilities of consciousness unbounded by the human form (by human form I am not referring solely to the physical layout of the human body but to the shape our awareness is moulded into by our daily concerns and activities, or perhaps the shape we mould our awareness into, in order to conceive those concerns and activities).

MXE has distorted then peeled off my human form by degrees in ways I have never experienced on any other drug (except Ketamine, now) and while it's done it, I've felt amused and cheerful throughout, despite being fundamentally aghast at some of the results! And it (along with K) seem to offer a rich vein of continued exploration and experience.

Secondary factors are the wonderful antidepressant effect, the unusual empathogenic effects (global hyperspatial consciousness network), the humorous properties at lower doses, and the opportunity to spend a rainy evening as the headline star in a bizarre surrealist drama (that'll be the escapist factor).

I must admit, though, that I'm currently going through a little love affair with Ketamine; I am liking the lack of mania with K as, at the moment anyway, I feel happier about taking high doses, which have led to some pretty astonishing experiences. I like being astonished. MXE is completely capable of producing that kind of experience though - as JSPete just demonstrated.


JSPete - I loved your report, and I agree, you ARE God. WE are God. We are all one and the same, and for some unfathomable reason we have taken the form of the universe and the bizarre creatures which inhabit it and do weird, but sometimes delightful, things in it.
 
knockando said:
JSPete - I loved your report, and I agree, you ARE God. WE are God. We are all one and the same, and for some unfathomable reason we have taken the form of the universe and the bizarre creatures which inhabit it and do weird, but sometimes delightful, things in it.
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MXE has certainly given me a strong belief in this notion.

I have had a few experiences now, in which humanity, nay, all life, merged, every single person, into one pure energy. Absolutely profound, and I feel so privileged to have had such experiences. They feel so right and true. It's upon an experience like this where you realise we are all the same being. Always have been, always will be. I hope when we die we realise this once more, without the aid of drugs.
 
nearjat said:
Haha careful guys, Ketamine at least has been known to cause severe megalomania when abused by some people ;)
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Megalomaniac? Me? Never!

I realised toward the end of the trip that I probably wasn't actually god.

Was cool though. I just smiled to myself that I could pull off such a convincing display of omnipotence.
 
Besides who said megalomania was a bad thing?

It's healthy self-confidence. ;)
 
JSPete said:
MXE has certainly given me a strong belief in this notion.

I have had a few experiences now, in which humanity, nay, all life, merged, every single person, into one pure energy. Absolutely profound, and I feel so privileged to have had such experiences. They feel so right and true. It's upon an experience like this where you realise we are all the same being. Always have been, always will be. I hope when we die we realise this once more, without the aid of drugs.
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I had some quality weed on my 40th (few years ago now <cough>), at the end of a looong weekend of acid n mdma, back in the day ;)...I've always wanted to mix (DJ) and never managed it, wasn''t a big toker, but that day, after I'd smoked the quality weed from a grateful dealer (I'd pulled an assassin off him, lol), I mixed like I was possessed - it felt like fire was coming from my hands, in an energetic way, not painful lol, and the tunes mixed themselves - it was truly awesome...and everyone had gone home - no-one heard it:D....just felt it was a similar energy thing going on, s'all....(50th coming up ;), and, oh, the chemicals available now - woohoo!!! )
 
does anyone know if this stuff is being sold as ketamine by dealers? are they similar in physical consistency?
 
bighouse911 said:
does anyone know if this stuff is being sold as ketamine by dealers? are they similar in physical consistency?
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Well ketamine can come as a liquid, as crystals or as powder. Methoxetamine can only be bought in powder form, so if your ketamine comes as a powder then it would follow that it may be cut with methoxetamine.

You would know as soon as you took it whether it had MXE in it. The longer come up, different headspace, longer duration would ring alarm bells.

Edit: It just occurred to me that Methoxetamine is water soluble, so cunning dealers may slip it into vials of ketamine. Not sure why they would. Can't think of any reason why this would be economically viable.
 
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JSPete said:
Well ketamine can come as a liquid, as crystals or as powder. Methoxetamine can only be bought in powder form, so if your ketamine comes as a powder then it would follow that it may be cut with methoxetamine.

You would know as soon as you took it whether it had MXE in it. The longer come up, different headspace, longer duration would ring alarm bells.

Edit: It just occurred to me that Methoxetamine is water soluble, so cunning dealers may slip it into vials of ketamine. Not sure why they would. Can't think of any reason why this would be economically viable.
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cool thanks for that, generally tend to find only k crystals, so this shouldn't be too much of a problem!
 
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ThanksLois said:
I havn't had any previous experiences with dissociatives before MXE, and have done it 1-2 a week for the past 2 months in doses varying between 20-60mg.
I usualy dose sublingualy but at a party or for redosing inssuflating is generally a lot easier/faster.

Last night after 30mg insufl. and 30mg subl at T+01:20 walking around was pretty fun. Normally movement in general feels sloppy but goes surprisingly well on MXE, last night it had me wobbling around on my legs holding on to everything I could find only to realise it's actually not that difficult.

Heard that on K movement get's really difficult, MXE makes it funny everytime you surprise yourself with your dexterity in such a state.
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